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@absolut-blue
PRIVATE | SELECTIVE | FANDOMLESS OC
18+ be wary for lots of themes of abuse, toxic relationships, and alcoholism. Primarily fandomless, but includes verses for BNHA and BSD. Beta editor only. Low activity. Written by Jasper. 10ish years exp.
RULES/ABOUT FOR MOBILE.
MOVED -> BURNIINGUP
I managed to get it done much faster than I hoped! So Blue has officially been moved to my multi @burniingup!!
I will move threads over so no worries there but you will find Blue there from hereon out!!
MOVED -> BURNIINGUP
I managed to get it done much faster than I hoped! So Blue has officially been moved to my multi @burniingup!!
I will move threads over so no worries there but you will find Blue there from hereon out!!
If you don't already follow my fandomless oc multimuse - @burniingup you should because I am going to be moving Blue over there sometime probably next week!
I don't LOVE moving him from his own blog, which I've had for years but I do believe he'll get more consistent attention if I keep all my oc's and those drafts in one spot. I'll make another announcement when I actually finish moving him over. AND I will be bringing most of my threads with me, so don't worry about that! <3
' i can see why you hate them. '
"Ah, yeah well..." Blue pauses a bit awkwardly.
Maybe he'd gotten a little carried away. It's so easy for him to get caught up in his ramblings that he's nearly forgotten who he was talking to. Yumeno was a little young to he subject to his thoughts about his own parents.
Fortunately they had piped up before he'd gotten too far into anything that might frighten them. All Blue had gone into any detail about was how they had so often ignored him. Left him all alone to fend for himself most nights. Still, it's probably worth trying to lighten the conversation.
"I don't ever have to see them again, so it's no big deal! Besides, it wasn't so bad all the time. I had a younger brother and sister too, so I wasn't all alone. We used to play outside all the time."
tv show ask meme : TRIGUN STAMPEDE (2023). (3/3)
a selection of lines taken from the 2023 anime trigun stampede. quotes taken from the english dub version. modified slightly for rp purposes.
do you care to fill me in?
you heard them crying out, didn't you?
i only want to hear your screams.
no matter how comfortable they might be, chains are still chains.
what are you planning?
let her be your first casualty in our crusade.
all this time and you're still just as useless without me.
you don't get to take anyone else away from me!
must you rip him time and again from me!?
stay away from him!
every time i see your mug you've slaughtered my masterpiece.
i'll figure out a way to save everyone.
the days gonna come when you have to pick a side. i hope you pick right.
you think they'll let me smoke here?
we have more interesting things to discuss.
who should i let live?
you call this "saving?" i'm not so sure i'm convinced.
you! i remember you!
you may have a death wish but i don't.
your morality comes at a price, i see.
i know how they treat you.
they hate you yet you take bullets for them.
my body moves before i can even think about it.
i guess you figured me out.
nothing i did demeaned them in anyway.
who are you to pity the likes of me?
you should hear the way [name] speaks about you.
i did this to you.
the only reason we get to live is because somebody else died.
you're so eager to die.
what did you come here for?
you dare accuse me?
do you now feel you're able to lay down your cross?
i thought more of you.
calm yourself down.
i'm doing playing.
remember the vow i made that day?
is all of that necessary?
you promised you would save me.
you think we're better off as monsters than we are dead?
you're no hero who's strong enough to save them.
you won't escape me. not again.
don't lose sleep over it.
and yet again, she gets to you.
comparison is the thief of joy,
did she mean nothing to you all this time?
you have to be curious, too.
i can see why you hate them.
that is but a grain of sand in their desert of misdeeds.
just try. try to have faith in them.
they only loved your tricks. your charm.
misplaced devotion is a trap. i had to save you from it.
everything that i did was for you.
she sold you on excuses and disguised them as love.
no, don't leave me. stay here.
you've finally come back to me.
may caution guide you.
so this is how it ends.
not every day i see you flustered.
have a nice death, [name].
don't you give up on me!
you'll be so much happier if you stay here.
i'm so sorry i left you alone.
it's not over. not until i say so!
if you hadn't shown up, nobody would have died.
your very existence is a contradiction.
you think i haven't realized that yet?
i won't stop until they believe in me.
i'm ready to do whatever i have to. i don't care what happens to me.
i don't think i know you anymore.
how long will you remain the hunted?
i'll run, and i'll run, and i'll keep on running for another lifetime if i have to.
after everything calms down, i'll always go back to their side.
it'll kill you!
i'll win it someday. a home, for you and me.
just know. i'm always watching you.
My muse has been hiding an injury from yours. Send 🤕 for your muse to confront mine about it!
If the icon doesn’t work, send “bandages” in its place.
Just a lil update! I'm sorry, I'm letting my threads here sit so long! I'm having lots of fun on my other blog plotting and such, I promise I'll get back here v soon!
