#leaving maybe

[thesecondhead-blog]

Hallo been a looongg time

I got sad news.... I moved on and stuff.. and i will not be on tumblr anymore.. but if you want me to make a different tumblr reply to this and i will make a new one, and if you want contact and see more art.

http://monosai.deviantart.com/ Click this link and every few other weeks i make free gift art to people who watch me, and Llama. But i’ll be here all night waiting for all of you if there’s enough that is.

[entesi]

please don't leave forever, we care about you.

I said in the journal that people’s opinions on the matter won’t be changing my mind. It’s not that I don’t care, it’s just that if I make a decision, I’m sticking to it.

Obviously I’m not truly leaving forever. I’ll still be on the internet. Just as someone completely different. I’ll have to change art styles, make new friends, and change personality, but that’s all worth it considering how much shit my ‘Entesi’ persona puts me through.

If I do change myself completely, I may message some of my close friends whom I trust wouldn’t give away my identity, and whom would try their best to not bring me into issues. Again, it’s not that I don’t care about these issues, it’s because it’s getting extremely hard to cope with all this bullshit, especially since a lot of my friends are trying to drag me into it because I’m the type of person who would do anything to help someone. I can’t always do that for people. I need help too, you know. And if my help is to change myself completely to avoid getting into the drama (which most I didn’t start of want to start) then so be it.

Thanks for reading this long message, and I love you all very much. <3

[chrysanthemumskies]

I think if I was to leave no one would really notice or care, but then I also feel like I wouldn't be burdening anyone with my silly and oftentimes stupid rambles and then I just go to myself

"No one cares so stop even trying"

and end up on a loop.