#kimbluriewrites

[kimblurie]

Puzzled

I found myself scrolling through a good read

I saw my past, through a site

I thought I forgot all of it

But I found myself trying to remember

It was both sad and happy

But I felt okay, because I think I deserve it

I miss it and I felt a little lost

I'm still looking for it

I kept everything in a box

A box full of good memories

You and I, us

Both a puzzle but not meant to be together

[kimblurie]

I just miss writing, when the words just came out of nowhere. I just follow and write everything I have in mind. I miss writing about the most random thing that pops in my head. I miss writing without thinking if somebody I know was able to read it, I miss writing about happiness. Why is it so hard to write when you are happy? and you become so extra when you are sad. I miss writing about the stars, the sky and everything. I miss writing... I miss writing about you and me.

I guess another page won’t hurt.

[kimblurie]

Wind

Days pass, I'm used to it

You and I are like wind

Sometimes strong

Sometimes weak

I can't see but I can feel

You are the strong wind

And I'm the weakling

I'm used to it

Some days I felt loved

Butterflies and fireworks

Yeah you make me feel all that

But something seems not right

You are the wind who keeps

Pushing me to a different direction

A direction where you and I

Don't meet

[kimblurie]

I decided not to...

I decided not to pursue my dream of being a doctor by studying again.

For some reasons I started sorting things out, only to find out that the “fire” I once felt will vanish. A few weeks before the new year, my mom asked me if I want to study again. Pre-med and I’ll continue it. It will take so much time (that’s the first thing that came into my mind) & it will cost a lot of money. So I thought of it once in a while. Everyday I asked myself if I can do it. But you know I almost left my first love, Photography for this. I haven’t used my camera for a while. Didn’t take photogigs. Yes, I lost my will. But now, I’m happy to say that I gain back the love I have for photography. 

Some childhood dreams... are meant to stay that way. 

[kimblurie]

Masaya ako para sayo, nahanap mo na siya

Masaya ako para sayo, bahagya akong naluha

Hindi ko maintindihan pero parang namiss kita

Hindi ko alam pero napatawad na kita

Salamat, salamat sa mga aral

Salamat dahil kayo ay nagtagal

Pasensya na kung nahirapan ako noong una

Hayaan mo, huwag kang magalala

Masaya na ako, dahil masaya ka

Masaya na rin ako, sobrang saya

[kimblurie]

Cut off

Sorry but I need to cut you guys off my life, not for good. But atleast in the process I’m doing. This past few months isn’t good and easy as the past years and I’m slowly, slowly starting to feel left out. I can no longer catch up, I can no longer feel that I belong. I’m always invited but chooses not to go. I’m sorry but I have to. I have to sort out things and feelings as well. I’m sorry but I have to endure not seeing you guys for a while. I’m sorry. I’m really sorry 😭

[kimblurie]

Aasa pa ba?

Aasa pa ba? O ipagsasawalang bahala na

Aasa pa ba? Kapag sinabing sigurado na

Aasa pa ba? O mabuti pang lumayo na

Aasa pa ba? Baka naman nakalimot na

Aasa pa ba? Aasa pa ba?

Aasa pa ba? O pagod na?

Aasa pa ba? Kasi ayo’y aayaw na

Aasa pa ba? Baka bumitaw na

Aasa pa ba? Manhid na

Aasa pa ba? Ilang taon na

Aasa pa ba? Nasanay na

Aasa pa ba? Aasa at aasa

Pagod na pagod na 🙊

[kimblurie]

‘WAG NA

Wag na tayo umasa sa hindi sigurado

Wag na tayo umasa na tayo’y magtatagpo

Wag na tayo umasa sa minsan

Wag na dahil tayo ay masasaktan

Wag na kasi para akong nahuhulog na

Wag na kasi parang ika’y papalayo na

Wag na kasi walang kasiguraduhan

Wag na kasi ang daming pinagdaanan

Wag na takot na ako

Wag na muna kasi takot ka

Wag na hindi magtagpo

Wag na ako’y nagtatampo