#kurloz38

[artgroves]

Hey, I love your NSFW work! Are you on PillowFort?

Why, thank you very much!

I am, it’s here: https://www.pillowfort.io/artgroves, though I confess I haven’t updated in some time - I tried it a few months ago but it was super slow and tough to navigate and it seemed completely dead so I haven’t been back. I may go back at some point, but at the moment it’s not a priority.

I post all my art to AO3. A lot of it is made as illustrations and is embedded in the fics: http://archiveofourown.org/users/Alby_Mangroves

After the tumblr fuckening I also made a balls out twitter for my art: https://twitter.com/_artgroves_ 

I’m not currently around on social media, not until Endgame. I’m trying to keep busy with art for the @capreversebb and some collabs I’ve tricked a few people into, and totally Not Thinking About Endgame Things 

[mercurialmalcontent]

kurloz38 replied to your post “Does anyone know of a way to add some sort of minor texture-y thing to...”

My Mom is blind, and she uses small stick-on bits of Velcro. You can get them at most fabric shops and you can put either the fuzzy part or the hook parts to make different textures. She went blind late in life and never learned braille, just relies mostly on memory!

That’s clever! It’s probably a bit too much for keys I’m going to be hitting frequently, though.

technicolorama replied to your post “Does anyone know of a way to add some sort of minor texture-y thing to...”

fine glitter nail polish maybe. or braille keyboard stickers, then you can multitask and learn braille :)

That is a cool idea but a little overkill, haha. I only need to have three or four keys marked for gaming purposes. 

lysikan replied to your post “Does anyone know of a way to add some sort of minor texture-y thing to...”

plastic modelling cement and little bits of plastic cut from other broken plastic things

I didn’t even occur to me plastic modelling cement is a thing, but... of course it is. I think that’d work - probably in just little dabs by itself, since my fingers are pretty sensitive and too big a nub would just hurt.

Thanks folks :)

[vastderp]

kurloz38 replied to your post “Had a rough couple days Barely sleeping, not all that hungry, and my...”

You deserve a few valium, dude! Do you have any lorazepan? I know exactly how you feel--wish I could help somehow! ((HUGS)))

i do, and i’m gonna get a scrip for more. fuck anxiety! many hugs also

[rockpapertheodore]

kurloz38 replied to your post “augh why don’t i feel any fandom drive like i really like HeroAca and...”

I miss the good old days, too. Nothing has ever engaged me or excited me like Homestuck did!

i don’t know what it was about Homestuck that really just gave it that OOMPH, and i feel like i’m not really much of a fandom-oriented person? Maybe it’s symptomatic of something else but I just don’t feel an urge to seek out and participate in fandoms like I used to.

Maybe I burned myself out by not addressing my brain bads for so long and now that I’m working to get myself into a better spot, I’m starting to miss the ol’ Fandom Interaction fun I used to have

[adigitalmagician]

kurloz38 replied to your post “Things I did today”

You definitely did good--much better than I did today!

<3 Thanks.

[rairii]

kurloz38 replied to your post “Do you ever remember a book that you read and loathed and are...”

Thomas Covenant, right? I gave up after the first couple. I liked the world-building, though!

YES THAT ONE.

I don’t remember enough about the worldbuilding to have an opinion, sadly. But what I remember of the story makes me want to scratch something, so. There’s that :’D

[hurtcomfortbucky]

I check this blog every day! Maybe you can help me find a stucky fic I have lost track of? It is long, and I think it is unfinished, but what I remember most is that due to Hydra's treatment, Bucky's personality had split into four distinct identities. It was really wonderful, and I somehow neglected to bookmark it!

Hello!

I think it’s this series:

Ipseity

Chyetirye ~ [48,883 words; E]

Even the strongest personalities, when subjected to great physical, emotional, and sexual abuses, can splinter, or dissociate.  

Bucky Barnes lives a nightmare after falling from a train and being recovered by Hydra.  His mind deals with the trauma by splintering into the soldier, the prisoner, the patriot, and the assassin.

Years later, they team up to save Steve Rogers.

Chasm ~ [77,288 words; E]

Steve pulls his missing, presumed dead best friend into his circle of super heroes and starts working to undo the physical and mental damage Hydra has done.  

It’s not easy, and it’s not pleasant.  But it would probably be a lot more effective if Bucky weren’t keeping secrets, and if he could figure out how to interpret Bucky’s mood swings.

Changes And Constants ~ [20,243 words; E]

There’s autonomy, there’s trust, then there’s memory.  The final installment of Ipseity.

[rainbowbarnacle]

Dear @kurloz38: Thank you so much for the presents! I’m sorry the mail got all wonky, I hope that wasn’t stressful on your end. Everything got here fine! I gotsa Terry Pratchett book (Equal Rites! Oh man this looks like a good one!) and a pretty hand fan for my dorky collection and a really cozy soft headscarf with a pretty yarn flower on it.

*giant giant hugs* In a way, it was nice getting it now instead of a week ago--it’s a little like the good holiday feels got extended. <3 I feel like such a spoiled lucky duck, seriously, thank you. <3