#korru asks

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does that mean your closing this one?

probably... If I ever have a need for it I might come back but for now this blog is dead umu

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Hey!! What's your new URL?

sorry i cant give it to you unless you're not on anon ;n;

i'd love to post it publicly but that would defeat the purpose of why i remade sooooorrry.....

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You forgot to add that he misgenders you on purpose because he doesnt like you and thinks you dont "deserve" that kind of respect

oh yeah i remember that now LOL

he used to slip up every now and then but correct himself in chat despite the fact he's known me by male pronouns for pretty much our whole friendship? so why would he be slipping up?

which makes me kind of paranoid that he has actually been misgendering me behind my back this whole time :////

theres even an instance right after he dropped ethan as a friend where he blatantly misgendered me in a shitpost about both of us (where i had done nothing in the first place!!! he assumed i was involved just because ethan is my girlfriend holy shit)

ethan would have to back me up on this but i think he might've said something about trans people just being a phase/not being legit but dont take my word for it

he also told me a 14 yr old girl who was trying to figure out her identity was copying me because she started identifying as genderfluid after she met me??? and like what is wrong with that lmao

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would it be ok to ask what colin did to you? go ahead & ignore this if youd rather not talk about it

Basically he's been p shitty to me in general

more under the cut yeahhhh

-threatening to say bad things about me because my mental illness makes me afraid of confrontation

-stealing character headcanons from me (and others who he dropped as friends + copying my girlfriend's character as well. this is minor but its still trash)-he dropped me as a friend out of nowhere and when i went into a literal breakdown over losing him as a friend, he refused to speak to me to talk it out depsite the fact i nearly tried to kill myself then as well

-basically i've gone on and off being suicidal over what he's done and he doesnt care, many other people have been put into panics and become suicidal over him as well (including my girlfriend and several other UNDERAGED people we know that he's harassed and stalked)

-he continues to stalk my blog even now. i was told that back when i made the initial call out post he literally stalked my blog every day for a while

-basically all in all he made himself out to be a really cool person and i thought of him as a close friend but at the same time he was probably only friends with me because i have a popular/well made character on deviantart and when i didnt agree with everything he said he treated me like shit (he does the same to others), he refuses to listen to other people's opinions and shoves his own opinions down people's throats all the time and harasses + sends his friends to talk shit at people who don't agree with him, including me (WHILE we were still friends i might add)

theres a plethora of other things i could say about him but im rly tired

also he's hiding behind proxies and pretending to ignore us when in reality he continues to stalk us

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you said message when following, so i'm here to tell you i'm following

this is late but ayyyy thank u

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Don't worry Sam, we're here for you. There are people that support you and would be missing something dear to them if you got hurt. Just know that you're a treasure and one of a kind. Those people are blind to the fact that you were severely hurt and try to block it out of their view. Don't fret hon, remember we love you and are here for you every step of the way

Thank u,,,,,,, ;-;

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hi uhm...ive had panic attacks myself over this piece of shit and just wanted you to know you're not alone. ive cried myself.

thank you anon,

(whispers im on my iPad so I can't tag this gomen)

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Colin don't even care about Native Americans getting shot either tbh. He only cares about things that make him seems more and more "not white" he don't care about them as people, he cares about the culture

YUP

he also sits there and acts like washington is in some kind of anti-racism vacuum lmao no its not

he'll bring up a native issue every now and then to make it seem like he cares but in reality he only likes them for their pretty stylised artwork