Beautiful Nightmare pt.1
Handling a husband and child on top of a work life was hard work. But just as you think that you have the rest of your life laid out with a clear path many obstacles stand in you and Hoseok’s way. Is your love for one another enough to stand all trial and tests of faith or will it break you and your family apart?
Hoseok X OC
Word Count: 2.9k
You could remember it like it was yesterday. The feeling that everyone had their eyes on you as your nerves ran through every limb of your body. The amazing feeling of significance and beauty as you were guided into the church and the look on Hoseok’s face melted into one of pride, as a tear slipped down his face. The feeling of finally being his wife overcame you as Hoseok said “I do” and he slipped a white gold banded ring with a gorgeous diamond in the middle on your finger.
You smiled down at that same ring as you sat on the beach with Hoseok in hawaii. The breeze was whipping through your hair and you giggled as you hung onto your hat for dear life. You picked up your drink from the side table and placed the straw between your lips sucking up the delicious mango margarita. You placed the drink back down and scanned the beach shoreline for Hoseok. But you couldn’t find him anywhere.
You turned around to peek inside the beachside bar only to find him not there either. Your eyebrows pursed together as you wondered where he could have possible run off to. You were about to get up from your chair to go walk and look for him when you heard the sound of a small child crying. You turned your head to see Hoseok walking up to the chairs with a small child clinging onto his arms.
He gave you an apologetic look before he sat down and pat the chair space next to him.
“do you know what your mom or dad was wearing?” he asked the little boy
The child wiped his tears with the back side of his hand roughly and shook his head side to side.
Hoseok sighed to himself, unsure of what to do. He ran his large hands over the small child’s head in a loving manner and whispered to him softly
“no worries. We’ll find them for you”
The little boy yawned and nodded his head with a pout and Hoseok finally looked up to you.
“I found him sitting at the edge of the shore crying and no one was around” your eyes went wide as he continued “I tried walking around the beach, but I couldn’t find anyone who knew who he was”
You suddenly felt so sorry to the child who was surely panicked and scared. He looked so small and sweet. His chubby cheeks and sweet eyes made you want to pick him up and hug him until he felt better.
“babe, will you hold him while I ask around some more? I don’t think he can handle walking around anymore, plus I don’t want him to have a sunburn” Hoseok asked softly
You smiled up to him and nodded your head. You couldn’t believe that he was acting so well and unpanicked right now. Usually he freaks out if he can’t even find the things, he needs at the grocery store. You held out your hands to the small boy and he peaked up at you for a moment with wide eyes before sleepily stomping over to you.
He walked into your embrace and you held him tightly before placing him in between your legs, letting yours hang off the side of the chair. You played with his hair and brushed his wild, wind blown strands down and away from his face as Hoseok ran off to hopefully find the parents of the child.
You looked down at his small size compared to yours and smiled. You had never really considered the possibility of children since you had married Hoseok but seeing how cute this boy was you couldn’t help but feel a little jealous that someone has such a cute kid.
“what’s your name?” you asked him
“kang Taeyang” he answered cutely
“and how old are you Taeyang?” you asked back with a smile
He didn’t vocally answer but held up two chubby fingers, making you giggle. You pat him lightly on the head and he settled back into you, making your heart flutter. He wiggled around until he was comfortable and then after a moment you knew he was asleep as his chest rose and fell in even breaths.
As you waited you couldn’t help but smile as strangers passed by smiling and pointing at how cute the boy was. And while you definitely understand that you are wanted and needed by Hoseok, nothing could compare to the pride and completeness that a child makes you feel when you are needed. You smiled down at his relaxed face, in awe of how cute his little eyelashes, nose and lips looked.
“there he is!” you heard a woman screech
You looked up to see a puffy faced woman, who looked like she had been crying, and a man close to her side running up to you with Hoseok trailing behind them with a smile on his face.
“Taeyang!” she cried out in relief
The small boy woke up, looked at his mother and cried with his arms outstretched. She picked him up and held him in her arms as the two cried. The man who you assumed was her husband shook Hoseok’s hand and with an apologetic look thanked the two of you.
