okay, so here’s the proper announcement after a few weeks of alluding to it; i know i was being rather vague in some posts, but i just wanted to be honest about my future on here and not stringing anyone along with the impression that i’d be here much longer.
i’m leaving tumblr.
i’m doing it because i have spent a lot of time on here on and off for years and what i have loved is how much i’ve created, what i’ve managed, what i’ve proven to myself, and the communities i’ve connected with. i’ve made friendships and learned more about various pop culture and i’ve been so inspired by the art in its various forms. however, this year’s run on here has shown me i am capable of creating consistently. and i wish to apply that to other things in my life as a creative: making music, writing a book, writing a script, editing and crafting videos, performing, etc.
the way i have placed my energy on here has given me hope around the energy i can utilize in striving for greatness. i know that sounds dramatic, but i gave up a lot in the past few years. so, so much. and this honestly feels like the last thing before i fully detach and dive in towards making greater change. i’m going to be on social media a lot less to focus on my growth and what i can make. i’m uberly excited and motivated for what looks like a bright future for me!!! idc if i sound delusional, it feels like it’s already mine.
with all of that being said, i am also using this as an announcement for the end of en avant since that’s the series that’s kept me on here and allowed me to connect with more people. BUT DON’T FRET! i want to give a long, lengthy and proper ending to the fic. so i’m asking if people can send what they would like to see in the ending for the series and the final chapter. if i don’t feel like suggestions fit the ending, plus i already have ideas for it myself, then i’ll be happy to write blurbs!!! tell me what else you would like to see from lip and mdl cause i wanna wrap it up strongly and tie off loose ends for everyone!
while i write the ending, i will also be doing requests, as many as i can. i want to empty my inbox and leave feeling like i didn’t leave too many stones unturned. i do plan to add a little more to compulsion, but en avant is my big focus on wrapping up. so much love to everyone who’s chatted with me, yapped with me, supported me, and read what i’ve put out. i love you all very dearly~ and i’m going to leave my page up! so you can navigate and read the available work to your heart’s desire.
the way i see it, if i ever change my mind in the future, i can always start over or come back. i just need to finally let go of the things that i feel have held me back from my further growth and development as a person in what i perceive to be as my ascension. my manifestation girlies will def get this. it’s not me saying this is a bad thing at all, i just want to see change, so i’m doing something different and stepping out of my comfort zone.
maybe way later i’ll delete this blog. but for now, it’ll stay up!