#kinkchesters

[joelhammnd-blog]

kinkchesters replied to your post:someone’s in my megstiel tag oh me oh my.

the only place to be tbh

i don't update it often anymore though and i don't reblog much these days! but i guess there's 42 pages or something on my blog so yay?

[lukeskywalkrearchive]

sinterwoldiers replied to your post “whispers there are people i haven’t talked to in a while how are you...”

B)

B)))

kinkchesters replied to your post “whispers there are people i haven’t talked to in a while how are you...”

this is so cute /licks ur face; ILY TOO BBY

<33333 god i haven't spoken to you in forever wowowow

deandcas replied to your post “whispers there are people i haven’t talked to in a while how are you...”

whispers hi hi im great just rlly busy with college etc how're you??

pretty good, thanks!! senior year started and that's scary but also exciting. lots of things going on this year. glad to hear you're doing well <33

novakian replied to your post “whispers is anyone else online that’s up for CAH maybe”

ah man i was in a cabin all weekend! totally woulda CAH'd though

aw snap well i hope you had fun!! and cool well then maybe next time ^v^

[lukeskywalkrearchive]

whispers there are people i haven't talked to in a while how are you all doing i feel bad we haven't spoken in a LONG time how are things going

[joelhammnd-blog]

kinkchesters replied to your post:

You persevere. That’s really all you can do at this point. And you always remember that /you/ do not make people decide to feel worthless. They need to grow up and own up to their actions. Taking it out on you is completely uncalled for.

Crystal and I have gotten into fights before and I've said relatively the same thing. But it's always I feel worthless. This is worthless. Not "you make me" feel worthless. It's never that. So hearing that? I don't like that. And I've been persevering for years. I'm obviously not going to stop now. I'm just having a moment here where I'm stopping and I'm thinking...

[joelhammnd-blog]

kinkchesters replied to your post:

Do not listen to her. People will blame EVERYONE but themselves. You did not make her harm herself or loathe herself, that is completely her own free will. And the fact that she has the AUDACITY to blame you? Laken, you do not deserve that.

When she said it to me, I immediately called her out on it and told her that she couldn't blame me for that. That I was not responsible for her own personal choices nor was I responsible for her depression. That she needed to own up to that on her own, that I would not be held responsible for that. And later on, when she tried apologizing (her apology being: "I shouldn't have said that"), I told her she doesn't have the right to speak to me. But it doesn't change the fact that I still feel this way. Because that's THREE people now that have told me in like a fucking year that I make them feel worthless. Someone who was supposed to be a dear friend, my doctor, and now Crystal. So I don't know what the fuck to think anymore.

[sammysheaven]

6, 7, 8, and 16

(sorry it took me so long I was waiting until I went on my laptop)

6- that we could have had it all

so many ships omg

sam and sarah

cassie and dean

meg and cas

jess and sam

cas and hael

7- that used to be enemies and became lovers

cas and meg

sam and ruby

jody and bobby (I think)

becky and sam

dean and sam

8- that everyone can see it 

dean and cas

sam and dean

cas and sam

(I mean seriously)

jess and sam

that blonde lady and sam (I forgot her name omg I'll edit this later when I remember)

16- that breaks my heart everytime I see them interacting

lisa and dean

jess and sam

sam and sarah

ruby and sam

dean and bela (shhh don't judge ehhhh)

thanks so much omg let me love you

ask about my ships?

[angelsofthelord]

kinkchesters replied to your post: kinkchesters replied to your post: kinkchesters...

thatll be the day i swear

won't it? well i'll still hope and pray for it

[angelsofthelord]

kinkchesters replied to your post: kinkchesters replied to your post: dean has...

but hell just shake his head and snatch his face from your grasp. he will never accept the idea the he deserves to be happy. daddys blunt little instrument, nothing more. its etched into his mind.

no no no i didn't need that

more pain goddammit dean winchester you are worth more than you give yourself credit for, you deserve all the happiness in the world. you deserve all the love you receive and more. I just WANT him to realize that, that he's not just daddy's blunt little instrument. he;s so much more