So I started dating my best friend not even a month ago, but I can't explain how much I care about him. Like he's so good with words and can just be super smooth, and I suck at expressing how I feel with him. I've just never been so happy with someone. I can tell we have a long relationship ahead of us, and I really don't want it to end, and that's a first for me. I'm usually really bad with relationships. I have commitment problems, and pretty much have the mindset of a guy where I don't want to stick with the same person for long, but it's different with him. I've never connected with someone so perfectly. I want to spend the rest of forever with him. Like I want to drop the "L Bomb" but I don't want to move too fast and scare him. I just don't want to ever do anything to lose him. Rant over.