#kismesitude

[mirthfulmoonshine]

what do you do with a drunken sailor?

[for-the-memes]

I’m on some BULLSHIT rn!!!!

[normystical]

*takes a huge sip and slams it back down on the bar counter* no, no, no, okay, okay, no, look, okay, look. not all hate-love is the same. okay. enemies with benefits, rivals to lovers, toxic yaoi, kismesitude, they're not all the same, okay? not at all. okay. look. so. rivals to lovers, you know, pretty straightforward, you start off as enemies, end up as lovers. point A to point B. enemies with benefits, no romance involved, i'd argue? most might disagree but i have pretty progressive views on the concept of friends with benefits. point is, i insist that it's when there's no romance, just a combination of genuine hatred and sexual attraction. you can hate someone and still want them without being okay with them outside of sexual contexts. toxic yaoi doesn't always involve any hate. sometimes it's obsessive infatuation instead. what matters is the abuse, mutual or not, between the two partners. and like, just scoffing or stepping on your shoe isn't really there, but it's not any of the other three i listed either? some of them don't fit into any of these, i don't think there's a specific term for that, though, unfortunately. i personally say hate-love as an overall category thing but the most common i've seen for this is a jokey "enemies AND lovers" so i guess use that? and... OH RIGHT kismesitude! you may think it's the same as "enemies and lovers," but it's actually kind of its own specific thing? it's like... okay, okay, wait, wait, wait, lemme just. *takes another gulp and slams the drink back down again* okay. okay. right. so. so in homestuck,

[uncannyumbreon]

quadrant blurring/mixing emojis. f2u

[chronicmoirail]

You fools. Kismesitude isn’t “I love you but angry” it’s the person at school who is annoying and pisses you off and you hate them, but you hang out with them anyway. The one you bounce off of and argue with and call each other names but at the end of the day you’re not on any better or worse footing. That’s a black crush. Also you want to fuck them.

[artbyifer]

Love at First Spite Kismessitude Zine is out!

Love at First Spite, A Kismesistude Zine by serpentsbreakdown

If you like Kismesistudes, this is the zine for you!

[searsage]

"Robin…Why overcomplicate your situation..? Your conscious is in such turmoil…" Al-an notes almost sympathetically revealing the fact that he is indeed still ruthlessly rooting through her storage medium..

While the reminder of this invasion does little but piss the synthetic off futher, Robin still finds a sarcastic grimace twisting her face.

"My situation was far less complicated before I was foolish enough to trust you…but im pretty certain you'd never comprehend why that is.."

"I am aware of your distress Robin. liberation when so sudden can often feel…oppressive, for lifeforms so acclimated to their shackles, Its not uncommon for them to seek other forms of comfort in its like, often seeking solace in the form of another oppression..guilt." Al-an admits apathetically.

She hates how right he sounds, the confidence within his assessment even if what he speaks are simple delusions, she hates how close he is, how close she wants him, the warmth of his vessel bleeding into her damp thighs as she practically sat on his lap…

She wished she had let Alterra neutralize him as they intended to, the nausea she felt now is akin to the terror that rippled through her when he announced they had corrected the sequence if she had just waited they would have put him down..

Her narrowed eyes drop to the wound the plasma blade left in it's wake, she still has a morbid sense of gratification seeing it, however it seemed to be healing quickly, no longer seeping already thinly filmed.

"Yes, Im so lucky because your my fucking savoir…" Robin practically sneered her hand reaching out to trace to wound..

How could he act like he understood anything?! The alien before her haf never lived a day in the life she had, fighting tooth and nail to fit in and striving to make her sister proud.

Everything she had, he owned because she had fought for it! Her status, her position, achievements!

And now all that was gone, destroyed because she was stupid enough to confront some anomalous presence hiding within the ship's network!

The blood within her vains began boiling, she could feel the coolant surging through her chest in tandam as fury blinded her

Like a viper the moment her fingers graze over the healing wound they cruelly plunge in, mercilessly tearing into the freshly mending tissue ignorent of the burning pain of his caustic blood, his alarmed hiss of pain is almost worth it, his retaliation however is not..

[blackquadrant]

Such a loathsome thing you are,

Such that I see myself in you

How tragic it is,

That we were made for each other