#kaylee rambles

[mxpeppermint]

I think I want to try a new name. Please call me Kaylee now :)

[salvatorian]

I rlly spent hours trying to find the perfect theme only to remember that not a damn person will be able to look at it on mobile

[unsteadygalaxy]

spicy opinions, read at your own discretion

were zuko and katara narratively set up to be yin and yang? yes for sure

was kataang (a ship I lovingly support) made endgame to further the “hero gets the girl” trope? also yes

it’s possible to ship both and I think that’s okay

do people warp both zuko and katara to make them more compatible? 100% yes

am I going to write zutara fanfic at some point? you bet ur ass

[unsteadygalaxy]

i’m so frustrated that the first thing I wanna do after seeing a marvel movie is still talking to him about it. there’s so much I wish I could say. there’s so much I wish I could freak out about with him. i thought it had been long enough but I guess it hasn’t. :/

[unsteadygalaxy]

lil vent post under the cut, don't mind me!

i miss being in love. i miss being able to cradle someone in my arms and tell them they're okay. i miss being able to kiss someone's cheeks and hold them close. i wish i could kiss someone softly and dance with them under the lights in the kitchen and call them 'my love' as we wake up in the morning together. i wish i could give all of my love to someone and receive it just as deeply in return. i miss being held and being kissed and being made love to. i know i'll have it again one day. i know i will. but for now, my heart just hurts.

[unsteadygalaxy]

es casi 5 en la mañana y no puedo dormir, entonces yo practicaré español que hacer mi cabeza cansado

la vacuna de Pfizer duele mi cuerpo hermanas. estoy doloridaaaa. mi espalda está doloridaaa. ojalá que puedo dormir por un hora antes ir al trabajo

[unsteadygalaxy]

vent under the cut! note: I will be okay, I’m just blowing off steam

I am so frustrated by the whole “you’re doing great, you’re on exactly the right path, you’re exactly where you need to be” part of healing. like,,, this is EXHAUSTING. I *know* I’m where I need to be, I’m just so tired of being here (not in a suicidal way). my ex husband left me almost six months ago and some days it still feels like day one. I’ve made so much progress and I’m proud of myself but damn. This is hard. This sucks so bad. I want to feel like I’m desirable even though I’ve been married. I want to feel like someone will still love me even though I’ve been through all this shit. I want to feel like it’s okay to start dating again. I want to meet new guys that aren’t going to immediately rule me out because I’m divorced. I want to talk to guys that aren’t going to see my divorce as their great big chance to woo me and win me over. I don’t want to be with a guy who tells me I just need to forgive my ex. I want a guy who will love me fully and completely and actually give enough of a shit about me to not give up on me out of nowhere.

uggggghhhhdjhshfhshdhahdh.

[baddie-mattie]

I have intense puppy fever rn