╰ ★ █║ ⁞ —ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤ𝐎𝐇 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃. 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐓 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐁𝐈𝐓 𝐒𝐀𝐅𝐄𝐑 knowing that they wouldn't be taken to the doctor's. Truthfully, being examined at all made them UNEASY. But they had the feeling that Blue - san WOULDN'T take no for an answer. They probably should have gotten the bleeding taken care of anyway.
╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤ❛ Sure ! I'm fine with that ! CANDY sounds great ! ❜
╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤHopefully, the ' being taken care of ' part wouldn't be TOO BAD. That was the part they were nervous about.
He smiles, beginning to head off in the direction he had in mind, "Good, we'll get you all cleaned up, I promise it'll feel better."
So he sets off, leading the way to a small drugstore and heading straight to the first aid section. It's been a while since he's had to clean up an injury like this. He doesn't really do it for himself, and he hasn't taken care of another person like this in years. Still he remembers enough.
Cute and colorful band-aids would be nice for a child but, those wounds are a bit more than the little adhesive strip is meant for. Instead, he grabs some sort of disinfectant, a roll of bandages, and of course spends some time in the candy isle for Yumeno to pick out whatever sweet he wanted.
"Hey we both deserve a treat, right?" Blue smirked before leaning over to grab something sour from a bottom shelf for himself, "Ready? Need anything else?"
── eyes blink innocently upon blue at the gentle touch , a curious gaze that is soon to sway into a softness. estelle did not quite fear his touch. it was almost as if the priestess had grown accustomed to it. well , at least from him. the mild times together had proved to estelle that blue wasn't quite someone to hold such trembling emotions of nervousness for. in fact , it had shown to be something that of pleasant. weird , wasn't it? estelle was not use to such things filling her. so as his fingers had laced through snowy locks , the priestess had mostly found herself leaning into such a touch since the abscence of such was prominent in her life for so long.
── though she was blind to what was happening to blue , she still found herself revelling in a way. from her point of view , estelle was simply receiving an affection she was not use too. but poor blue , to comb through her memories and experience the horrors that latched itself upon the priestess. . . to see the countless times as a child that she was whipped and tortured , forced to drink poisons. to see such a frail body , a small frame beaten and bruised and crying , begging for answers. to see a little girl who was nothing more than confused , her body used as others saw fit. disgraceful. the signal of why estelle found herself feeling fond of his venturing hand through her hair , a sign of why she was so timid before. the obvious reasons behind why the poor priestess was so simply excited upon trying new things with blue himself.
── so to see the man fall before her in such a manner skewed such calming gaze into the utmost confusion. her spew of words signal a sense of uneasiness in her. yet , it does not halt estelle's movements to bend at the knee before blue. panick. she felt such a bubble arrise in her chest. had she done something? had she found herself to comforted by his touch that it shocked him? there was no telling what would cause the falling of apologies from blues mouth.
❛ blue? ❜ whispered tone is laced with worry. her hand hesitates to reach over and touch his shoulder , the graze itself returning back to her timid nature. ❛ y-you have not. . . done anything? ❜ hand reels back towards her chest as those brows curl together. estelle didn't understand. she was lost. it was as if him touching her. . . disgusted him? such a thought brought crystalline hues to the ground and away from blue , fingers curling into a fist against her chest.
❛ w-what. . . why are you apologizing? i-i do not under. . . stand. ❜
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I saw..." He whimpers.
Had he been in more of the right state of mind, Blue might've remembered that it's in his best interest not to reveal this ability of his. He might've thought not to tell her that he'd pried into her past, flipping through her memories as if skimming through pages in a book. But in his distressed state, the words tumble out, as if there was no stopping them.
"Your memories. I saw...I saw it all." he continues, seemingly unable to make his way though a sentence without frantically repeating his words, still in shock, "Estelle. I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to look."
He quickly mutters his lies and excuses, more out of habit than anything else. He's never too out of it to start trying to apologize and cover for himself out of instinct. Of course he meant to. He's fortunate enough to have complete and total control over his ability.
He tries to look up, to maybe see something other than what's currently burned into his mind. But...it's only her that he sees before him, looking nearly as upset as he is. And that image does nothing to drive these memories out of his head.
"How could you...how could you allow me to touch you...after everything you've been through."
Had only been a light touch on the sides of her head with his fingers softly making their way through her light hair. It wasn't as if he had touched her in any way more intimate than that. But how could she bear it? Blue can't help but imagine that if he were in her position, that he would not have allowed a man like himself within arms reach to begin with.
Blue moves to sit more upright, removing the hand from his face and looking down at his palms.
"I thought the things I'd seen were fucked up...That was something else."
ruining your life all by yourself beautiful?
“You’d be surprised what lengths people will go to not to face what’s real and painful inside them.”
— My Mad Fat Diary
@remainsafe | surprise! (but not because it's semi-plotted)
This isn't what he'd planned at all. Things always go badly when they don't go according to plan, but this? This is something else entirely.
