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"Somebody gets me" "Do you like it?" "It make me sad. The fact that she gets me makes me sad". "Why?" "What's there to be happy about a pitiful soul recognising another, what's there to be pleased about two lonely souls finding each other. Is it , " I like how you are broken just like me", " I like that you find life boring just as me", " I like how you hate life as much as I do".No.. I would rather be sad than be happy about somebody's misery." "Do you like her?" " Sometimes words don't do justice to what you feel for people. It's better unsaid, unexplained." "Then?" "Strangely, it comforts you. No matter who the person is, having somebody by your side comforts you . Somebody telling you, " It's not a big deal" when the world around you is in ruins. May be that's all we need." "It doesn't make any sense. How could you feel comforted by a person who makes you sad?" "Don't you think life works in strange ways. You feel what you feel. Trying to find logic in everything doesn't make much sense either." "So?" "Let's just find solace in things and people without much thought or reason. Let's just let life take control for once. Let's just live." "What if you finally lose the person?" " Still the fact that I was comforted once doesn't change. I will be grateful, grateful for everything I have felt once. And I will just leave if that's the right thing to do". "It sounds sad." "Depends on how you take it. May be it is beautiful too. What if the warmth lets you live on and have hope. What if you finally get warm yourself. Isn't that happy enough." "May be". "May be ." 📸 : Pinterest ( Kdrama - My Mister) Inspired from My Mister #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #writer #wordporn #womenwritersofinstagram #womenwriters #wordpornoftheday #thoughts #thoughtoftheday #life #mymister #parkdonghoon #kdramawriters #kdrama #kdramaworld #kdramainsp #kdramaworld #mymisterkdrama #mondayblues #monday (at Some Were Under the Sky) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkYM4veJsx7/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[confusedthinker-noeul]

The Book Store Journal by Im Eun Seob The only good thing about winter is the leaves that fell. I could now see her house across the street from my window. At night, I stare at the way the lights in her room go on and off, wondering whether she would be here till spring. I hope she stays. I hope she will be here till the weather is fine. ---------------------------------------------------------- I never found the right words for her.I never knew what to say. l was a naive person who didn't know to comfort. So when she cries, I bring her a cup of hot coffee and sit near her with a book, pretending to read. Rather than saying the wrong things, I decide to stay in silence beside her, hoping that would console her. May be they do. May be they don't. But that's the best a fool like me could do. ---------------------------------------------------------- I always reply to her why's with things that didn't make much sense. I found excuses to walk her home, buy her boots, to make her feel at home. Because it's dark, I will walk you home. Because it's the country side, wear this boots. Because it's cold, have this coffee and go. Because it's.... But I never told her how I feel, because I was afraid that happiness would leave just like it did before. All of it, in the blink of an eye. ---------------------------------------------------------- I like how the bookstore smells like her in the evening. I like how each part of it have been occupied by her some part of the day. I like how she listens so attentively, looks at me with eyes full of questions . I love how she smiles, nods her head and naturally join the conversation. Nowadays, I pay more attention to the books I share in the book club meetings. What if the books tell her about the person I am. I wonder if she thinks about the person who brings in each book? I wonder if she cares. ---------------------------------------------------------- In the night, when secrets flow , i share mine to you all. May you all have a Good Night. May she have a good night too. Sleep Well, everyone. Inspired from Kdrama : I will go to you when the weather is fine. #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #kdrama #kdramainsp (at Mundakayam) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjNy7-IJsjj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=