with the other boys posting their dedications, liamās death has completely gut punched me and denial has become reality in real time. i think about the girls i spent that period of my life with, the community we felt and shared. i think about them tonight in their respective homes with their respective partners, children, pets and wish them the very same love and warmth that we shared those years ago.
the darkest hours of my life were supported by this band and the boys as individuals and the community they curated all around the world, you were never alone. with the time that has passed and the stories that have been swirling for years, they will always be the boys and liam will be mourned for who he was and not what had become of him. i grieve the time and the part of him that brought the world together.
i donāt condone who he had grown into and victims deserve the recognition in this too.
