#kosdan rambles

[kosdan]

I love Responsible Older Sibling And Perfect Child Maedhros as much as the next person, but give me insufferable Maedhros too

Maedhros who pokes fun at Caranthir until he’s fuming and then asks “why u mad 😇”

Maedhros who joins Ambarussa’s mischief but then leave his little siblings to take the blame by themselves because Maedhros? The first born of Fëanor? He would never do that!

Maedhros who brings his cousins into causing chaos around Valinor, and everyone telling their parents, but Triple F don’t believe their victims because nah, they were with Maedhros. Maedhros would never let them do that

Maedhros who makes hand jokes and basks in his listeners’ horror with the corner of his mouth quirked up

Just let Maedhros be a menace

[kosdan-learns-languages]

While I’m at it, let me share something cool with you guys.

Part of the reason I’m learning hindi is this song right here:

I listened to Madhanya for the first time when I was thinking about learning more about India, hindi and the Indian culture as a whole.

Of course, this song got me in a chokehold.

Anyways, recently I finally translated the first part of it!

It was at the beginning of my journey with hindi, so I didn’t exactly retained a lot from it, but I’m so happy! Now, every time I lose motivation to study, I listen to Madhanya again and remember why I fell in love with this language.

And it makes me so excited whenever I listen to it and recognize new words, like, I’m learning!!!

[kosdan]

Ngl I would pay money to sit Victor and Adam down and ask HOW

I know that the movie literally shows us how Adam was created and his thoughts on life, but like,,,,, I want to know more about his perspective of things and how he sees his body working.

Like, are Adam's eyes from two different people? If so, how does he see color? If he were to use glasses, would his lenses be different?

How does he thinks? In images? Words? Feelings? If he were to choose an art form, would it be music? Drawings? Painting? Poetry?

Does he likes Math? Would he be good at Physics or Chemistry?

Does he feel phantom pain? If so, where? Does his thigh misses a shin that's not there anymore, and he feels phantom pain but gets confused because he has a shin there, it just isn't from the same body as the thigh?

Did Victor give him a thyroid? Does Adam's body produce hormones?

Idk man I have a lot of questions. Adam, your dad couldn't see you, but I can ✊😞

[kosdan]

Forever torn between stone carver!Nerdanel and clay sculptor!Nerdanel because if she works with stone carving, she’s a badass yes we all know and we get that “oh my Eru you saw the person inside the stone and you managed to bring them out” vibe

But hear me out

Clay sculptor!Nerdanel

Nerdanel with dirty hands and a dirty apron with her hair tied up high while she makes new pots and pans and vases to put the flowers her sons brings her

Her frown when the clay is misbehaving and no Carnistir’s nose does not look like that!

Fëanor oh so gently stirring her away from the clay when she gets angry at said clay for misbehaving and come on my love, we can go watch our beautiful son for a while so you can get his features right, hm? Do you want something to drink, something to eat… perhaps a massage?

She throws the clay with a bit too much force whenever she’s overwhelmed and Fëanor is scared but kinda into it?

But also, she’s so delicate with it when needed, when she needs to get some details right and she holds the sculpting tools so gently

And most importantly: her arms. Like…… her armssss

[kosdan]

soooooooo I’m learning hindi right right, and I’m not exactly having a good time LMAO

Like, you people who speak hindi: h o w ?

How should I learn it? How can I retain vocabulary? Is grammar THAT important? I’m crying myself to sleep

[kosdan]

deciding

[kosdan-learns-languages]

This week’s Musical Obsession is…….

“Asal Mein” by Darshan Raval

Guys……… I have no words for this song.

I listened to it nonstop yesterday and I’m listening to it on looping right now. I’m just in love?????? Like, the softness of his voice, the way he sings like he’s about to cry???? THE LYRICS????????? I’m deceased dead

And the more upbeat vibe in the middle of the song makes me want to dance and twirl away.

10000000000/10 beautiful song would listen to again

[kosdan]

It's so funny to find a x Reader fix when I'm scrolling in a character x character tag, it be like "you looped your arms around their neck" no tf I didn't, in fact I would very much like them to loop their arms around EACH OTHERS necks thank you