#koudoni

[cariosum]

"Archer. What is 'vore.'"

“I don’t keep useless information in my head. Go ask one of the troublesome Servants about it.”

[quotlibet]

@koudoni​ liked for a starter.

Opal had stopped going to the moon.

It was as simple as that. She offered no explanation when asked; no implication of a return anytime soon.

She just... decided against it, after dozens of trips back and forth, updating the earth gems on what was happening.

(She didn’t tell Bortz that Dia was happy. She didn’t tell Rutile that Padparadscha was alright. No one knew about Yellow.)

...But even then, she knew she would have to tell the truth eventually. To someone.

To Cinnabar.

Of course, to Cinnabar, who had probably seen through every nervous laugh and change of topic. Cinnabar, kind Cinnabar, happier Cinnabar.

She hoped they didn’t blame themself. They probably didn’t.

Or did they?

Did Opal know them as well as she thought she did?

It was midnight, she thought. Sitting on the cliff, staring at the sky. Contemplating. Remembering.

It wasn’t anyone’s fault but her own.

Explaining that would be the difficult part.

[lacobscur]

@koudoni​ спросил(а):

“I get being careful, but you’re treating me like I’m made of glass.”

fate themed starters // accepting // whoops this is l8

They say that with some irritation which is, perhaps, understandable. The irritation, at least, not objecting to being treated vaguely carefully. Objecting is rather unreasonable for someone who looks incredibly similar to something spun of sugar.

        “Are you telling me you’re not?”

Especially for Berserker, who when not careful tends to be ‘accidentally violent’. They look so very delicate, it’d be far too easy to break something. Well -- fine. If they insist, he’ll disregard them a little more than he has been.. sort of.

He’ll still be slightly concerned, mostly because he doesn’t trust themselves, and will grumble protectively from Shinsha’s shadow.

[woerended-a]

inbox kisses - 2/3 / @koudoni

Well, that’s too bad, considering he’s already leaned in and kissed them like it’s no big deal. It’s what he does as soon as they greet him at the door, in fact.

“I got some groceries while I was out, by the way~”

[absolut-blue]

† ☣ 💔

†: Did they come from a religious family/culture?

No, I actually think Blue probably doesn’t know anything about religion.  None of his biological family is religious.

I definitely could see the family he was adopted into being religious but Blue was never part of it, I don’t thin he has any beliefs.

☣: Have they ever been severely ill? If so, did it leave an effect on their overall health in the long run?

I don’t know about like severely ill, but he definitely has lasting health problems from all the drinking.  Probably ulcers or like high blood pressure at least.

💔: Have they ever had their heart broken? If so, why or how did it happen?

Yes!  Blue had Cara, his girlfriend of several years.  She helped him a lot and they really liked each other for a long time before Blue turned into a piece of shit.  He definitely thought she’d always be around and took her for granted.  

She wanted to leave him for someone else but didn’t know how, and ended up cheating on him.  He caught her and it turned into a huge fight and they finally broke up.  Good for Cara, but it sent Blue spiraling further into alcoholism :>

[woerended-a]

please stop reblogging that "ref" i made for adam i've learned to draw white people since then

I STILL LIKE IT U HUSH

[absolut-blue]

"Stay under the blankets or I swear that I’ll tie you to the bed!"

“Ahh, that sounds great baby, you know just what I like~”

He says in a hoarse voice, before his typical loud, obnoxious laughter turns into a coughing fit.  After which, Blue sighs and flops back down on the bed.  All day he’s been stuck in the apartment, unable to stand without stumbling around.  Fever making him dizzy, cold one second, and hot the next, he’s a wreck.

“Shinsha I’m too bored, I want to get up!”

He’s really no help to anyone trying to help him, either.

[absolut-blue]

📱

Send 📱 for my muse to send yours a random text.

[Text]: Can I come over?[Text]: I’m bored, and Gin kicked me out of his apartment.

He got kicked out for drunkenly stumbling into a dresser and knocking it over.  But he knows better than to mention that.  

Blue also knows that Shinsha wont turn him away if he just shows up.  He just isn’t in the mood to deal with a lecture on how he shouldn’t just show up, so he may as well pretend to ask nicely.