#knightsolo

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FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance / pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side ( but like....from before he was kyLO )  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based off circumstance  /  based off professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other . 

[sokaxzara]

“Now I understand…it is because you were afraid.“

      –––––––– ✯⋆ she could’ve joined him that night. saved herself a world of pain, a life in hiding without anyone to care for her as the knights of ren did for each other. she could’ve had it, he’d offered it after all. if there was another world where ben solo never made his choice, maybe one existed where she had. but she didn’t and even the idea of it repulsed her. he stared down at her with eyes so dark they seemed to melt to blackness, she held his gaze with watery contempt. his words were an unsettling sort of gentle, forcing her to lean in a little to hear him clearly though she wanted leagues between them. kylo ren was a killer, not to be trusted or even entertain as she foolishly did so now. he’d spared her once, a mistake he wouldn’t make again. but soka didn’t want to be spared. she wanted his fury and malice, a good excuse to meet it with her own.

of course she’d been afraid. afraid to die, afraid of the pain. but most of all, she’d been afriad of the part of her that had wanted to join him to save her own skin. it had been there, quiet but seering in the back of her mind. soka had been scared because she might’ve done it. that something inside of her had been willing to betray everything she held dear. utterly terrified that even an atom in her design could understand a monster like ren. “ i may’ve been scared once, ” her voice equally soft, however, dripping venom. her own dark hues glanced over his face, the neutral mask he wore so well. two enemies, and neither could deliver the first blow. for a time she’d liked to believe that the ben solo inside him had died, but he hadn’t. ben solo was this, there was no denying whom she spoke to or who was looking at her now. it was an awful truth to reconcile, that somebody she’d loved and admired, whom she’d trusted as the nephew of the only father figure she’d ever known, but moreso as a friend, was a MONSTER. “ but i’m not afriad of you anymore. before this war ends, i’ll repay you tenfold. ”

[daimonren]

“It’s true. All of it.”

           –––– ✘ his smirk only lifted at the man’s insistence. the supreme leader was dead, long live the supreme leader. it was all very convenient. he didn’t bother to look up as he continued to wrap the leather tightly around the grip of the blaster in his palm, clearly more interested in whatever task was at hand than entertaining the falsity of the others words. kylo had thirsted for power and now he had it and daimon was expected to believe that was an accident? no, of course not. kylo knew he didn’t believe, he knew nobody believed him, but what did that belief matter if he was the one wielding the power. for now. “ you needn’t justify yourself to me, supreme leader. ”

the scavenger girl slaughtered snoke, kylo hadn’t been able to prevent it. of course! he didn’t trust in the slightest, and even if he believed the idiotic tale, he’d trust him all the less for it. if what he said was actually true, he wasn’t fit to rule a pond let alone the galaxy. “ the scavenger bested you once, of course she did it again. ” not any sign that daimon believed him, just a chance to throw a past failure in his crossfire. there’d been a time all he’d wanted was kylo’s approval, but he was done with all that. he’d outgrown the boyishness of that love. he didn’t want his praise, he wanted his place.