#katsmultiverse

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hello my beautiful peoples<3 i need bit of a reminder... sorta of? i don't know lol, just bear with me, alright? so, i wanna shift to my waiting room so i can shift from there to back to my cr where my manifestations are already fact but for whatever reason? my brain is like "BuT tHeN iT's NoT tHe SaMe ReALitY". i know that technically manifesting things is the same as shifting, but my brain doesn't like that? i'm not quite sure how to explain it but it's hindering my shifting journey and sort of manifesting journey. i hate my cr and i need my 3D to show my manifestations but i feel as though the best way to get that is to shift realities. i guess i could shift to an alternate version of my cr? but yet... my brain, for whatever god forsaken reason, doesn't like that????? it especially does NOT help that i'm friends with someone new who i'm still getting to know and then my brain's like "weLL iF yOu ShiFT tHeN iT's NoT ReaLLy TheM beCauSe YoU dOn'T kNoW tHeM eVeRyWeLL". LIKE- DUDE. I DO NOT NEED TO KNOW SOMEONE'S WHOLE GOVERNMENT NAME AND THE EXACT SECOND OF THE TIME THEY WERE BORN FOR IT TO BE THEM???? god, someone put me out of my misery... anywho~ i just need some reminder that if i do shift to my waiting room, script that my manifestations are already "true" in cr, and then shift back to cr ORRR if i just shift to an alternate cr where my manifestations are already "true"... whichever it may be, the person whom i don't know well is still... them. even if i don't know the time they were born to the exact second... it's still them, right?

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just a second account to @katsmultiverse for anything i wanna reblog since reblogging so much stuff on my main was lowkey stressing me out lmaooo :)

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“and i guess i’ll just miss her even though she isn’t even really gone”

-> kat’s multiverse. call me katarzyna or kat! currently focusing on manifesting a better cr. daydreamer. may gemini. pro-choice. omnisexual. myrromantic. myrsexual. she/they—demigirl. not very active online currently. shifting since november 2022? water drinker (so scary i know). animal lover. avid music listener. would hug trees if bugs didn’t exist. FUCK ICE. FUCK MAGA. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ → favourites: the colour blue. jaguars. i fell in love with hope by lancali. weyward by emilia hart. the marvel cinematic universe. alice in wonderland live action movies. the rain. bucky barnes. the neighbourhood. halsey. sinking friendships by jónsi. we bought a zoo. daisies. sebastian stan. formula one. root beer. brenn!. traveling song by ryn weaver. noah kahan. minecraft. ethel cain. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ → dnis: anti shifters (obvi). trumpies. maga. elon musk supporters. isr@el supporters. homophobes. transphobes. racists. xenophobes. terfs. pro-lifers. asking overly personal questions about my "original reality"/cr. non-animal rights activists. people who believe climate change is “fake”. religious b!gots. etc. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ → main drs: waiting room. teen cod. streamer. 2nd teen cod. 3rd/siberian teen cod. formula one. 13 reasons why. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -> star dividers by @enchanthings / planets divider by @rmstitanics

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i genuinely can’t wait to shift to my dr dad. i don't even give a fuck about my dr s/o anymore- i want my dad. i mean... of course, i want my dr s/o too but nothing compares to my dr dad, yknow?

i can’t wait for the hugs where i feel so safe, the bear hugs, the hugs celebrating something i did well on, the hugs of excitement from him finally being home from deployment, the hugs of comfort during the hard days, the farewell hugs when im off to school or he’s leaving for work, the just because hugs. i can’t wait for the soft, encouraging words my dad will say to me. the “i'm proud of you”s, the “good jobs”s, the “it’ll be okay”s, the “i love you”s, the “it’s okay”s. the words of comfort he’ll whisper as i cry in his arms, the words of encouragement he’ll tell me when i do well on something, the words of exasperation when i do something chaotic. i can’t wait for the days when i can't sleep so i just end up climbing into my dad’s bed, stealing all the blankets and then falling fast asleep. hell, i can’t wait for the moments where we’re bickering over something stupid. though, he’ll never yell at me, not even if my attitudinal teenage self is pissing him off, he'll just out sass me.

my dr dad will be my safe place. when i’m with him nothing can hurt me because i’m his little girl and he’ll forever protect me. he’ll protect me with all he has but also allow me room to grow and make mistakes. he’ll always be there to catch me when i fall, figuratively and literally. i’ll be his little princess who’s comfort and safety always comes first.

i can’t wait to shift to my dr dad so then i know what it’s like to have a good dad.

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in honor of it being my birthday… i thought i’d make a post, sharing the ages i’m turning today in my (main) desired realities!! :3 ~ today, in my teen cod drs, i am turning eighteen years old, ready for graduation and university ~ today, in my streamer dr (and its aus), i am turning twenty-four years old, ready for whatever lies ahead ~ today, in my main mcu dr, i am turning thirty-two years old, ready for whatever chaos comes next ~ today, in my formula one dr, i am turning thirty-four years old, ready for many, many more wins ~ today, in my university student dr, i am turning twenty-one years old, ready to keep seeing the world ~ today, in my 13 reasons why dr, i am turning eighteen years old, ready to escape crestmont, california ~ today, in my band dr, i am turning twenty-six years old, ready for so much more music happy birthday to me in every reality <3 ~ xoxo, katarzyna

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myroslava bronja diduch-malinowska. may 2008 baby. daughter of chernobyl survivors. nikolai’s adopted daughter. never seen without her twin brother nor adoptive sister. constantly reading. history and languages nerd. ice skater. will pet wild animals. brown bear spirit animal.

“to enter into all the details of your feelings i have no right, and, besides, i regard that as useless and even harmful. rummaging in our souls, we often bring up something that might have otherwise lain there unnoticed.” -alexei alexandrovich, anna karenina by leo tolstoy

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i think ever since i was little, i've just been in my own world. that's probably what you get when you've always been a quiet person; your dad divorced your mom when you were five, making your brother try to act like your second parent; your brother's five years older, making you feel like an only child; have different views from your family; and always end up being alone.

discovering shifting just gave me the ability to shift my awareness to a different world, to physically experience a countless amount of lives. shifting's truly a magical thing, isnt it?

i'll shift to heal the teen who cries alone in her bedroom, silently begging to just be held for a moment and told that it'll all be okay. i'll shift so im never alone and to get the love, comfort, and support i know i deserve.

i love you, shifting.

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who’s your mcu s/o

bucky barnes!! i love him sm and he’s actually the reason why i chose to fully believe in shifting and start trying to shift :)