the fear that trying to get my ptsd, whatever pds i have and ocd finally diagnosed and treated could make me deemed unfit for transitioning or strip me of my autonomy
i wish i could actually find information on this but alas the german web is barely a thing u_u i just remember a friend at school struggling to get gender affirming care (like 6 years ago) because they tried deeming him too mentally unstable to decide to transition.. idk what its like these days and every time i try to search for info i cant find what im looking for 💔
it doesnt help that my mom keeps talking about trying to get my disability grade upped to even higher than it already is because she wants more money.. im so scared that a higher level of disability is gonna strip me of my autonomy my mom can already do so many things in my name.. and shes being brainwashed into being transphobic and antimedical/antiscience by social media :[
