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Nobody fucking understands how SERIOUS I am about needing to be VIOLENTLY given affection! NO DONT “oh but what if I hurt you🥺” DON’T GIMMIE THAT BS! HUG ME SO HARD MY RIBCAGE BREAKS! LEAVE BRUISES ON MY HANDS FROM HOW TIGHT YOU HOLD THEM!
Like at least try to prove you love me, or do you?
I almost melted my favorite container the other day and I think I would've actually been too distraught to exist if I did. I physically can't eat cheap instant food if it's not put into this container. And I wouldn't be able to buy it again because it's something I got in a package from a friend in a different province.
Conclusion: I need to be more careful with my specific containers and utensils or I will starve to death
I'm not saying I'm uncomfortable being a human but if I could have animal ears, horns and a tail I absolutely would, no hesitations.
Fuck the weirdos + pedophiles coming into jiraiblr to get a "mentally ill gf." I'm mentally ill not desperate.
Me with some blogs: Like, reblog, reblog again, spam like, comment, like, like, like WOW THIS IS GREAT
Me with other blogs: am I being weird? They’re super relatable and cool but what if they think I’m being weird? What if they block me because I’m spam liking? I gotta be normal, I’m so gross, I’m a fucking creep aren’t I? Ew Ew Ew!
If you ever feel the rushing weight of guilt and self-deprication, if you ever feel like the worst person on my planet. Just remember that if you were a fictional character you'd have at least one superfan out there that would defend you until their dying breath ♡
This fgcking bleeding discrimination is bullshit ×.×
Like I bleed against my will from my reproductive organs and it's "a natural part of being female" and the pain "isn't that bad, you need to just be set to live with it"
But when I bleed voluntarily from my arms and thighs it's "really fucked up that you'd do that to yourself" and I "need to tell your psychiatrist about that, Hitsuji" NO FVCK OFF YOULL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!!
Trying get better and answering asks and interacting with people because literally all my followers, mutuals and followed blogs are super cool and great. But my social anxiety is somehow even worse on the internet that it is IRL
Like my ask box is literally called "gimmie attention" but everytime I get an ask I get all nervous and start shaking LIKE WTF DO I SAY? It's like I'm tryna talk to a hallway crush but it's so patheticccc!!! If anyone I'm following sends me an ask I think I might flatline-
