I know a lot of you won’t care and I’ll probably delete this later but I’m wondering if I should do this anymore. After a recent string of hateful messages and just feeling like I’m getting more hate than anything at the moment I’m not feeling able to write well at the moment. I don’t want to disappoint anyone and its just a constant worry to me now. I just keep wondering, ‘does anyone really want me to keep writing?’ ‘am I even any good?’ ‘would anyone care if I just disappeared one day?’
I know this is just my anxiety and depression talking but that combined with the messages I’ve been getting just make me reconsider everything. I’ve almost deleted this blog a few times in the last couple days but haven’t yet hoping that maybe these little stories I write do mean something to someone and that they should stay around, but I’m not sure they really do matter.