Feb 9, 2016
@laquea
“kate, i love you.”
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@laquea
“kate, i love you.”
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WHAT NO I’M NOT WORTHY
“You don’t give a damn about me.” ha ,,,,,,,,, ha ,
Written For you || Accepting.
“ What, because I laughed at the VIDEO that everyone else in the school was laughing about, too? Honestly, Kate, why did you go tothat VORTEX PARTY ? I can’t believe you’re getting on my casewhen I’m clearly not the only one who laughed.” Juliet narrowed hereyes at the other – She firmly believed it was shitty how Kate waspointing her out in the masses. Ignoring their friendship, which, hadbeen great – when they were like 12, and this was Blackwell..
“ Every action has it’s consequence and yours was going to that partywith people you knew don’t respect you. That’s what it’s like being in the vortex. “ Juliet’s changed since then; BITCH was the right word.
laquea Oh It’s That Girl
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“I remember you. Anyways, Max isn’t here right now if that’s who you’re looking for. She’s off with mini dweeb, I mean, Warren? Fuck I’m bad with names, whatever.” Sitting on the hood of her truck, she had meant to meet up with one of her old clients looking for score some weed. So much for that though, they’d skipped out on her and now she was just sitting on the hood of her car. A curious expression crossing her face when the girl wandered in close.
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❛ DO YOU THINK e v e r y t h i n g i n t h e f u c k i n g w o r l d i s a b o u t y o u, M a r s h? No one fucking cares about that video that was put up. This is just your fifteen fucking minutes of fame, && no one needs to hear you fucking crying your entire way through it. ❜
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@laquea || cont. he doesn’t want anything from her; what he wants are those lustful eyes ( Ｇ Ｏ Ｕ Ｇ Ｅ Ｄ Ｏ Ｕ Ｔ ) looking elsewhere.
&& yes, he’s being selfish, possessive of property that isn’t even his; yet the burning jealousy still prickles on his neck claws at his gut && sets his skin burning.
he sees her eyes; he knows those eyes that look of fear and discomfort she doesn’t want to be touched – she doesn’t want to be LOOKED AT any more.
those disgusting creeps, they don’t know kate, they know a VIDEO – ᵃ ˢᵗᵘᵖᶦᵈ ᵍᵒᵈᵈᵃᵐᶰ ᶠᵘᶜᵏᶦᶰᵍ ᵖᶦᵉᶜᵉ ᵒᶠ ˢʰᶦᵗ ᵛᶦᵈᵉᵒ – not HER. and they never DESERVE to, either – their unwanted hands should never be allowed to wander near.
&& he mumbles, “ i’m not your goddamn bodyguard, ” but there is no hesitation; && he steps closer to her as he speaks, makes it look like they’re having a conversation.
it is with a swooping sensation of hot pride in his stomach that he notes how the boy who had been staring so lustfully starts to back off when he sees the prescott move closer to kate.
@laquea | CONT.
Desperation clung to him like his own shadow. He was breaking down. Fear gripped every inch of his being. He had quit his meds, cold turkey. A little rebellion of sorts. The problem was how much harder it was to run from his thoughts when he wasn’t doped up. Not to mention the withdraws. He felt sick and weak. He was shaking and a panic attack was very likely. There was no one in the world he could trust.
His eyes are begging. He knows she should fear him, should HATE him. He had done something awful to her. It wasn’t as if he couldn’t relate. Time and time again, he lost himself with the man. He rarely wanted to think about those times he was unaware. He shivers at the thought.
The fact that she’s a victim makes him feel connected to her. He feels such GUILT that he doesn’t want. He should be far away from her, but he was begging her to stay by his side. Pathetic Nathan. Fucking Pathetic. He felt so nauseous in that moment. Her body feels so small. So fragile.
His arms wrap around her, and he felt such a weight. GUIL.T GUILT. GUILT. What an awful thing. Fresh bruises are the only thing that make her head on his chest even noticeable. “Do you hate me…?”
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send me ☼ and i’ll bold all those that apply to your muse:
I would hurt you if the opportunity presented itself | I never want to see you again | I’m jealous of you | I find you attractive | I find you REALLY attractive | I crave your approval | I couldn’t give a rat’s ass about your approval | I enjoy your company | I want us to have a future together | I wish we were dating | I wish we’d never met | I’ve thought about you while masturbating | I would fuck you | I’m using you | I love you | I’d take a bullet for you | I’ve been dishonest with you | I wish you’d leave me alone | I’d do anything you asked of me |