#know anymore

[br8indamaged]

sorry not sorry for making cringe content on main. anyways the credits are under the cut lol

CREDITS :

BASE > TDA | larig-apagar | Ivoyacobus | madasai [some editing!] HAIR > Zepeto | Kittyinhiding | Adrekiyo HORNS > madasai TAIL, WINGS > moyonote / monocereal TOP > Justlluiji PANTS > плакса / vilecrybaby SHOES > Montecore GLASSES > azyazya

POSE > Metra-Philia

MME > そぼろ | Chestnutscoop | Beamman

[spiribia]

i do actually think end of evangelion etc.’s ‘dont lose yourself too much in escapism / fantasies like this one in your loneliness or in avoidance of your life’ is an interesting & potentially resonant idea to explore in a piece of fiction with its own dedicated fanbase, but i also think if you’re going to get into that sort of subject directed at your own fans i think it’s best coming from, i don’t know if i’d say love, but at least not directed spite or disgust. i know EoE is kind of a product of hatred towards its audience in some respects, something pointedly made to harm even. but stuff like making a point of showing actual letters from fans saying they loved the show and related to shinji in the movie in conjunction with those themes, especially when you’re going to pointedly do the things you did with shinji’s character in that movie. & the last rebuild is like a wife will fall out of the sky someday and change your life so just stop being depressed and get a girlfriend already

[suntara]

once i was in the car with my mom and i started thinking about him and i started KAUGHING and i coukdnt stop laughing and my mom was SO CONFUSED

[fettuccinealfredo69]

baAAAABEE... it’S BEEN A LONG DAAAAY

[girlkomaeda]

Dungeon meshi art coming soon. Fat bitch falin coming soon

[fandomsoda]

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I’m so tired of being the worst of all of me

with flaws and struggles that everyone can see

I’m tired of feeling things so strongly why can’t I just be normal?

every single day just feels like some sort of hurtle

I’m tired of causing pain, wanna pour myself down the drain

nothing fucking works in my stupid fucking brain

have to do my best to keep myself on a leash

tired of lashing out and being an emotional leech

I mess up and I’m always haunted by “it’s ok just don’t do it again”

because sadly I can’t make that promise.

I will try and try and try but I know for a fact

that there’s absolutely no promising that

I wish learning didn’t take me several tries

it’ll probably be my demise

Because I can never promise it won’t happen again.

I want to, I want to, truly I do

do you think I like hurting or upsetting you?

but I know that I’m too broken I know I’m too much of a mess

I know all reasoning shuts off the moment I’m in distress

and I try, yes I try, to reel myself in

hold myself back, don’t let the instincts win

I’m just a pathetic dog who doesn’t know the strength of my teeth

but if I’m all bark no bite why do you still bleed?

I’m so tired of words

I’m tired of having the ability to hurt

I’m tired of feeling trapped in a cage

I’m tired of being so filled with rage

and it’s not like I’m not trying, trust me I’m doing everything I can

but it always feels like the world steals the control from my hands

I don’t know how I live with myself

I don’t know how I still think myself good

when I constantly act in a way no good person would

I love with all my heart but I know none of that’s enough

if I could I’d be way more soft and lose the rough

how dare I claim to have once protected hopes and dreams

when in this reality I’m just a shattered piece

please someone just clip my golden wings

again, I’m not giving up, growing’s supposed to be hard

but it just really feels like I’m just not going very far

growing up is scary but it seems like nothing’s scarier than me

I don’t know how my friends still love me, it’s a mystery…

[sethdeprecating-blog]

Despite the mistake you made recently... I have to side with you on the demons. Like sure great Eclipse wants to know what feelings are, but who's to say that this is Eclipse "becoming better," or using it as ammunition? Neither of them are trustworthy enough to be allowed chances. So far, all they've done is harm and isolated Lily.

thank you