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Episode 13.

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Not just a Monster

Warning: Violence, blood, death, angst

28: Remember Me

The room darkened as the gaping hole in the Ceiling gave a perfect view of the sun as the moon moved covered it. Defying the fire that illuminated over Hyun-Su's body.

As he laid on the floor grunting pain the spikes Emerging from his arm shot out longer. As more blood came up with it boiling like bubbles. He came upon his knees, back arching with his one hand trying to hold his self up.

His body jerked; moving all around in an unhumanly-like way the sight was disturbing and also saddening. I didn't know what to do? As I kept hearing him scream. The glass mirror was thrown off him shattering.

It was like he was trying to hold back at the last second but his arm had fully disappeared and was replaced with the spike-like wing for an arm. He was sitting up straight on his knees as he swung it up.

Eyes Turing black as Hyun-Su tried to get up stumbling over a little because of how much weight was on his right side. Half of his sweatshirt was hanging off him. Blood and sweat glistened off his body.

I tried to get up, it was a stupid idea wanting to help calm him down but I was kicked down. I hit my side feeling my skin pull from the back as I stiffened. It was his. The actual monster. He crouched Down granny face. " don't you dare and try Ruining this beautiful sight!!"

He squeezed my face Turing it to where Hyun-Su was. It was like his eyes were lifeless was he began to walk over towards us staggering. I gulped, in this state he's could just about kill anyone. So I think?

The boy let go of my face clapping in amusement. I ducked covering my head in a Fetal position as Hyun-Su swung his winged arms up smashing into the concrete column. Dusting and small bits of Debris fell on me.

As I heard it scrape against his monster arm. Peeking I saw that Hyun-Su monster arm had grabbed the boy. The spikes were all around him he was in a tight hold. It was like Hyun-Su was just staring at him with a blank expression on his face.

As black veins flowed from underneath his eyes. Head tilting a little. I soon enough got up and saw Ji-Soo running over with a glass bottle that was lit on fire. She was about to throw it at Hyun-Su before I quickly stopped her.

" Let go!"

" what are you doing?"

" He may kill us all!"

I shook my head, " —No! It's still Hyun-Su!" I brought her arm down, Turing my head back to him. I saw the boy's hand was raised as one of Hyun-Su spikes went through it. He stepped forward as it. The tip of it pocked at the guy's head and in a matter of minutes, his skin looked like it was melting.

More like Disintegrating falling to the floor, there was nothing left but gloops of his blood. Hyun-Su stumbled back with his arms swinging as he tried to keep his balance. Eun-Hyuk came rushing over with the cross but ready to shoot but I stopped him too.

" it's still Hyun-Su!!"

Coming over to us Hyun-Su's arm hit the ceiling making more dust, wires, and debris go everywhere I began to cough. The air was so polluted and hazy. I had to fan it away but it wouldn't help much.

Hyun-Su now saw us, his body trembled it was like he didn't recognize us. They want to attack him but I stuck my arms out. I made eye contact and began to walk towards him slowly. Taking a deep breath.

" Hyun-Su calm down."

I put my hands up, to show him I wasn't going to do anything. " it's okay." I stepped closer in a comforting way. He seemed to stop just Staring at me. His monster arm had gotten close to my hand.

It felt ragged like small splints sticking out of it and wet where his dirty blood was on it. I could see from here he was trying to hold back. From fighting me. When I got in front of him it was as if he was frowning like he was ashamed.

My heart swelled, " Hyun-Su I'm right here, it's okay." I raised on my feet and placed my hand on his cheek. Taking my thumb I grazed it over his eye, and under it too. I could hear his breathing starting to calm down.

I nodded my head. He had closed his eyes I could see them when turning back. But Soon there was claw marking sounds that could be heard against the floor. From the corner of my eye, I got a glimpse to see what it was.

I was shocked who I saw walking it was Mr. Han he was standing up on his two well... monster legs.

He desired to walk.

The noise must have startled Hyun-Su because he pushed me forcefully out of the way whipping around. His arm had grabbed ahold of Mr. Han He was pushed back into a wall. I could see the spike push through him pocking out from his back.

They stayed there, as Mr. Han was rubbing Hyun-Su's head. Saying it easy his Fault over and over again and more of those spikes went through him. It had gotten quiet as Mr. Han took his last breath slumping down.

Hyun-Su must have realized what happened because his monster arm began to draw-back his eyes going fully back to normal. As soon as it did he began to cry bursting into tears.

Laying his face on the now dead man's shoulders. I covered my mouth knowing how much Mr. Han meant to Hyun-Su I started to cry too. Soon he passed out in the man's arms.

I had slowly gotten up going over to Hyun-Su taking him from the old man. Sitting down I laid his head down on my lap. Sniffing a bit as I moved some of his bangs out of his eyes.

I don't know why but I put my forehead to his gripping my hand on his torn shirt. I could feel my tears dropping. It was a while as I sat like this he going to go through so much when he wakes up. I don't know how he'll handle it. But I'll be there for him.