“We walked to the car for a minute just to get some snacks and when we came back he was no where to be found. Im so sorry that we interrupted your time, but I am very thankful that he found nice people like the two of you!”
“it’s no problem” Hoseok said with a smile
“thank you” the woman said through tears as she continued to hug her child
The man nodded his head and gave us another smile before turning to his wife and walking away, happily reunited. Hoseok sat down in the chair next to you and let out a loud sigh.
“im glad we found them.” he said before turning to you “I mean I don’t even know what I would need to do if he was left behind.”
You thought about it for a moment, and smiled to yourself. “it wouldn’t have been so bad if he was left behind. We are more than capable of taking care of him. plus he was a sweet kid” you said
Hoseok raised an eyebrow and his jaw dropped “you would have wanted to keep him?”
Your smile grew as the look of shock got bigger on hoseoks face. “I mean…” you let out a nervous laugh “he was really cute, and so small.”
“did he make you want a baby?!” Hoseok asked with a smirk
You looked away from him and picked up your drink, took a long sip and then put it back down “hmmmm… I mean… I don’t know?” you said to shy to look back up at him again.
Hoseok was silent for a minute and when the shyness slowly went away Hoseok stood up and grabbed your hand. You looked up at him and he gave you a dazzling smile before pulling you up to him and ran with you hand in hand into the ocean.
You pulled back when you felt how cool the water was and Hoseok laughed at how shocked you were. You glared at him but he walked up to you and slowly walked with you into the water while your body adjusted to the temperature.
When the two of you were chest deep he pulled you into his chest and you wrapped your legs around his waist, enjoying the feeling of being carried by him. He walked out a bit more so that everything below your shoulders were submerged and you reached your arms out to run your fingers through his hair.
Hoseok hummed and leaned in to give you a small kiss, and you pulled away the moment that you felt his hands wander down to your butt. You squirmed in his hold as he grabbed your ass firmly and you giggled.
“I love you” he said just loud enough for you to hear over the waves and people laughing as they played
You gave him a small smile “I love you too” you whispered back
When the two of you had finally gotten back to the hotel you had rinsed off in the shower and climbed into bed, exhausted from the sun exposure and the exercise that comes with spending a day at the beach. You had climbed into bed and laid down in front of the ceiling fan as it cooled off your skin and prayed that you wouldn’t develop a sunburn. Hoseok soon joined you in nothing but boxers and a towel around his shoulders to keep his wet hair from dripping down his body.
When he noticed how you were sprawled out he walked back into the bathroom and grabbed a bottle of aloe vera gel and came back.
“stay still” he said as he climbed the bed to sit next to you.
He shook the bottle and opened the cap, squeezing as much as he could into his palm. He warmed it up by rubbing it around in his palms for a moment and then applied the gel on your legs. You squirmed at how cool and moisturizing the gel felt on your dry skin and hummed.
Hoseok giggled at you as he became more playful, squirting the cold gel straight on your skin. You laughed and Hoseok relished in his slow torture. When he was done with your legs he scanned your upper body for a moment.
“babe I want to get your stomach, take off your shirt” he said, and you quickly stripped yourself of the large shirt that was actually Hoseok’s that you loved wearing as a night shirt.
You weren’t surprised to see Hoseok turn a little shy as soon as he realized that you weren’t wearing a bra underneath, and you smiled. In all of the time that you had spent together Hoseok was still a little shy when it came to seeing you so bare for him. Despite that history that he had with sleeping around with people in college, he was actually quite the soft, and shy guy when it came to you.
He slowly and softly applied the get to your stomach and made sure to get every inch of your skin, up to your shoulders and down to your hands. Once he was done, he put the gel aside and looked back down at your nearly naked body. He ran the tips of his fingers over your visible tan lines and sighed to himself.
“I hope you don’t get a sun burn, or else I’m sure you’ll be miserable for the next few days” he said quietly
You went over the itinerary in your head for the next few days until you two left from your vacation. Tomorrow the two of you were going to go on a private cruise around the island and visit popular spots around the big island, the next day you were going to go visit the pearl harbor exhibit, and on the last day you were going to do whatever the two of you wanted to do before you left.
