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[katthesl00t]

Days of productivity :21/100

summation is hard

Jonathan Roxmouth is honestly boosting my willpower to live

Listening to : Being Alive -Jonathan Roxmouth

[katthesl00t]

Days of productivity :22/100

Falling in love with too many songs!!!

Listening to: Memory - Elaine Page

[katthesl00t]

days of productivity :18/100?

i literally just put my notes on the table and was ready to start mugging when my dad knocked on the door and was like :"eyyyyyy lets go out to eat! :D"

so of course,

i switched off the lights and went to have a lovely meal with my parents :)

[katthesl00t]

Days of productivity :13/100 oof i havent been updating i swear ive been doing work

Hahah currently waiting for my group interview to be the president of my CCA uwu i hope i dont freeze up

[katthesl00t]

Days of productivity :16/100?

Hahah haven't been updating my days of productivity because honestly I just started getting back on it?

Listening to: GeniusBrain podcast- Living with social anxiety

I don't really know, was really in the slumps this past week but welp mid years are coming way too soon

sighpie honestly i dont know why im doing this but I uh listened to this podcast and Joe reminded me of smt-you can control your life, yes you're going to be in the slumps that's understandable, yes you're going to feel frustrated but that's all a part and parcel of life! We are so fixated on the idea that we have to be perfect 24/7 but that ain't living bro. We should never feel guilty for feeling something other than happiness, we shouldn't feel as if we're weak or worse off than someone else! You're!! Not!! Weak!!!

If you think you're all alone, know that you're not

Even if you don't remember, there's someone out there who loves you and cares for you even though they don't know how to help you right now

Everyday is a new day, a new day to be better than you were

Don't ever think that you have to square up to society's standards, take things at your own pace and never compare yourself to others alright?

[katthesl00t]

Days of productivity :12/100

Questionably healthy lunch+dinner omg i need to nOt eat so much at a go idk why but i was HUNGRY i ate 2 eggs 2.5 bread slices sm cheese and a whole can of tuna what is this i havent felt this full in awhile? i feel kinda goodbut also a lil gross???? also my weight managed to drop a lil more! at the start of the year i was at my heaviest at 62.0kg and now it's 58.8kg! Im really happy about that :) honestly, the first 2kg was probably because i wasnt eating right when sch began and thats distasteful (literally) idk why but recently ive been eating more and getting a better appetite? haha maybe its cuz I've been a lil happier and praying a lil harder i hope i can rebuild my faith again hahah maybe then i can be more at peace with myself

idk sometimes i feel bad when i look at my health and appearance, it's not where i want it to be yet but im trying to find time to make it happen

maybe when i get there ill have a lot more confidence in myself and i can be

Better

Also today i read some phantom of the opera in the car and on the bus ride home! Ahhh they're coming to perform in my hometown tomorrow but i didn't manage to buy the tickets!! :( so now I'm just blasting phantom of the opera music hahahah

I was walking home with a pair of headphones today and honestly it made me realise how little self confidence i had and how self conscious i am, i kept thinking"omg nobody does this its so bulky and people are probably staring and wondering why is some girl wearing headphones" and honestly reflecting on it? People probably did NOT care and they really shouldn't, I've just got to be a lil less paranoid at people's judgement.

Tbh I hate that I'm like this

I just want to be more outspoken and embrace how my body looks and feel better about myself

[katthesl00t]

Today's haul :D

Got some fly sunglasses at 3 for $10 oof one of the nose things fell off so I've got to get a replacement for that

AND I got Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them from Kinokuniya for $8!!! WHAT A STEAL

Honestly today has been the best days I've ever had in awhile considering all the stress I've been under. This week was a trying week but I'm ready to get the grind on :>

[katthesl00t]

Taking single pringle self on a date :)

FROZEN 2 IS SO GOOD EVERY SONG IS SUCH A BOP