Soon he began to stir, I lifted my head from his. When his eyes fluttered open he looked up and me. I gave a forced smile that quickly turned into a sad, frown.

The room began to brighten.

He sat up as his eyes drifted to Mr. Han. He stared at him like get was remembering something. A tear had run down his cheek. " Who is he?" I froze did he not remember us?

I went to go place my hand on top of his but he moved it before I could. " why am I crying? My heart... is-breaking." His voice broke, as more tears began to fill his eyes.

As was mine, I guess we both had our Memories taken for different reasons I wasn't sure of. He turned to me again, I held my breath. " I guess you don't remember me do you?" I could feel my voice straining my throat tightening.

He shook his head, I had to hold back a sob, I was hoping at least he would. " I think I have to go." He had got up, he began to walk away I saw that his back was covered in dried up black blood and ash.

It was quiet, as I sat on the ground in disbelief thinking over everything we had been through together had gone down the drain. Gone!

Like our first encounter where I dressed his wounds, to where I stood up for him during the voting to taking his place a couple of times when they were making him risk himself to get supplies.

Defending him. Comforting him. And lastly when we kissed. It was perfect. I smiled sniffling more wiping my cheeks that were stained. Even the I love you was gone. I came to think this was both a curse and a blessing.

It was terrible that he couldn't remember me but it was also another chance for us to start over and began again. That was as if he would let me. Getting up I went the opposite way thinking over everything.

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Not Just a Monster

Warning: None

15. Running out of supplies

We were running out of water, that's what Eun-Hyuk told me, there was a small Secret group meeting We had. I was Currently in the Storage room packing and dividing the rations.

With Ji-Su, Jae-Heon, Eun-Hyuk's and Hyun-Su he was finally able to come out and Socialize with others. I was happy he didn't have to stay Cooped up in that small room.

Coming out from the closet I saw Ji-Soo carrying a pack of water bottles it must have been heavy because she looked like she was in pain. And her face was more Paler now than before.

Going over I picked them up for her, this time I asked, I was getting concerned. " are you okay?" I whispered, laying the water down. She was caught off guard by the question.

" Pardon?"

I stopped at what I was doing, " I know there something wrong you should tell someone." We packed food and other Essentials, putting them in small crates and boxes. " I'm fine plus if there was something wrong no one will be able to help-"

She was interrupted when someone busted in through the door. It was Seung-wan he started to yell, getting angry. " Stop!" We all looked up at him.  Has he gone nuts already?

" did you think I wouldn't notice if you guys, ran away?"  I raised an eyebrow, we aren't Secretly running away, where did he hear this from?

Eun-Hyuk and came in, as did the other guys. " give me my share!" He ran towards Jae-Heon grabbing the food he was holding. Trying to take it away from him. " Fuck I can't trust anyone anymore!"

He screamed out like a mad man, Jae-Heon grabbed him trying to calm him down. " clam down, let's talk!" But Seung-Wan pushed him against the glass Freezer. " don't touch me!!" He pulled out a box cutter knife pointing it Jae-Heon's neck.

My eyes widened thinking he was going to cut him. " I'm not going to die here like this! I'm going to leave here by myself!" He then pointed it at Eun-Hyuk I started to walk forward but Hyun-Su grabbed my hand and shook his head.

"  give me the car keys." He pushed something pasted him it hitting the wall getting closer to Eun-Hyuk with the knife. " Give me the car keys you asshole! Give me the car keys you son of a-" he screamed, his hand shaking with the knife.

He was about to get cut Eun-Hyuk but was stopped by Sang-Woo. He pulled him away and punched him straight in the face. He fell, groaning in pain, but he grabbed him pulling the mad man up.

Dragging him away, I should have been shocked by what I just saw but in this world it was normal I wasn't Surprised but we humans shouldn't act like this towards each other, we should at least have some common courtesy.

Following them Seung-Wan was on the floor. " why don't you go out there then?" Sang-Wook Insisted, Seung-wan started to scream like crazy. " you don't know how it feels. To have your life and someone else's hands!!"

" what are you doing?" Gil-Seob came in to view. " do you want the kids seeing this?" He questioned, I turned my head to them. " Who cares what the kids see you're not? We're all going to die anyway!!" It all got quiet for a moment.

We all were staring at him until Gil-Seob began to walk towards him. " No... not all of us will." He crouches down to Seung-Wan level. " people who act stupid As you do. Just because they're afraid are the ones who die first!"

He then slapped his knee, " get a grip, and more importantly Take care of your own life." He told him the guy looked like he was about to cry. After that, it was silent and very awkward.

Like the air was on thin ice if you stepped on it, it could break at any given moment. Everyone then began to leave because of it. But before I went, I hadn't realized I was holding Hyu-Su's hand the entire time.

It was Firmly gripped in mine. Did Hyun-Su know we were holding hands? I mean it's not that hard to Acknowledge plus he was holding it tight. Taking a glance at him his eyes were peering down at our interlocked fingers.

A blush formed on his cheeks, eyes wide and big. Letting go, I was kinda embarrassed. He looked up my way, but I left before he could say anything. My stomach was feeling queasy like I needed to throw up.