His intent had been so simple. He's done it plenty of times now, and it nearly always works out. He had wanted to use his powers to place himself into her memories. Make it seem that their relationship was deeper, spanned a much longer time, make her trust him so much more. Find a fitting portion of her life and insert himself into it. Usually if something goes wrong, it's before he gets his hands on the person. So once his fingers thread through Estelle's soft white hair, Blue nearly breathes a sigh of relief, thinking he's in the clear. Never before have things taken such a turn, only when he begins to peak through and see what she's seen.
People have their trauma, he's no stranger to that. The people he associates with typically aren't from the best of upbringings. He's seen awful things before when flipping through memories. It doesn't shock him, he's difficult to upset. He's seen such things through his own eyes before. He's lived them in person. Death and violence are things he's been witness to firsthand since childhood. But this is something else.
Death and violence, yes. But the gruesome extent of it is jarring to say the least. His plans melt away in seconds but for some reason he can't pull away just yet. He doesn't want to see, but it's as if he's frozen while he watches more and more unfold. Flashes of things he'd never even imagined, things he'd liked to believe didn't happen in real life move through his head. Truly it's her age that absolutely nauseates him. After all, there is nothing that gets under his skin more than seeing children suffering.
Minutes feel like hours, before he finally pulls away from her, falling to his knees with a hand clamped over his mouth.
"E-Estelle...I'm sorry...I'm sorry." he mutters softly, unsure if he means it more in regards to what she's already been though, or what he had intended to do with her.
( i bit lazy to go login to my rp blog so... ) i think you are wonderful, very neat and just generally have an unproblematic vibe, idk so nice to just have you around ngl
What do you think I, the mun, am like?
!!!!!!!
You're so sweet aaaaaaa!! All I really aspire to be is nice to have around so I'm really happy to be a nice presence to have on the dash! ❤️❤️
I always wanna try my best to give off nice and positive vibes and be friendly and approachable !!
What do you think I, the mun, am like?
Reminder: Stay respectful!
𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 (a collection of prompts about possessiveness and jealousy. Some have romantic undertones, but not all of them. Feel free to adjust phrasing and gendered terms as necessary)
“Too bad, [NAME]. You’re stuck with me”
“It kills me to imagine you with anyone else.”
“You’re mine.”
“I’m not the jealous type, but what’s mine is mine.”
“Touch them and I’ll break your neck.”
“No one would hurt you again, or I’d kill them.”
“I could keep you safe, they’re all afraid of me.”
“This isn’t love, it’s obsession.”
“I will be good to you, [NAME]. I will protect you. You are mine.”
“You belong to me. Don’t forget this.”
“You don’t own me.”
“You’re mine and I’m yours.”
“All I want is to keep you.”
“I just want to be yours.”
“I’m yours, and yours alone.”
“Nothing will take you from me. Not even death.”
“Better to destroy everything than surrender you.”
“I never craved attention until I tasted yours.”
“I’m jealous of all the people that can see you every day.”
“Me, jealous? Yes.”
“Don’t touch this! It’s mine.”
“I don’t like sharing.”
“I never said you could borrow my stuff.”
“Get your filthy hands away from this.”
“I’m not one to share what is mine.”
“Is this my shirt? I never said you could take it.”
“I’m not jealous of them!”
“They have everything I want.”
“I am jealous of everybody who is with you when I’m not.”
“You will do as I say.”
“No matter how much you hurt your feet trying to escape, no matter how far you’re trying to run, I will never let you go anywhere again.”
“In the end, all you want is to possess me.”
“The center of your attention is a very bad place to be.”
“I gave you an order.”
“I don’t own you, you just belong to me.”
“I admit that I am very possessive.”
“I can be controlling, yes.”
“I don’t belong to anyone.”
“I need my own space.”
I'm sad about my family tonight which means I am going to talk about Blue's family at 1:30am on a work night.
When I first wrote Blue, his real big thing was his ex. He misses her, he cant get over her, he's so hurt by her cheating. Now it is so much less about her and more about his family. I just think that's much more important to him now. Instead of a girl, I think Blue cries at night when he's sober or when he's just that kind of drunk about his family.
He misses them so much and even though he could go to them, he feels so much like he can't. When he's coherent enough to care about his image he'll lie. He can't see them because they don't want him around. He won't see them because all they'll do is nag him about his lifestyle. Truthfully he just can't bear it. It's partially him feeling that he doesn't deserve to be around them anymore, and partially because it hurts so much to see them when they're so much older now, and he's this awful thing that he is. He also wants to avoid hurting them to a certain extent. I think he wants to piss them off, show him just a little bit of how much of a scumbag he is so they won't miss him. But he doesn't ever want to cause them pain.
Him missing them is even worse in any verse where he has memory powers (BNHA, BSD, etc.)
He's completely ruined his own memories so that he really believes he can't go back. He believes himself responsible for the death of a sibling and it's something he can't forgive himself for. He flat out refuses to face them. He may even have altered his memories to believe that they have told him they no longer wish to see him.
