Kingsman Agent NAM YOORA is looking for her TRAINING ADVISOR. Details for the search are listed below
Face claim: Lee Donghae (Kay and I are desperate, someone pls bring this beautiful man to us)
Age: 30 - 34
Gender: Male
Affiliation: Kingsman, advisor (someone who is in charge of leading the training sessions)
Connection type: Yoora is a trainee, so she would be under the care and guidance of your muse.
Description: Everything regarding the life and personality of your muse is completely up to you, I don’t want to restrict you too much! As for the relationship your muse will have to Yoora, is still mostly up for discussion! All you really need to know is that Yoora has a crush on your muse – more than a crush actually. She’s developing feelings for him, feelings she’s never had before and doesn’t know how to deal with. How things go from there we can figure out together! Either the feelings are mutual and this develops into some sort of affair they need to hide or this turns out to be a one-sided obsession, resulting in your muse turning Yoora down and her having to deal with the embarrassment of having to see him every day after the rejection.
Contact: Please contact me before applying at @kgyoora
⊗ : What is something that causes them to question themself?
Jisoo only has herself, her perceptions of the things around her, flawed as they are. She has a very confusing, puzzled together view of her life, and her own conclusions that she draws from what she knows are, to say the least, not very good. She’s a paranoid person, so anything that throws a wrench into how she sees the world can be the trigger for a nervous breakdown, causing her to retreat into herself and piece it all together once more, carefully, slowly, till it makes sense to her again.
✖ : Describe a way to make them uneasy or apprehensive.
She doesn’t like it when people try to get to know her (in her eyes, it’s seen as a way of extracting information, which they will inevitably use to exploit her), or when they meddle in her affairs. Even if it’s seemingly harmless, Jisoo’s mind will automatically jump to conclusions, and so she will begin to avoid that person if she can.
✉ : Do they tend to rely on words or actions more?
Actions!
Jisoo is a woman of few words, and very often she lies to get people off her back, and so her actions reflect her better. Even if she thinks one way, her actions often betray her true feelings.
☯ : Do they believe for every darkness there is a lightness? If not, why?
this is not something jun spends time thinking about, but now that you’re asking; no. he believes there’s plenty of darkness and plenty of lightness both, but not necessarily one of a sort to stand across one of the other. for that both things are way too complicated. he does, however, believe that there is more darkness than their is lightness, but also believes, that the lightness still outweighs the darkness.
☾ : On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing?
walking around outside, exercising inside, going to a club, spending time with one of the people she cares for, just lying in bed staring at the ceiling, actually catching up on paperwork
✖ : Describe a way to make them uneasy or apprehensive.
there is literally no way to make jun uneasy or apprehensive. only someone he loves will manage to stir any sort of emotion like that inside of him, and mostly because they are the only ones that can reach jun’s core, rather than all the layers that he’s learned to build around himself. so basically, if you’re not junho or yongguk, you can go a long end trying to unbalance jun but it’s most likely not going to work. trying to use the people he cares about in order to get at him doesn’t even manage to cause any sort of emotion other than the urge for revenge.
it depends on what the emergency is, because min wants to keep the people he loves as far away as he can from danger. and honestly, danger usually revolves around him, let it be in the shape of kingsman or his own past and misdeeds. he won’t call someone unless he absolutely needs to, but there are a few people listed as his emergency contact in his file. if he ends up in the hospital for the worse, he is too self-indulgent to go through that alone. the people are as follows: seojun is the first one, his best friend and basically his own family. min wouldn’t bother adding his actually family anyways, they don’t know anything about his life, secret or otherwise. second one obviously be jinhwan, not so far from the first. they are friends and something much more. he never managed to keep him away as he should have, and their game of push and pull never seem to stop. the third one is joohyun. they spend a lot of time together, and although it might seem superficial to others, min trusts her a lot, and sees her as a dear friend. he knows she would be there, and so would he in a situation like that.