I knew why though I was getting feeling for Hyun-Su and it was too many feelings for my stomach to handle. I said that I should live life but it's hard when you don't know when you're time is up and that you're gonna turn into a monster anytime soon.

Going to the bathroom, I splashed water on my face, trying to calm myself down. I can like him right? Even though we were both infected he just didn't know it yet. Is it worth it though, I would just end up getting my hopes up? 

Why is this so complicated, I grumbled.  Knowing liking someone in this Situation leads to trouble and never turns out good. When I was done having a two-sided conversation with myself I went back into the day-care-Center to clear my head.

But Eun-Hyuk stopped me, " I need to talk it's important." He insisted, Motioning for me to follow him we walked into the office and I saw, Gil-Seob and Du-Sik. What were they doing here?

" We need more supplies," Eun-Hyuk began, " food is running sort so is the water as you know it's Been Contaminated we need to get outside resources." He said this writing it all on a Chalkboard.

" first Mr. An has been scouting out the area to make sure it's safe for the person that goes out, Mr. Han is fixing the car and Reinforcing it. And Lastly Soo-Nico you will go out and get the supplies we need."

He explained as if the others already knew about this and volunteered me for the job. " I'm not doing this to use you Soo-Nico you are the best chance we have out there." He said as if I was the only one to do it.

I guess I was the only one able to do the job since I knew were every monster out there, including their whereabouts, how they kill, and how to escape if necessary.

Thinking it over, it was for everyone's survival including mine. So I agreed to it, not seeing I had a choice either. We all made our way to the Day-Care-Center telling everyone we were having a meeting.

I sat in the left corner of the room on a desk. While everyone piled in, seeing Hyun-Su he sat next to me on a stool. Things were still kinda awkward soon we didn't say anything to each other.

Soon Eun-Hyuk brought in the chalkboard I saw just a few moments before he stood in front of it, " we need to Venture outside, we only have five days' worth of food. We'll search the Convenient store first."

He told us, good for him I know a store that still tons of food. " isn't too dangerous?" Jae-Heon, questioned, well yes it was. " we've been preparing, Mr. An has scouted out the area And Mr. Han is working on the car." He explained.

" Hang on there, four eyes who's going then, I mean are we going to draw straws?" Byeong-ll wondered, wanting to know who will go out.

" it's an important mission only Who is likely to succeed will go and knows what it likes out there." He finished, they didn't have to guess they all knew. " Soo-Nico will go out there with her experience."

Everyone's eyes landed on me, including Hyun-Su. " but didn't she get caught up in that spider web?" Someone I didn't even know the name if asked. Eun-Hyuk nodded, " Yes but she got out on her own."

He defeated me, which I was shocked by. Soon the meeting was over and they all left, telling me good luck. I didn't expect it though. Going back outside, I don't know if I was ready?

" So you're going out there?" Hyun-Su spoke, it Startled me when he did. Getting over my mini heart attack I told him yeah. "I'm the only one so who else?" I laughed

I was expecting him to but he wasn't. His face was blank. " but do you want to?" As if he read my mind a few minutes ago, I didn't but there are some things you have to do. " I wouldn't do it if it wasn't necessary but it is." And it was, but Hyun-Su seemed to understand.

" Just be careful."

I smiled, " sure, whatever you say." I was happy he was genuinely concerned, but he shouldn't be, leaving him alone I walked out but saw Ji-Soo running to the restroom she was sweating badly, and she looked deadly pale.

Clutching her side, I knew something was wrong. Going after her, she was banging on the only working stall door. " hurry up, you're still not done?" She was bending over in pain Groaning.

Eun-Yoo was in the stall. She began to talk but there was a short pause. " –yeah I need more time." She said making her wait on purpose. Shaking my head I went over there.

Grabbing the doorknob I shook it violently. " hey open up she needs to go in there it's urgent!" I demanded, hitting the door. Ji-Soo wasn't looking so good.

" that's too bad for her, she should have come yesterday if it was so urgent." I couldn't believe her words, " Hey, do you have a death wish!!" I threatened, " what I'm using the bathroom to survive, you know." I rolled my eyes she didn't understand the situation.

" Hey, Eun-Yoo hey! Hurry up! Come on." She banged on the door. Leaning against it, like she couldn't keep herself up. I have enough of this bullshit. " Eun-Yoo! Open the door right now, she in pain." I heard her sign from the other side.

" I would be careful how your talking to me don't want a little Secret to get out." She laughed, Just as I said that she fell to the floor.

I let out a scream, moving next to her, " Ji-Soo?! Ji-Soo?!" I shook her trying to get her to wake up. Soon Eun-Yoo came out, staring at her she gazed over letting out a small scream.

She ran over, " Hey, what's wrong? Come on wake up!" Now that she was on the floor pasted out did she care? " are you turning too? Because you couldn't take a shit?"

She shook her harder, " Hey, wake up, Yoon Ji-Soo. W he acts wrong wake up!!" She cried, screaming, I was too tears fell my cheeks not knowing if she was dying or not.

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