#lambdatauri

[andys-not-a-dad]

ay Jonesy for that "break down a character" thing, how about your Actual Daughter, cassandra de rolo?

OH BOYYYYYYYYY MAYBE??????i mean i dont have a lot equip to go with but.... bUT!!!??? BUT!!!it’s highly considerable

[fatcowboys]

@lambdatauri i play on xbox actually oops

[jonesylium]

lambdatauri replied to your photo “Perks of being the artsy kid: you can make personalized cards...”

jonesy these are beautiful!!! :O

THANK u frond!! <3 <3 

[andys-not-a-dad]

lambdatauri replied to your photoset ““Sorry”, they say, as they keep polluting every social network they...”

that coat combined with that little vest? fuckin GET IT jonesy

*ego swells a bit* huehuehue thenk yiu >:3

[andys-not-a-dad]

lambdatauri replied to your post “Ops, bee-pilot —> i-jonesy.. Because jonesy or even j0nesy, was...”

is j0ns3y taken, or is that too much, do you think? :0

i actually considered jon3sy but it made very homestuck

not that it’s bad but... i mean... uhm...actally....i could..... UOMMMMMM

[andys-not-a-dad]

*inoccentely whistles*

[andys-not-a-dad]

lambdatauri answered:

“@lambdatauri  answered: [[MOR] : i think dysphoria is more about…”

oh! I’m sorry, I didn’t realize you were nonbinary!!! then yes, that would probably be dysphoria. and if it impacts the way you feel about yourself or your general mood, I would probably say it’s worth putting thought into.

no problem at all, it’s not like i ever made an official c.o. i tend to avoid talking about this issues in general, but this is a good place to talk about it and i really had to lift a weight of my chest. i talked with two other freinds of mine and helped me find relief, but that was the very first time i felt that unfitting. talking about it with you is relieving too( so many thankies to you too when i wrote that first post the thought of it was actually distracting me from basic tasks…

[andys-not-a-dad]

@lambdatauri  answered:

: i think dysphoria is more about your “phsyical sex” feeling foreign to you; i think this is probably not fitting with gender stereotypes :> well i think it coudl fit. i consider myself non-binary, with no further or more explicit definition since i am still pretty new to the gender discourse and such, so my biological sex is definetly foreing to me. i don’t feel like it.  and if no one points me out that i actually have breasts, i am fine with being just a “they” me. i even FORGET that i own a vagina? those things do not tie me at the “ beign female” prospective. they are just things i have like bones and blood. they dont MAKE ME FEEL female.. but when i am in front of people who see me for what i look like and assume i should and will have certain desires/ behaviours/ looks… that’s when it get upsetting to me. but maybe you are right and i am overreacting. i just had a normal discussion with my grannies soon after havign wrote that post and for several hours later that day i honesly thought havign breast surjery wasnt that bad of idea. lookign outside how i feel inside. for others more than for me really, but i guess they wouldnt understand( not out of malice, more out of genuine incapability of getting it)  really so it’s not even worth bothering about i, is it?