✖ : describe a way to make them uneasy or apprehensive.
considering the years he’s spent infiltrating different places of which the insides may be unknown, wei is very used to dealing with whatever unexpected things he’s served with. one of the few remaining things he doesn’t feel okay about is being involved in the harrassment (physical, emotional or sexual) of another person. he will try every way possible to get out of this situation if he is dragged into it.
♆ : are they prone to violent outbursts or thoughts?
not at all. wei has yet to get violent without precalculating his every move (like he does on missions). even his thoughts are quite empty of violence towards others. he doesn’t feel the need to hurt others because they bother him in some way. he does believe people who do wrong deserve judgement, but doesn’t necessarily feel like he is the one who should serve it to them.
✉ : do they tend to rely on words or actions more?
wei is not partial to either. if it looks like words are a better way to deal with the situation, he will use words, if he thinks actions will solve it quicker, he’ll do what’s needed. he is, however, of the impression that actions speak louder than words when it comes to judging a person for their worth. which is why things being said about someone else will never deter him from getting to know that person himself.
jun glances up from his magazine at the words being spoken to him. it brings him eye to eye with his most favourite person in the world - not - and he heaves a little sigh at the mere sight of her.
“ah, yoora, as always you are a nightmarish sight for sore eyes,” he states, sending her a friendly little smile and letting his gaze wander over her to see what the hell she is once again doing in his vicinity.
“i thought we’d agreed upon only coming across each other once every so many months rather than days, or did i agree that only with myself inside of my mind?”
his shoulders give a little shrug as jun refocuses his attention back on the magazine, which is merely a cover up for the official documents he’s got inside of it that he is actually reading. he presumes that’s what yoora meant when she spoke of bending the rules, considering those files are not supposed to leave the room they’re being kept in. but the light there is bad, and reading difficult korean briefings is already bad enough in proper lighting, so why can’t he do it in the couch?
the fact that she snuck a peak at someone else’s stuff qualifies her as the rudest person out of the two of them still, he believes, but that’s something he will keep to himself.
“that’ll be all. goodbye.” he states, in a very miranda priestly type of tone, dismissing the trainee as if she is entirely none of his business. which, in fact, she truly isn’t.
after a training session junho would label as rigorous himself, it would be fair to say they are both out of breath, sitting on a bench nearby as the clock nears midnight. their short breathing is the only thing that could be heard in the agency’s gym, late enough that there would be no interruptions, no one else that could question them or just raise an eyebrow at an agent and a trainee fighting with one another. junho is almost sure yoora wouldn’t like it either.
call it his intuition, but he already has an inkling that she doesn’t fair well with her fellow trainees; he has seen her alone on more than one occasion, and the fact that she asked help from a complete stranger are all clues he could bind together easily. there is no judgement there though, he remembers how closed off he was, the glares they exchanged with hyun way too many times ( that it feels hilarious to think of now ). everyone was a potential threat then, especially since they were trained to keep an eye out for everything, being in a room with ten other people who could take you down wasn’t comfortable. if the training sessions themselves weren’t hard enough, everyone made you paranoid, skeptical, more so if you learned to live by yourself.
junho still doesn’t know much about the girl personally, yet her undirected anger and frustration sometimes give too much away. he is an agent, after all, trained to see through people’s façades, pick up the little things in their behaviour. it has been more than a few weeks since he started to train the younger, so even if he tried not to, he has learned a fair amount, probably a lot more than she herself would like to give away. distant family, an unending will to prove oneself, her temper getting the better of her during fights at times, making her show her weak spots to the opponent. it was small nuisances like those that junho tried to help her to best of his abilities, because if he could see through her mask, others could too.
now as they sit together without speaking, her question breaks the silence, making junho break his gaze with the floor and turn his head towards her instead. it doesn’t feel like a conversation starter, and it probably isn’t. that same intuition makes it clear that it is a genuine question, one that fell from her lips maybe because it has been running around in her mind too long, or maybe her curiosity got the better of her post-fight. it isn’t the question that surprises junho however, but the genuine confusion behind it as he meets her eyes, the girl not understanding his reasons behind it.
junho supposes it’s like the first time she asked him for what he wanted in return, the way she continued to glance at him throughout the first few weeks, as if calculating him, trying to figure out what he was getting out of this. although it would make little sense, maybe it’s the same paranoia that creates a distance between trainees, that inherent will to protect oneself from others.
the words seem sincere, that far junho’s sure, and maybe it breaks his heart a little to hear her so doubtful. does he look like he would get something out of it ? his masks are strong, way too strong for people to detect after he has built them through his whole life, but it doesn’t mean the question doesn’t sting at least a little.
