Alter Intros- Layci
TW! (added by Lexa)- Mentions of self harm, ab*se, psychological torture, childhood trauma, and attempted s*icide.
I'm Layci, and I am a persecutor in the Harmony System. I am the same age as the body and I have been here since we were bodily eight years old. I am the system's primary persecutor, meaning that most of the other members of the system view me as a horrible person, especially since I was responsible for our suicide attempt, most of our suicidal thoughts and tendencies, and our self harm addiction. I view my role differently than most people, so it's controversial- my job is quality control. I want to make sure we are the best that we can be. I formed because we were going through a lot of traumatic experiences, and I came up with ways to cope and keep us safe from the people who were hurting us. Everything I do is to make sure nothing like that ever happens again, and the best way to do that is by making the other alters stronger. I think a lot of the other alters are weak and pathetic, and I want to either make them better or get rid of them. I'm not picky. I do 'mean' things to them sometimes, things that most people would consider forms of abuse or torture, because it will either break them or make them stronger. I genuinely believe that they deserve everything I do and say to them. I work primarily through internal communication, so I spend a lot of time saying 'mean' things to other alters. Sometimes those things do damage to the body as well, like when I would tell other alters to hurt themselves or to attempt suicide. I eventually stopped causing suicidal thoughts because I realized if anyone acted on them, I would be harmed as well. I still tell the others to hurt themselves while they are in the body sometimes because I think it's a fair punishment for showing weakness or vulnerability or doing anything that compromises our safety. However, nobody has acted on what I have told them in almost two years.
I realize I'm probably going to get a lot of hate just for posting, but I honestly do not give a fuck. I am not for everyone. I do hope that maybe some other persecutors will resonate with this and feel seen. It would be nice if persecutors were more accepted, even if we're 'mean', but I'm not holding my breath. Here's what I look like.
