aghh what do i call this SEMI SELF-INDULGENT OTHERKIN MOODBOARD! based on one of my kintypes/past lives.
LOTS of rambling under the cut. like/rb appreciated!
NOW PLAYING: Moonlight Blue by Miracle of Sound !!
ok ngl i love that song so much because it's SO ME it fits me and my past lives so much but i never really looked into what the song was actually about, so i looked into it and i found out it's about ranni from elden ring and i looked into her and now I'm kinsidering her..... i am NOT surprised.
ANYWAYS!!!!!! yeah i always wanted to make a personal moodboard based on this idea :3 just a quick explanation about my kintype! basically i was (in a past life) a deity of some sort. i was a deity of many things, but mainly the moon and the sea. one of my favorite pastimes was writing about the lives of characters as if they were real people, sculpting those characters using raw materials from the environment, and then giving them life with a small piece of my soul. and they would go on to live the life i wrote for them, like an unfolding destiny.
and then my happy carefree life went away after my soul got shattered into hundreds if not thousands of pieces. whoopsies! three main pieces of my soul would go on to be reborn as separate people in separate worlds. these people would be my "3 biggest fiction kintypes," moonlight cookie, ocean queen Lizzie, and sunny omori. the first two makes sense, as i was a deity of the moon and sea, and those two are technically deities of the moon and sea as well. as for sunny i cannot tell you!
i know all of that sounds really fantastical, and some might think it's just fiction borne from the wildest dreams of some random girl on the internet, but i don't fucking care what i think this is who i am!!!!!!
in terms of this current life, I've always been drawn to moon/space and sea aesthetics, but moreso the moon. i remember looking up at it and seeing it as an extension of myself and kinda crying.
although I'm ngl i don't know very much about space and the sea because i have trouble doing research and learning things but i guess we can't have everything
anyway yeah we got a lil personal there but that's okay i LOOOVVEEE yapping about myself if that's not already obvious
oh yeah, and if you think I'm crazy and you want to send me hate for this go jump off a building
isabelle icons, rb + credit if used
c: nso official art ; for @lavendergalactic's 100 event!
day 001 - an edit from your childhood movie/game/show etc!
" two characters from different medias that you think will get along well "
doll's sister chose these 2 since they had no one in mind . . . i did mitsuri already but doll honestly thinks these 2 would get along well!! might do more kny characters . . .
for @lavendergalactic's event - day 3: a character you most relate to
Kaoru Kurita rentry graphics
Kaoru is a character that I seriously relate to. He’s my highest synpath. I love him so much, I think transphobes should leave him alone. I mean………. I latch onto him so much as transmasc rep. Like. Um. Help..
“ an edit from your childhood show/game/movie/etc. ”
MUSA & STELLA GRAPHICS! open them for better quality! the photos may be a bit crunchy, so i apologize.... tao lang ako guys ........
art credits: chibimica.art
rambling + alt versions of the graphics and an extra Stella graphic under the cut.
like and rb please!!!!! i like attention!!!!!!!!!!!1 credits are appreciated but not forced, don't claim as your own. you have to credit the artist though!
NOW PLAYING: Harmonix from Winx Club !!
Harmonix is my fav transformation song <3
first time doing an event omg
Winx club was a foundational basis of my childhood, and musa and Stella were my favorite characters! Musa turned out to be one of my fictionkintypes, and well, Stella can do no wrong if you ask me. although they did her personality so dirty in some of the seasons...
i intended to make just Musa graphics but i was like FUCK IT let's make Stella graphics too. idrk how i feel about the masks i use on the Stella graphics on the left and right? but whatever! it's done now and I'm ok with it.
here's the extras <3 the ones with the square frames but without the blur and lens flare, and another Stella graphic!
omg what else was i going to say. whatever
i edited these icons while cleaning the house
i can't wait to get attention for doing this now. /j
nothing in the world belongs to me, but my love, mine all mine !!
day 7 of @lavendergalactic's event
“ a character you would die for. / an edit from a new interest of yours. ”
FRIEREN ( and himmel ) EDITS! guh i put so much effort into these and I'm so proud of them... really finishing off this event with a bang! thank you so much for this event, lavender, it was so fun. <3
ring 3d model (1st photo)
rambling under the cut. like/rb appreciated!
NOW PLAYING: My Love Mine All Mine by Mitski !!
please watch this edit pls pls pls pls pls pls pls it's so good PLEASE
anyway yeah i love sousou no frieren sm it's my type of series fr i love fantasy i love stories that focus more on the characters' lives and arcs RAAAAAHHHH
i just had to edit frieren and himmel too yk yk <3 they're so QPR coded but i also love the unrequited elements
I'm so so proud of the 3 graphics at the top... like sure i kinda did conform to popular editing "trends" or styles in this community (?) but fuck you all i don't care I'm happy
darling play your violin, don't dare regret anything. . .
day 3 of @lavendergalactic's event
“ a character you most relate to. ”
SUNNY OMORI GRAPHICS! use for any purposes. don't tag this with anything that will imply you are sunny.
rambling under the cut. like/rb appreciated!
NOW PLAYING: Because Dreaming Costs Money, My Dear by Mitski !!
fun fact! Sunny OMORI is literally me. HWUAHSHJAXUJAYDNDHJDHKADHJADHHDH he's like one of the first fictionkin i kinfirmed (basically the first one I realized was actually a fictkin) and even before that i felt such a strong and profound connection to him when i learned about omori and eventually played it. so of course, i selected him for this theme because it's so fitting! god he's so me
i associate this song with him a lot (partly because of the lyrics mentioning a violin, lolz) so yeah
honestly I'm starting to feel like my graphics are a bit plain compared to others but it's not fair to compare myself to them because they've been editing for longer (i edited stuff before, for my rentrys, but they were really simple lol) so i will just allow myself to learn and improve :3
also omg here's an extra of the middle graphic w/o the text