“I want my first time to be with you.” (Kaz)
Bosco had to clench his jaw to keep his smile minimal. Though, it was apparent. A softness in his expression reserved only for those he cared most for. Kaz’s words touched him in a way that Bosco wasn’t used to feeling. Sure, he had casually dated. Sure, he had sex before. But there was still something so . . . new and amazing when it came to being with Kaz. Bosco wasn’t going to bother trying to understand it. Only to embrace it. Which was how they had wound up in their current positions. Bosco was on top of Kaz, both of them positioned on his couch. It had started with a simple kiss which had deepened, and intensified. Bosco was not overethinking. It was as if his brain had been turned off and his actions ruled by emotions. He had leaned forward, nudging Kaz back until he was on his back against his couch.
It wasn’t until Bosco’s hands went to the front of Kaz’s pants that the police officer finally paused, breathing heavily merely an inch above Kaz’s lips. As if reminding himself that they had not gone there yet. But Kaz’s words made him wonder . . . if he was ready to. “And I want . . . “ He began to say, continuing to soak in Kaz’s words. “You. Just, you.” Bosco’s hands moved from Kaz’s pants to slide under his shirt, kissing the other male’s lips again. He had to keep his lips from blurting out a perhaps far too sentimental statement . . . especially for Bosco. That while Kaz wanted his first time to be with Bosco, Bosco wanted his last time to be with Kaz. For he found himself wanting no one else, nor imagining wanting to be with anyone else, except for the man before him now.