Hitsuji the Lambmine♥︎

[lambmine]

Lambmine

A combination of the words "lamb" a young sheep, and "landmine" an explosive. A volatile member of the herd as fragile as a bomb.

You can call me Hitsuji on this blog! A jirai sheep ready to bleat all my miserable thoughts and complaints into the empty field. I'd like to recieve an echo one day, so my ask box is open~♡

°•☆ Use any pronouns you'd like for me, I am a Sheepshifter after all! (Genderfluid)

°•☆ Out of a 5 year relationship. I seek friendship bcz I've learned I cannot be romantically attracted to someone I haven't formed a bond with first.

°•☆ I’m 19, so I’d prefer anyone young not follow this vent blog. I will still be adding the read more divider to any r-18 vents or post with nsfw themes

°•☆ I don't really have a DNI just- don't like my blog? don't bother. And if you do anyways I'll just block you. °•☆ This blog is a landfill where I go to dump all the things in my head I won't share with the therapist. May trigger those with issues, and those without.

°•☆ Diagnosis Anxiety. But I think there's something else wrong. I mean, I'm a cvttr, I regularly deprive myself of food and can't function properly in public. I won't put lables on it, lest I get nuked by the fakeclaim police or smthn

Tags

#🐏🩹: general tag for anything non-vent related. Probably won’t use much.

#SheepSketch🐏🎨: Vent artwork, if i post any :P

#SteppedOnLambmine🐏💣: general vents and rants

#EchoBleat🐏🗯: Reblogs and asks

Dead Tags

#Unserious bleats☆.•°

#Lambmine triggered★☆★

#TheEwesGuard🐏💌

Interests include...

🐏 Yuri(recommendations always welcome)

🐏 Alnst

🐏 Love & Deepspace

🐏 Cookie Run: Kingdom

🐏 Pjsk

🐏 Pokemon

🐏 Doll Customs (LPS especially)

🐏 Obey Me!!

🐏 Higurashi

🐏 JJK

🐏 any anime (again, recconemdations are excitedly welcomed :D)

[letherfallasleep]

PLEASE READ THIS IF U ARE ON €D/4ANABLUR.

I’m not here to help you with your mental health. That’s not my job. I can’t control you. But I’m here to warn people, especially the kids on here.

There is a very infamous internet terrorist group called 764.

They are TARGETING groups that suffer from mental health issues, very specifically £D groups online. On platforms like Tumblr, Twitter, TikTok, etc.

YOU DO NOT KNOW WHO YOU ARE TALKING TO ONLINE.

764 is known for grooming people into joining their Discord and telegram groups, and it starts slow. It’s love bombing, they’ll say they want to be 4Ana buddies, they’ll say they understand, that theyre ur age and theyre also struggling. But really theyre grooming and love bombing you. They will start slow and steadily start to desensitize you to things like g0re, s3lf-h4rm, and CSAM. Theyll ask for nvde body checks and then bam. It’s over, theyre blackmailing you, forcing you to do worse and worse and worse. It’s gotten to the point that either you’ll just kys or you’ll end up being forced to hurt someone else. MULTIPLE school sh00tings and attempted school sh00tings have been under the influence of this terrorist group. Please for the love of God, do NOT trust anyone on here.

The FBI has flagged this as a genuine terrorist group, they are a HUGE organization using mainstream apps like discord, telegram, even ROBLOX to promote and talk to minors and groom them into this hell.

DO NOT SEND BODY CHECKS, DONT TALK ABOUT ADDRESSES, SCHOOLS, IPS, PHONE NUMBERS, ANYTHING THAT COULD EVER BE USED AGAINST YOU.

Please look more into this group if you’re curious. Be warned, looking into it can be extremely triggering.

IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS BEING TARGETED OR BLACKMAILED BY ANYONE, PLEASE GO TO THE POLICE. YOU WILL NOT GET IN TROUBLE, ESPECIALLY AS A MINOR. PLEASE GET HELP BEFORE IT GETS WORSE.

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Pls reblog this a lot guys.

