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me & another puppy. pulling on each others collars, biting each other, pawing at each other under a pile of blankets in a dog bed we practically have to lay on top of each other to fit in, curled up side-by-side in a crate, puppy whimpering as i pull her pretty fur, protective puppy attacking people who get too close to me, service puppy obsessing over my every need, pathetic puppy laying on my chest, puppy i play too rough with, puppy i need. me & another puppy.
begging her to tell me what she wants, how she wants me, why she wants me, making her regret it. doing everything she confessed to wanting until she's ruined for everyone & everything else.
i fucking love biting. love writhing in pain under my pretty puppy. love when i can't focus on anything else and i can barely see and it's so sharp and all-consuming, fuck. i don't think there's anything more erotic than agony. biting her thighs, too close to where i shouldn't be. so soft, so fucking vulnerable. delicious. smell so nice and sweet, i can't imagine how satisfying- how fucking precious- her blood would taste.
oh but if i hated her softness, the trust in her eyes, how weak she is... if i needed to break her, to train her, to ruin her life... i think i'd start by making her confess her feelings for me, telling her i just needed to know if she loved me, acting gentle and surprised and almost tortured by it all. maybe then i'd make her spend more and more time on me. i'd enable her obsession, let it spiral out of control until she's always by my side, or on the phone, or texting me non-stop. i wouldn't let her sleep. i'd convince her i wouldn't be safe without her, without knowing she's there and mine, that she needed to let me watch her every move. i'd tell her i need all of her, and if she can't give me that, she can't have me at all. i'd make sure she never makes another friend, i'd punish her for talking to anyone else, for falling asleep without permission, for letting her phone die. i'd hold her down and cut us both, making her see and feel how badly she hurt me, or worse- i wouldn't talk to her at all. i'd strip away every aspect of her identity, make fun of her interests until she abandons them, turning her into a blank slate, and then i'd mark her up. at first it would be little things, only letting her listen to songs i like, painting her nails my favorite color, putting a collar on her. the first time making her hurt would be soft. i'd bite a little, maybe carve hearts with our initials into her, but shallow- they'd barely sting, heal quick. then i'd make her get a tattoo for me, legally change her name to something i pick, make my ownership of her brain and body impossible to ignore. i'd start hurting her more and more, then. kicking, then moving on to a baseball bat, putting her in a shock collar. hurting her worse and worse until she'd thank me for putting my cigarettes out on her because she knew how bad it could get. i'd have her move in with me. one day, her bed would be gone, there would be a cage at the foot of my bed to sleep in instead. she'll only spend the night in there, of course, unless she misbehaves. i'll keep her in there for days, then. if she's extra good, i'll let her sleep in my bed, curled up beside me. i'll slowly start enacting the fantasies she shared in confidence so long ago, showing her gentleness she forgot i had. petting her soft hair as she eats out of a dog bowl, calling her my sweet girl, putting her in pretty dresses and praising her for taking her abuse so well, only hurting her when she speaks out of turn or breaks a rule. i'll break her. i'll ruin her. i'll make her perfect.
"i wanna be a girl" "i wish i was a boy" "in a better world i'm a puppy" WRONG you already are, get in the car loser we're going to petco & i'm getting you one of those crates the vets use to give cats shots & we're doing yr hrt in there.
i want her to protect me, to be mean to people for me, and then i want her to whimper when i put my hands on her. i want her to stalk me, to watch my every move, and then i want to watch her sleep at night. i want her to be weird and obsessive about me, and then i want to be weird and obsessive about her.
something so hot about sharing a smoke, actually. wrapping ur lips around something as someone is holding it to yr mouth? someone looking up at you as you light it for them?
thinking a lot about sex that isnt sex rn. sucking on her fingers, a gun, a beer bottle between her legs. letting her grind on my boot while i pet her hair. cumming untouched from pain alone. so many great ways to fuck without fucking <3