"why not ?“ is the first answer he can give, offering a little smile as he tilts his head. a light-hearted, simple answer — and when he sees the incredulous expression on her face, he knows that he’ll probably need to explain a bit more than that. and question his own motives as he does.
the thing with that is, that he genuinely wants to help, no malice behind but to see the agency thrive, to win a good agent as her, with great potential but little experience. everyone has gone through the same steps as her, and it’s perhaps the goodness out of his heart ( that he tries to hide ), that he continues to push forward to help.
"empathy maybe ? could that be the answer you’re looking for ?” the agent begins, tapping his fingers against his leg, his teeth playing with the inside of his lip. “not pity though, i know you enough that you would despise that. so would i, if i’m honest.” he had his own handful pitiful insincere stares back in the day, and they ought to be one of the things he hates the most.
"training his hard, there are no two ways about that. i know how difficult it is being alone, and they train you in such a way that you feel like nobody’s on your side anymore. i remember that feeling… very clearly. and i know a lot of people who gave up. no matter how strong you are, it’s not easy, being on guard at all times, watching your six, unsure who to trust, what to do, whether you’re going to get drowned in the middle of the night.“
although the words themselves could clearly be interpreted as him complaining about the hardships he went through, his tone clearly states otherwise, maybe sounding a little wistful, nostalgic, and a combination of many other things. “i know why it’s done. i’m grateful of the way i was trained now, but it doesn’t change the fact that it is very, very hard.”
"and you you — went out of your way to ask for my help, some agent you didn’t know, a face you picked from a crowd because you needed to. you were devoted to getting better, to be a part of the agency — it was easy to see that from first glance.“ he pauses after that, his smile widening so slightly, before he continues. he hasn’t thought of it before, but as he speaks, it’s nothing but the truth.
"and that’s why i helped you. you will feel alone, there’s no way i can fix that, but be that as it may, i want to help you. i want to see you get better and get through your training.” a nod follows that, emphasizing his words, though he supposes his actions were a clear indication.
"you have great potential yoora, and i want nothing but you to become a good agent. there’s no other motive behind my actions, i promise you that. just work hard, and i’m sure you’ll be a great asset and a colleague.“
an insincere smile: any situation that needs him to come off charming, he’ll make himself smile. but we all know that’s not what the question’s really asking.
a sincere smile: his dog is at the top of the list. he smiles when he’s genuinely impressed by an agent’s skills. if an agent makes great progress for themselves, he’ll be rather pleased (ex: guiying (RIP) becoming a knight). first snow gets him in a good mood too.
Arms: What is your muse’s greatest strength?
it’s tempting to say his experience but he’s not good at what he does purely because he’s been in the game for so long. he’s been in the game for so long because he has ambition and he doesn’t let it fall by the wayside. he’s always been goal-oriented and driven. whether it be outshining his siblings, finding a purpose for himself, becoming a knight, he has destinations in mind for himself.
Stomach: Can your muse cook?
yup! he had to cook up a whole dinner and invite his target and family over for a homemade dinner once. it was just a very elaborate set up so he can get information from the target in the most organic manner possible. he was never awful at cooking but he never tried that hard when he did cook for himself. he doesn’t have the strongest grasp on cooking though so he doesn’t know how to improvise or go from scratch. he’s much better at following recipes.
Feet: What will your muse stand up for no matter what?
someone else sent a message with feet just now so i’ll answer this in a different ask!