[thelittledaily-deactivated20260]

REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️

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[thelittledaily-deactivated20260]

REBLOG THIS TO GIVE THE PERSON YOU REBLOGGED THIS FROM A GOLD STAR BECAUSE THEY’VE BEEN STELLAR TODAY AND THEY DESERVE IT ⭐️

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[cute-landmine]

I deserve praise for the amount of restrain i have for not cvtting my arms

[lambmine]

I think I wanna have some seconds, this tas-

You weigh more than your boyfriend.

I'm feeling too tired to walk there, I'm gonna just get a bus ri-

You weigh more than your boyfriend.

I was gonna keep breakfast small but I wanna add a-

You weigh more than your boyfriend.

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normal people are just as weird as me.

Guys I used to be friends with: "cvtting is weird, it's literally so cringe and embarrassing, you're just hurting yourself and didn't even go through anything."

*Not even an hour later*

"I wouldn't mind having a scar, scars are cool! I kinda wanna give myself one, like on the eye or shoulder."

What's the point of having scars when you don't go through anything to deserve them though? Isn't that what you said? You're just doing it for attention too? You're a cvtter hm? oh, you don't like that tho? Too bad.

[lambmine]

Cw: $Ĥ rant

"For once value me over a blade."

I always knew I was addicted to self harm, but hearing that made it sink in. I don't know if im ready to get better, but knowing how much it hurt him to know I can't even fight myself off for his sake feels worse than anything I've ever endured.

I want to cvt, I want to see my scars so permanent they never fade, I want to bleed just enough for my mind to be soothed. I never want my skin to be unmarried by my actions.

But I don't want to hurt my love. I wish he just saw this how I do.

We aren't as similar as i thought.

[lambmine]

Date fit~ + the sweater I bought + haul of things I bought♡

I actually won the strawbi hello kitty at a claw machine in the arcade. Took a painstaking half hour. BUT I DID IT ALL BY MYSELF!!

[lambmine]

I wanna take a walk around my grandma's neigbourhood but the nearest gas station is a 45 minute walk away....

Would be so easy to loose weight if I live out here. Nothing in arms reach. If I want something, I've gotta get up and walk to it myself

Also it's late and as beautiful as it is I might get jumped. Lotta skeets out here

[lambmine]

Plz wish me good lucky for chemistry exam landmines. I dont wanna die, I dont wanna do this. Im gonna fail, I hate vertyhing uuuhhnnd. Sjdhdn ugh hng mfmfhdb akahbz whrv

[lambmine]

Give me strong zero

Send me a -196

I want to hold a cold can in my hands and charge into the sun

[lambmine]

Every time I see a cool makeup look on here and then I check the blog to realize it’s someone like 15-17

WHY IS EVRRYONE BETTER AT MAKEUP THAN MEEE? I CANT EVEN MAKE MY FACE LOOK PRETTIER BECAUSE EVRRYTIME I DO PIEN-EYE MAKEUP MY DARK CIRCLES SCREW IT UPPPP

[justtcute]

Jirai community every two weeks :

Adding here since I have no space on my pinned.

By : @rotting-lilac

[lambmine]

where did u get the knife from in ur last post?? i couldnt comment to ask this ^^;

There's a kiosk in my local mall that sells engraved stuff, piercings and a few cool knives. The knife itself is a Tac-Force product, and they do sell through Amazond depending on where you live. I'm Canadian and literally just have it bcz it looks cool lol

[lambmine]

Biggest flex

The knife in my intro post i actually own. It was a gift from the bf

[lambmine]

May liveblog the events of today. Waiting for guard dog at the mall now.

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I bought a bubble tea and SPILLED IT ON MY HAND, not all of it, but still. Ick. He's left me waiting a while because his friends are taking a while to get ready. I miss having him all to myself tbh

[lambmine]

I bought JJK 0 blu-ray, for the Okkotsu collection. I need more of him for my shelf.

[lambmine]

Mcdonal

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We've been playing switch games and drawing for thr past however many hours. My bf's friend had a snake named water white :3

He likes my tights hehe

[lambmine]

His friends are now also my friends. Life is good. :]