#labrador anon

[hazyaltcare]

A moodboard for a Captain Kuro (One Piece) kin of psychological origins, who is pretty sure they just imprinted on the wrong fictotype in a stressful situation, and were AFAB in their memories. With themes of genderfuckery (and the need to express that) and insecurities.

Unedited version of the genderbent! Captain Kuro art can be found here and is by @/aucupariaart on tumblr and instagram. We claim no affiliation with said artist.

Mod Haze (☀️Sol)

[hazyaltcare]

Hey is it okay if we get validation and positivity for endogenic systems specifically? Of both the disordered and non-disordered part of the disorder axes?

Not non-traumagenic. Not mixed origin. We mean ENDOGENIC. It's not that we hate the former two, but we despise when people are like "shoutout to endos!! Oh and also these other two things that are only adjacent and have a completely different meaning so we can show you we are in good faith!! And I'm going to throw ny own under the rug by pretending endos cannot have DID and ignore the earlier studies made by Ross!!" no bitch, stfu.

- A frustrated Labrador Anon

Absolutely, Labrador Anon. ♥

That sort of lip service sounds frustrating, I'm so sorry to hear that you don't hear a lot of specific endogenic positivity. Your frustration at people ignoring studies and especially endogenic systems' lived DID experiences, are valid. So I'll try my best to give you some!

Endogenic systems are an important part of the plural community. Your experiences are real and valid. Regardless of whether one's endogenic system was born or created, you are all experts of their own experiences. Your voices are valuable, and need and deserve to be listened to.

Endogenic systems are not making a mockery of plurality for existing and making their voice heard - you are not mocking plurality, you are plural. Thus, you all deserve space in system communities. You deserve wholehearted acceptance and respect.

Disordered endogenic systems should not have to pretend they're traumagenic or mixed origins for their disorder to be acknowledged. Systems can be disordered, or even have trauma, without it being their origins. DID/OSDD/UDD is not owned by a subset of plurality, all systems can have dissociative disorders, and all endogenics with a disorder deserve to have resources and space to talk about your disorder, to cope with it. You also deserve medical professionals who don't force you into boxes. You are not "stealing resources" for needing help.

Non-disordered endogenic systems deserve to be respected and given space. You're not "stealing resources" for hanging out in plural communities at large. Your experiences are real, and good, and you don't have to perform suffering for your experiences to matter. You don't have to be 100% happy all the time with plurality either. You can just exist and deserve to exist in peace.

Endogenic systems don't deserve harassment, fakeclaiming, and all other kinds of abuse. Endogenic systems are allowed to struggle with plurality related things, and their struggle doesn't invalidate their origins. Endogenic systems should have studies about them be read and understood by other types of systems too, not just be thrown away and ignored.

Remember, endogenic systems, you don't need to earn your existence or your place in the plural community. Those who think you should can fuck off.

Mod Vintage (💉)

[hazyaltcare]

A Pokémon team for a Genocide Jack (Danganronpa) who is Gendertox; ft. Seviper, Glimmora, Morpeko, Haunter, Toxicroak and Shiny! Muk.

Mod Haze (🎮Greyson)

[hazyaltcare]

Stimboard for a Chihio Sasaki (The Devil Is A Part-Timer) fictive who loves to work retail during the holidays, with themes of ornaments and glitter.

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Mod Haze (🎮Greyson)

[hazyaltcare]

Oh hei, thank you for the syskid care kit!!

Could we have some general positivity for large systems that split fictives easily, especially for recent hyperfixations or special interests? We don't only split but we've definitely noticed more of that lately (as opposed to...anything else).

- Labrador Anon

Thank you >w< I'll let Mod Haze know! (Mod Haze feel free to edit this post to add your response)

And yes you can! Splitting fictives easily is NOT a bad thing. Being a large system is NOT a bad thing. It does NOT make you fake, it does NOT make you a bad system or a mockery of plurality, it does NOT make you "cringy", disrespectful to the source(s)/their creators, or whatever bigots say to bring anyone different down.

It's cool that your brain manages special interests and hyperfixations this way, and it's even cooler that you have new fictives in the system! New people to get to know, to befriend, new people to experience life with!

I know life in this world is shit a lot of the time, but those fictives can find a lot of wonderful things here. And even if not, they'll have the support from the rest of the system, at the very least.

They, and every fictive, particularly those in a large system, deserve to exist and have a fulfilling life, and to be accepted, appreciated, and respected for who they are! And to get support like all other system members, when they need it.

I wish you (especially the new fictives) all the best and that you all enjoy your hyperfixations and special interests (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Mod Vintage (🍩)

Edit: glad you liked the self care kit! 🎤Lumi felt really seen with your request and was excited to make it :)

Mod Haze

[hazyaltcare]

A self-care kit for a system middle who likes purples, pinks and sparkles. A middle that is trying to cope with being a plural system and knows how to have an adult life but misses the ability to do kid things like coloring in coloring books.

Product List:

Bath Bombs (8 ct.) - $5.32

Scented Putty (3 ct.) - $10.95 $4.97

Cardstock Paper (12 pk.) - $29.76

Glitter Post-it Notes - $9.15

"Color Me" Notebook - $19.98 $12.99

Glittering Mandela Coloring Book - $14.95 $5.39

Scented Markers (22 pk.) - $14.19

Glitter Sticker Book - $4.99

I got some fun kid items as well as stuff that makes even adult work more fun n' manageable!!! I hope ur syskid enjoys this, Labrador Anon!

Mod Haze (🎤Lumi)

[hazyaltcare]

A drawing of Kaname Madoka hugging Mami Tomoe (Puella Magi Madoka Magica) from behind, with Mami Tomoe being a ballet dancer and Kaname Madoka wearing a T-shirt and earphones, for Labrador Anon.

Reference by adorkastock

Mod Vintage (🤖)

[hazyaltcare]

A sprite edit of Archie the Aipom (Pokemon: Rollout Podcast) who is some sort of mech/cyborg, with an LED mouth, metal plated fur and other machine-like themes.

Gen 2 Aipom sprite was used as the sprite base. Likes and/or reblog if you save. Credit is appreciated if you use.

Mod Haze