Feb 14, 2020
brain dump over ex:
fuck fuck fuck i don’t even know what to say. like hi, i miss you! hope you’re well. i am still hopelessly in love with you. I am listening to beach bunny and crying over you on valentines day, 8 months after we broke up, while your on a different continent, 6 hours+ away, having an amazing time, just like I wanted for you. while i’m going abroad for the whole year to get out of fucking indiana, fucking america.
i feel like i keep crash landing my life, and i never truly get off the ground, and losing you was my least favorite mistake. it is the one that still stings, like wiping your nose too much. thats how this pain is. shallow, but instant when i cry.