Kindness is the most spiteful revenge possible. Im a kind because I can be, not because I have to be. Im not going to fight you because you want me to, im not going to hit you because you hit me, or bite at your open wounds. I will not pick at your open insecurity and I will not be monstrous just you want to see what I will do. Your reactions to me joking along, to actual empathy, and the support I provide every equally, are enough to sustain me. Your bafflement entertains me and other think your a child. Your attempts are school yard and you dont know enough about me to take more than surface level pot shots, your not actually mean or evil. Dude, Ive survived like actual evil shit, and your like bufurord level. Your funny at best anoying at worst. You cant handle when I just barely return the energy you give, you will not be able to handle how much of an asshole I am when we're actually having fun sarcasm. You are actively confused by me, and your also convinced that Im dumb enough that I dont understand your trying to be mean. I fully understand, but myyounger cousins have sharper claws than you, it would be like kicking a small dog. The one time i actually clapped back, I didnt even bite hard, you were pouty the rest of shift. My monster has two modes. One is patient and vindictive, a slow and total breakdown of an enemy that breaks them from the inside out, or its a wall of overwhelming rage and either way Im petty as fuck. You dont deserve that and honestly its better you bite at me than the old hats. You fuck with them and they'll wreck your ass and your not strong enough to handle them being pissed but not mean. At some point the big sister in me is going to loose to the petty bitch, and you will find out. I dont like you enough to help you navigate the fall out.