You looked down to your body to see your tan lines and assessed how sensitive your skin was. Sure your body was a little warm, but you didn’t feel bad at all. If anything, you might have just needed to apply the gel to put some moisture back into your skin.
“I think ill be fine” you said addressing his worries.
He hummed back to you and got up to put the bottle of gel back into the bathroom. As he walked away you could see how tanned he was becoming from all of the sun exposure and you smiled to yourself. Typically, Hoseok didn’t like tanning or becoming any darker than he already was, but you had to admit that a tanned Hoseok was sexy. He looked healthy with his new glow and then new skin tone made his muscle definition look even more impressive.
“what are you smiling at?” he asked as he climbed back into bed with you.
Your smile was causing him to smile back and you shook your head, not wanting to reveal your inner thoughts to him. He pouted and snuggled into your side like a child.
“tell me” he pleaded, and you laughed
“I was just thinking about how good you looked right now with a tan” you admitted looking straight into his eyes
He cocked an eyebrow at you for how bold you were being. And without hesitation put his hand on your hip and pulled your body close to his. You could feel the heat from is chest on your own bare chest and you looked down at where your bodies touched, before looking up at him in the eyes.
“you know baby, ive been thinking…” Hoseok started
“about what?” you asked softly and wrapped your arm around his body to rub patters in his back
“that I wouldn’t mind having a child with you” he admitted
“well I hoped that you considered that before marriage, since I definitely will one day want kids” you chuckled
“no-“ he started and then sighed “I mean like soon”
Your eyes went wide and you pulled away slightly to assess how serious he was being. “like how soon?” you asked him
“like withing the next year” he answered with a smile on his face
“so you mean you want to start trying for a baby now?” you asked him
He nodded his head slowly with a smirk on his face “we’ve been married for a year now, and ive seen the way that you looked at Sera and Minhyuk play with joon. And actually it always made me jealous how happy they are with him.” He ran a hand over the side of your waist. “and I really want for us to have a family.”
You were too shocked to say anything. A baby within the next year…. You didn’t know if you could handle a baby and a career. You knew that Hoseok and you were financially stable enough to support a family, so that wasn’t a concern. Your apartment was large enough for the two of you to plan a nursery and-… wait did you even want a child so soon?
It had been five years since you and Hoseok started dating. You were only 23 and Hoseok was 24. You still had so much opportunity to climb up the corporate ladder at work, and Hoseok worked at the gym quite often now that he had more and more people training with him at his gym.
You were sure that you wanted to have a child with Hoseok, you just weren’t planning on have a child so soon.
But thinking about all of the happy times to have while preparing for a child, and the happiness to follow made you smile softly. You could imagine a child with your wide eyes, hoseok’s beautiful skin complexion and its long dark hair. You could imagine how you would decorate their nursery and all of the cute baby outfits that you would plan.
You let out a shaky breath and looked up at Hoseok who was nervously waiting for you to say anything about his proposition. You brushed your hand over his soft hair and dropped your hand to cup the side of his face.
“you really want a baby?” you asked him one last time for reassurance.
His uncertain grimace quickly dropped and a gentle smile slowly crept onto his face. He pulled your body close to his own and he kissed your neck softly.
“I really want to have our own little children who we can love and spoil” he confessed pressed up against you
You squeezed your eyes shut and tried your best to calm your rapidly beating heart. “okay” you barely whispered
Hoseok froze in place and you waited for him to respond to you. He slowly pulled away from you so he could look you in the eyes “okay?” he asked with a beaming grin on his face
“okay” you confirmed with a small smile
Hoseok quickly rolled you over so he was hovering on top of you and you giggled at how excited he was. He raised up and sat back on his legs as he straddled your body. He ripped off his towel and quickly bent back over to give you a long sweet kiss.
When he pulled away from you he gave you a devilish grin before he rolled over and off of you so he could pull off his boxers and rip your panties straight down your legs.
“Hoseok” you shrieked out in surprise with how aggressive and excitedly he was responding to your answer.
“what?” he asked with a cocky smirk. He looked down your body and pushed your legs apart so he could scoot over to hover over your now anxious body. “we aren’t going anywhere for the rest of the night baby.”