april is my least favorite time of year bar none but it's better than this time last year by leaps and bounds

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april is my least favorite time of year bar none but it's better than this time last year by leaps and bounds
wednesday april 15, 2026.
-> trying to beat the mystery april sinus sickness
-> got an award from my german professors and got some cool books out of it. excited to read these over the summer, especially on the flight to vienna.
-> it's been a tough week ngl. have had some wins but feel like i'm losing every day. we will perservere.
end of april. finals.
3am is such a nice hour, and cold nos in the morning tastes better than anything else when it's well deserved
"answer ?" -my differential equations professor on my test ... still made a 96 though.
one must imagine sisyphus happy and all that good stuff.
-> side note: tried and failed about 4 different times to try and successfully make a finals post :(
december 16.
-> econ final on wednesday
-> car died. jumped and battery replaced before a 12.5 hr drive home.
-> had a mild mental health spiral this weekend but i'm chilling now
april 28
-> math notes collected from the year (organizing before my final on wednesday)
-> geoscience reading
-i've had low motivation which sucks because finals and aps are in these next two weeks. it's my dads birthday. i've been thinking about finances a lot recently. haven't entirely felt like myself. spent a lot of great time w my friends.
reading: the secret history by donna tart (finally !)
05/05
as life gets progressively messier —
-> gov test tomorrow morning
-> chaotic desk, currently, as well as my nightstand
-> posts haven't been posting :(
how are my math blogs doing out there? because calc this semester is fucking me without the decency to wine or dine me after.
it's cold as shit at my desk w the ac right there and yet i have yet to wake up without having found all my blankets kicked to the floor
reading speaking out: lectures by albert camus