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Done something big. Told our therapist how many of us there are. Shock and horror on her face, but she didn't seem upset.

She asked how we keep up with everyone. I said Amelia does (it's true. He forgets sometimes, but he's the best at *snap* oh that's —) and we have it write down.

#journal #therapy #laughter from within

I think I experience semi-hallucinations. Like, maybe I saw something. Maybe I felt something. Maybe I smelled something. But I can't be sure. I will elaborate later.

#laughter from within

It smells like Christmas. We've had a good year, hopefully it lasts.

#laughter from within #vent

Mfw 🔪 fronts for seemingly no reason and he looks upset

#that usually means a manic episode is on the horizon #laughter from within

Thinking about that time I tried to kms to get out of financial problems (in 2020) and when it failed, I refused to tell anyone to avoid hospital bills. We really do live like this, huh?

Well. We're in a better headspace now with more money and a better home so... problem solved.

#laughter from within #tw sui attempt #🦅🇺🇲 america ammiright?

Lately, I've been feeling like a small system. Like we're newly discovered and haven't found the sub/sidesystems. It's kinda guilt inducing, but I really want to go back to just having us.

I know we're really big, but maybe, all I have to worry about is my family... No more layers to discover, no more fictives, no more trauma, just established trauma and one loving family.

#laughter from within #Yeah. That's really selfish of me... I feel the need to apologize but what would a bunch of strangers care anyway lol

GTKM alter asks

A get-to-know-me game for systems who want to get to know alters with a more nuanced ask game! This is meant to be answered privately (but it's up to your system).

❤ [red heart]- Do you have a comforting object for yourself? Does it make you feel happy or trigger you out to front?

💋 [kiss]- Do you find yourself wishing you were a singlet? Do you like being a system or would you prefer being a single person?

👹 [monster]- What did you split/form from? From whom? Do you feel a certain way about it?

📍[pin]- What's your fashion taste, if you like clothes? What's your favorite outfit you've made, inside or outside?

🥀 [rose] - What's your personal dynamic with your system like? Are you all strangers, family, friends, or something else?

🍁 [leaf]- How do you spend your time when you aren't needed for something? This can be innerworld or outerworld!

🦊 [fox]- Do you feel responsible to not do things only because you're apart of a system? Does it frustrate you? Why do you feel that way?

🍊 [orange] - How does being a system affect your gender identity? Does a certain alter make you feel more fem/masc/andro? Does it make it frustrating?

🧡 [orange heart] What are you insecure about, whether it be system related or not? Do you feel like it affects how you function on a day-to-day basis?

💥[explosion]- What's your temper like? How about your general demeanor? Do you put effort into be a certain way?

🔥 [fire]- What are you passionate about? Is it different from the rest of the system? How so?

🍂 [falling leaves]- What gruges do you hold, if your comfortable sharing. This can be innerworld or outerworld.

🏵 [golden flower]- what would you say your least favorite place is, inner and/or outerworld. Why, if your comfortable sharing?

⚠️ [caution]- Did you or any other alter make a change to the body without asking or any other large choice? How did that affect you and others?

🌻 [sun flower]- Are you more of a day or night person? Is there a particular reason? Does it feel safer during the day or quieter at night?

🍋 [lemon]- What's your identity? What's your preference in partners (interpret this however you wish)? Was it hard to accept?

✴ [spark]- Does being in a system make your identity hard to manage? Do you struggle to sort your feelings for people due to blending, bleeding, and blurring?

💛 [yellow heart]- How do you express yourself when you front, if you do? Do you dress fem, masc, andro, or other? Do you style the hair of the body different? How do you express inside, if you can?

🌕 [full moon]- How did you decide to chose your name. Or: how did a nickname come about?

🥝 [kiwi]- Who's your favorite person inside? Are you friends with them or something else? Why are they your favorite?

🍐 [pear]- What's your species? If your therian, what's your therian type? If you kin something, what do you kin?

💚 [green heart] What would you say is your most obvious tell when you're fronting? Is it your accent, voice, fashion style, or other?

🌱 [sprout]- what's your age? What's your relationship to your age? Do you age every year or do you stay constant?

