#kun anon

[jenomark]

hi, uh this might seem out of the blue but im trying to improve myself and i wanted to say to you: im sorry if ive ever treated you like a therapist. i know ive come to you in certain times and told you stuff that im not 100% comfortable telling to people, and i should've thought it through before venting to you. it was never my intention to do that, and it was wrong of me. still, thank you for always being kind about everything. (1) - kun anon

i just wanted to let you know that i think you're one of the most wonderful people I've ever interacted with and i reay look up to you. you're amazing, nicki. you definitely dont have/need to reply to this, it's enough for me that you get this message ❤️ - kun anon

This is actually really sweet, and I hear you and accept the apology!! Working on yourself is never a bad thing. I hope it makes you happier. I care about you a lot, and I really do enjoy your company. ❤

Thank you! The feeling is very mutual. 

[jenomark]

(1) I'm sorry if this brings negativity and feel free to ignore it but, regarding Taeyong, i want to say that I'm tired of seeing people body shame him or any person with a similar body. I've seen so many people speak against fat-shaming, which is so fucking great and amazing, and it makes me so happy people actually care, but then they'll turn to someone skinny and make mean or hurtful or "joking" comments and like, they don't know shit about that person -kun anon

(2) Like, that person could be "so skinny" bc they are going through serious issues like an eating disorder, or they could be recovering from one, and people just don't think about how it would impact that person's view on themselves. Or the person could be naturally thin, yet they would act as if they had an eating disorder and as if that made them less valid. I have a friend whose body is naturally small, yet people bullied her bc they thought she had an eating disorder. -Kun anon

(3) It used to make her feel terrible about her body, but fortunately she's better now, happier. However, the fact that people feel the need to talk about someone's body like that pisses me off so much, especially when they're like "oh I'm just trying to help" NO YOU'RE NOT. I just wished people left others alone and wouldn't shame or bully them bc of their body. -Kun anon

Honestly, people who do this kind of stuff makes me want to punch them in the face. (say no to violence tho, violence is never the answer) -Kun anon

I agree. Commenting on people’s weight -no matter the number- has always bothered me. I have a lot of feelings that I feel are too heavy for a blog like this so I will keep them to myself, but yes, I agree with you. ❤❤❤

[jenomark]

Ugh I hate people calling Yukhei dumb. Granted, when I just got into nct I had a similar perception, but it really only takes a little time before you realize that he's very intelligent and capable and all. Honestly, when I got into them I had such wrong perceptions of some of them but luckily I moved past them. I do think that Lucas puts himself down when it comes to this, like that other anon said, he in fact said "I'm all brawn no brain." The idea of him thinking this makes me sad -Kun anon

Honestly tho, Lucas best boy. I have so much love for him, he strikes me as someone who does things sincerely, because he feels and thinks that way. I think he "hides" all of the things that make him feel vulnerable and presents himself like someone carefree and fun, cause that's the way he wants to be seen as. Of course he does have a pretty cheerful personality, but I also feel like a part of it is for the camera. Over all, he seems like someone I would love to be friends with. -kun anon

Yessss, sincere is also a great way to describe him!!! You guys are much better at explaining things than I am. 

[jenomark]

At this point I'm just ready to go into sm and start a riot there, burn the building down. I wish they could just... Let them rest, let them take care of themselves and have time to recover from working non-stop. -Kun anon

That company is run by morons. I don’t understand how they can come up with a genius idea that is NCT, and then completely run it into the fucking ground.

[jenomark]

Okay okay, can I ask/request how would Kun or Xiaojun flirt? You already did Hendery, and these three are my top three biases, so if you can I wanted to ask about one of the other two. -Kun anon

Wait I don't remember what I wrote in the last aask, did I mention the part where I ask about their way of flirting? Or did I completely forget to write that? -Kun anon

Kun doesn’t waste a lot of time playing games. If he likes you, you’ll know it. He might be a little awkward with the execution, but his intentions will be known. He might hold open the door for you, might tell you how nice you look, or ask you if you want to go out to eat for lunch with him. On the other hand, a confident Kun is something to behold. In a similar way to what I wrote for Lucas, Kun wants to hype himself up. Kun wants you to know all of his good qualities. He will hide the things he’s embarrassed by to seem better on paper. For him, flirting is also quite a romantic act. I can’t imagine him being any less respectful or proper.

For Xiaojun, I think he flirts with everything he has. He’ll laugh with you, playfully touch your arm, and give you all of his warmest attention. I don’t think he’s the type to flirt often. I think he is more into flirting with those he finds extra special or worth it. He’s surprisingly charming. I feel like he wants what is comfortable, so he doesn’t mind skipping all of the awkward parts. Flirting is less about getting something from someone and more about having a nice time with them. 

[jenomark]

So, today I'm feeling really soft for Hendery. I just want to hug that boy cause he's so ughhhh. Lol yeah, so basically he's my new wayv bias cause I'm a weak bitch and he's cute and funny and I would love to be friends with someone like him -Kun anon

BUT KUN

Nah, I’m kidding. It’s okay! Hendery is lovely. We love weak bitches around here.😂

[jenomark]

I was reading you "relationship with Hendery", and when I read "will never give you up" I, for some reason, automatically imagined Hendery singing that old song that goes "never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down" and choked on my coffee bc I started laughing uncontrollably lmao -Kun anon

I AM DYING.

[jenomark]

You know Kun's been my bias since the moment he debuted, like I went through a denial phase were I was like "no, yuta's still my bias" but eventually I admitted the truth 😂 -Kun anon

That’s relatable. Why do we deny our true biases???