kyvngdae hello sweetie! my messages aren't working at the moment so i hope this isn't too bothersome! usually, i just don't let what they say get to me too much. i know i am not the things they call me. and when it does get to me and the anxiety gets really bad, i lock myself in my room or go outside, put music in my headphones loud enough to block everything out, and try to relax. i take slow breaths, close my eyes, and forget about everything else. tumblr or youtube helps too if i just need to be distracted. but trust me, everything will get better, ok? three years ago i was on the verge of killing myself, and two years ago i self harmed really bad, but now i'm happy i didn't let myself get too far bc even though everything isn't perfect, it is still so much better than what i was suffering through in the past. just never stop having hope for a better future, ok? i don't know much about you, except your name (ren right?) but i do care and i'll be here to help you.