Ari Lennox sang the lyric “scared of true healing”….is that the space that I’m at? That I’ve been metaphorically sitting in shit for so long and I’ve gotten used to it that I’m scared of stepping out of it and truly healing?

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Ari Lennox sang the lyric “scared of true healing”….is that the space that I’m at? That I’ve been metaphorically sitting in shit for so long and I’ve gotten used to it that I’m scared of stepping out of it and truly healing?
Carrying this hate around for him does nothing but rile up my emotions, and help him “win” in life more while I struggle.
It’s not in my spirit and I’m really not about to allow him to take me there anymore.
And as for God letting this man prosper despite him being a harmful narcissist….idk how God works but I know I have to accept how things are, even if I don’t agree.
#personal
I swear I don’t be doing shit but I must be bc of the way my life goes.
Or I must have been a trash ass person in a former life cause..
my life…
DUMPSTER FIRE.
SHIT SHOW.
praying for better days or sumn
I am.
I am everything.
I am everything beautiful.
I am everything deserving.