Mama, just killed a man, Put a gun against his head, Pulled my trigger, now he’s dead. Mama, life had just begun, But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away. Mama, ooh, Didn’t mean to make you cry. If I’m not back again this time tomorrow, Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters.
hoo boy. a classic. this one touches on spy’s first kill - notably not on the job, but in self-defense, as someone had broken into one of his parent’s safehouses to kill him after the information came to light. he was a teen when it happened and it ultimately made him realize that he probably wouldn’t be able to pursue that acting career. in the end, it’s a reflection on these events, as the situation that lead up to his signing on with the RED team was to end with his demise. and in the end, the world would’ve revolved without him, as both of his parents are long dead.