#know these things

[peculiary]

X-Men #16 December 30, 2020

[majestickhalil]

Know these Things: Shouldn't You

You stung, as if you knew I'd sting right there And you shouldn't know these things about me Abused as if your pain would quench my fear How could you know these things about me You shouldn't know these things And be this awfully well in tune Go as if not aware be like those others that assume You knew and you still managed to find my stare And you shouldn't know these things about me You shouldn't know these things about me And be this awfully well in tune Go on as if not aware Go on and be those that presume That they could know these things about me Be as if not aware Be mystified as this appears Lay still, be as my will And promise that you'll wait to kill And whisper that you know these things Tell me you know these things Show me you know these things About me

[0bs0ulete]

under read more bc a lot of shit

okAY!!

So not only do I have a lot of fucking stress because holidays are coming up and shit, and that means the whole shit with choosing who i wanna spend thanksgiving/christmas with and shit

which??? 

i wana spend it with both of my parents but of course they have to be butthurt and childish and make me more anxious and depressed than I should be. I cant even enjoy holidays or my birthday bc I have to think about how either my mom feels like i dont lover her and then also blames me for hating my brother or my dad saying that im distancing myself away from him and???

no???

plz stop k thanks

and also friend drama like i seem to either be in the middle of my friends or like im the fucking asteriod that destroyed earth and everything is my fault and?? 

hNNnNNgGg

but like!! colLEG!! Im a junior!! that means going to do college things and i wanna do art things and i kinda feel bad bc i mean ik im not that good or anything but i really!! wanna be but like i feel like its some foolish dream and like im a child for wanting to do it and all my friends are gonna learn real job things and im here like???

idk man

buT ALSO!! 

I mean I serIOUSLY identify as male and like??? hormones??? do i want them? I think I do but like how do you even pay for those? and like my family would probs hate me. and i would prob lose the respect of my brother which hurts my feels alot but like??? Im tired of looking so girly I just wanna change

i wanna be comfy and shit and i mean, im genderfluid but perfer male pronouns but like??? I wanna look more boyish. Like??? can i do that??? Will hormones do that?? I mean they’ll probs make me super manly but like if i control them could i maintain a balance of sorts???

idk man i just

wow future plans and anxiety in life now and future hnnNNnggg;;;;

[vibrair]

Know These Things: Shouldn't You - Maxwell

[not-the-hunted]

Of Import.

Jac’s never had a functioning relationship.

It surprises her when people want to keep her around for any amount of time, when people think she’s worth anything she’s utterly dumbfounded. 

That being said, if she sees your muse with someone she deems better than herself (prettier, smarter, taller, a better conversationalist, more stable, less childish, ANYTHING) for a relationship, she will take a step back.

And she won’t give you much of a reason, all of a sudden, she’ll start doing stupid things, things that make your muse unhappy. Because she’s always been told there’s someone better than her out there. And it finally took its toll on her. Jac doesn’t believe she’ll ever find someone who won’t one day decide that someone is better than she is.

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Aww

dat's coot He still loves hher Aws

KNEW IT 

[sobeautifullyhuman]

Maxwell

"Know These Things: Shouldn't You" You stung, as if you knew I'd sting right there  And you shouldn't know these things about me  Abused as if your pain would quench my fear  How could you know these things about me  You shouldn't know these things  And be this awfully well in tune  Go as if not aware be like those others that assume  You knew and you still managed to find my stare  And you shouldn't know these things about me  You shouldn't know these things about me  And be this awfully well in tune  Go on as if not aware  Go on and be those that presume  That they could know these things about me  Be as if not aware  Be mystified as this appears  Lay still, be as my will  And promise that you'll wait to kill  And whisper that you know these things  Tell me you know these things  Show me you know these things  About me