i was tagged by the lovely chrysalis1996 *smile* thank you, golden!
1. your nickname - i’ve never had one. others always used just my name to describe me, probably for the better. i see chandra as sort of my inner name but no one knows about it outside tumblr.
2. your eye color - green. it’s the only part of my body that i’ve always loved. and since i believe my soul to be a dark green colour, i like to imagine that if one were to look into my eyes long enough, they would find themselves in the ancient forest of my soul
3. your hair color - it’s always been dark brown, as i’ve never dyed it. sometimes i imagine myself in a different colour but i know i wouldn’t take care of my hair properly so it’s possible i will never do it? who knows.
4 - a fact about you - uhm, i don’t know... just a few days ago i cut my hair really short for the first time in my life. it reaches my chin now. i feel very light thanks to that.
5 - favorite color - if i had to chose one i would say green (in all it’s glory from newly grown leaves to dark, forest green, deep in the woods) but i love all earthy colours, black, golden... anything really apart from very vibrant and loud ones like red, orange and yellow.
6 - favorite place - i didn’t know this tag is going to be so difficult *soft laugh* i honestly don’t think i have one. i don’t have a place that is especially dear to my heart, like i could feel safe there, at peace. they were taken away from me one by one, i think. i didn’t lose hope i will find one in the future, though. till then, i’m going to be satisfied with ‘temporary favourite moments’ when i’m in my room talking to J, or when i’m sitting in the park during a really nice weather, reading a book with no one interrupting me, or just this lovely place my mind sometimes drifts off to when i imagine all the possibilities of life without any dark thoughts ruining it for me.
7 - favorite celebrity - again, i’m afraid i don’t have one. sure, i love quite a few artists and they have a special place in my heart but i wouldn’t call them my ‘favourite celebrities’ so.
8 - favorite animal - definitely bears and bees *smile* my love for bears developed first but bees found a very special place in my soul soon after (i like how they are oddly connected in the real world as well). i love all animals and i feel somewhat connected to quite a few, like wolves or crows... but these two have a much deeper meaning to me.
9 - favorite song - *soft laugh* i can’t do this, these questions are impossible! there are many songs i would say i have a soul connection with but to chose one is impossible, i’m afraid. still, since i’ve known yndi halda i thought this is how my soul could sound like.
10 - favorite book - i’m glad this is the last time i will have to say ‘i don’t have one’ in this tag *laugh* there are so many tittles that changed me, inspired me... words that felt so oddly like my own. soul mate writers i’ve found in between pages like Virginia Woolf or Sylvia Plath... or biographies of people i’ve read that made my heart ache like Tove Jansson’s for example, adventures I found fascinating and I swallowed page by page, hungry for more like Tolkien’s the Lord of the Rings or Dumas’s Three Musketeers... It’s impossible to chose one, or name just a few. All periods of my life have different favourite books and they all play an important role in my life.
i’m tagging she-wrote-the-sky, forestedland, ladylindy, nepheleae, wimpers, cold-winter-days, naryamirie and anyone else that feels like doing it *smile*