🌿 [plant]- What's your role? What's your relationship to your role? Do you like it? Did you form with this role or did you have to "train" for it? Formerly, what were you, if applicable?

👽- Do you feel out of place in your system? Why? Is it memories, unique circumstances, personal morals, or something else entirely?

🦚 [peacock]- How do you describe your appearance inside, if you have one? Does it line up with the body? Do you experience dysphoria with the body's height, gender, weight, species, etc?

🛢 [barrel]- What's something unique to you? What makes you set apart from your system? Your clothing style, intrests, identity, friends, morels, beliefs, etc?

🥏 [Frisbee] - Do you age regress? Is it for fun or coping? Who cares for you, if anyone? Do you care for a regressor/little? If you don't, what do you think of agere/petre/similar?

💎 [diamond]- What gifts have you received or given to the system? Have you bought something for the system or an alter, have you received a DIY gift from someone else, etc?

💙 [blue heart]- What's a topic that the system disagrees on a lot? What's your opinion on this? Does it bother you or is it something you participate in?

💤 [Z]- Why do you think you split/formed? Was it a need, or do you think it was stress? Does it upset you?

👖 [pants]- What responsibilities do you take on inside and outside the system? Do you like them or do they overwhelm you? If you had to take on one or switch on what would it be?

🌌 [galaxy]- What's a relationship inside that sticks out to you in this moment? Who do you want to talk about?

☔ [umbrella]- Why do you front? Is it responsibilities or for fun? Is it tied to your role or do you just front for the sake of it? What do you do when you front?

🫐 [blueberry]- Are you an introject? If someone outside system terminology asks you who you are, what do you say? Are you connected to your source? Do you like your source?

🎵 [music note] - What's your feelings towards the host, if you're not the host (or your system's alternative for host)? Why do you feel this way, if you don't mind sharing?

🔮 [magic] - What's some of your favorite things, system related or not? Why are they your favorite?

💜 [purple heart] - Does anyone turn to you for advice/help? What topics do they usually turn to you for? Do you think you're qualified to help with these topics?

🍇 [grapes]- If you have/could have a dedicated location inside, what would/does it look like? If you could add one sedimental thing to your own home, what would it be?

🎀 [bow]- Do you generally like your headmates? How do they make you feel? Are they comforting, do they distress you, etc?

🌺 [hibiscus]- Have you ever experienced fusion or integration? What was that like, if so? If not, what is a split like for your system?

🌷 [lilly]- What are some rules inside that everyone follows? Do you have to avoid talking about certain topics, are you not allowed to cuss around the littles, etc?

🧁 [cupcake]- How do you describe your symptoms? How do you describe plurality? Does being a system feel like a medical condition that makes you miserable or something else?

🍑 [peach]- What's an opinion you have that the system seems to disagree with, if you want to share. If not, what's your personal metaphor for systemhood?

🌸 [pink flower]- Do you have a "system leader?" If so, what's your opinion on them? Do they irk you or are you fine with going along with them. If you don't, who would you elect as leader in your system?

🍨 [sweet treat]- What food is "safe" to you? Does a certain food comfort you? Why? Does food have an odd texture? Do you eat weird things compared to the rest of the system?

🦢 [swan]- Would you forgive an abuser or would you rather something bad happen to them? What are your feelings around them?

🤍 [white heart]- What's your opinion on the system community as a whole? Has it been helpful to you?

💭 [thought bubble]- If you had a do-over, would you prefer you were never traumatized? Do you personally have trauma memories, does that affect your answer?

🦄 [unicorn] - Who do you know best out of everyone? What do you know about them (if you and them are comfortable sharing!)? Are you friends, lovers, dating, or other?

🍭 [lollipop] - Do you interact with NPCs inside, if they exist? What are they like? Do they appear real or are they just there? Are they animals or humanoid? If there aren't NPCs, do you wish there were?

🃏[joker]- WildCard! What's your personal style of humor? Is it sarcastic and edgy, warm and fun-loving, honest and subtle, or aggressive and constant? What type of content do you joke about? How do you deliver it? Is it: self-deprecating, wordplay, surreal, dark, bodily, or physical?

#laughter from within #system ask game #ask game #feel free to rb this if you find it helpful; regardless of opinions ✨ /gen