#lastthought

[vanpeltfoto]

You are the last thing I think of before falling asleep. You are the first thing I think of waking up.

(Photo: d.)

[voicelessly-tragic]

I love you, my Romeo.

[damecuratedgoods]

#thinking ON #clasps Clasps always seem like they’ve been someone’s #lastthought BUT NO! For me they are always the #firstthought ⭐️ (στην τοποθεσία Sestière Di Cannaregio, Veneto, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/dame_curatedgoods/p/CYzNE_TISAb/?utm_medium=tumblr

[brit-91]

Sick of just being just an option to people!!!

[voicelessly-tragic]

I just hope we never met.

[overthinkersthoughts8-blog]

Last thoughts about the person who made me just an option.

When we first met i was reckless. You liked that. I bent logic and principles just to justify being always available for you. I treated you like how i would someone who actually loves me back. I was stupid. You used that to your advantage. Naturally. It was seamless for you. It did not cause any confusion for you, nor did it make you feel sorry that i am in that situation. You took it all in as if you deserved it all. All that, only when you feel like. Only when your main person is not making you feel good enough, or when she is not good enough for you. Me, i was always ready for you. I always had the ears to listen to your rants, your frustrations, your hell. Always ready to give you encouragement and other things you want. Then you leave me, hanging again, waiting for the next time you will need me. I decided to use the energy i have for someone else. Someone who would actually give me back the same energy i gave out, or more. It was all great. There were rocky days, but we manage. I never compared him to you, i never compared anyone to you. Because the feelings you make me feel only last while i am with you. Once you're gone the feelings go with you. Then you would come around every once in awhile. Guess what, i still find tome for you. I even keep you as a secret from him. Not because you matter more, i guess it's more of a part of me that i can never explain to him or to anyone. I have accepted long ago that i will never be the choice. I will forever remain an option for you. You will never see me as someone you wanna be with for real. Why? I know why. It is not because i am too good to be true, nor because we fit well for each other. It is basically because you don't want to. It took me roughly 4 years to realise all this. Now i am finally certain i can remove thoughts of you in my head. I am now sure i do not need someone like you to make me feel i exist. You do not need me. So now, i am walking away. Leaving you and your undone, uncertain emotions behind.

[wanderdrey]

It will all boil down to whoever his last thoughts at night.

[blooyum]

why did you tell me you liked both of us together?.. when you and I both knew he wasnt doing the things he was suppose to do.. you would tell me this.. & I for one thought so too and admit it to you. but sometimes it doesn't work out.