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un jeong using his telekinesis like a child leash on chae ni will never not make me cry insane tears of joy thats his rabid 10lb pound dog geared to the maxxx for her master
Across From You
©doomgurlfics .àłàż
Synopsis: A holiday-obsessed editor and her reserved neighbor keep running into each other in the most inconvenient, and charming, ways. From awkward collisions in the elevator to icy mishaps and unexpected favors, their growing connection proves that sometimes the best gifts are waiting just across the hall.
Pairing: Non-Idol Eunwoo x Reader
Word Count: 11,201
Content: Slow burn, Holiday romance, Boy next door, Found comfort, Mutual pining, Shy MMC
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, Cursing, coarse language
A/N: Hi beautiful people! à§ â§âË đ” â Merry Christmas!! Iâm dropping Christmas gift early because I couldnât wait! I hope you guys enjoy because I had a lot of fun writing it! Love yâall đđđ«¶đœ
Winter is your favorite season.
While many complain that everything dies during this time of year. That the days are shorter, the nights colder, and the critters more determined to sneak inside your house. You donât mind any of it.
You revel in the chance to layer up, indulge in every holiday treat imaginable, and dive headfirst into the most whimsical time of all.
Christmas.
Your absolute favorite holiday. From decorating to baking to gift giving, Christmas has always held a special place in your heart. And this year is no different.
Well⊠maybe youâve gone a tiny bit overboard.
The massive shopping bag cutting into your palms, stuffed to the brim with wrapping paper, ornaments, table toppers, lights, and at least three impulse buys, makes it nearly impossible to see anything in front of you.
When the elevator doors slide open, you step out with the excitement of someone ready to turn their apartment into a winter wonderland.
But unfortunately, your impaired vision betrays you. Immediately.
You walk straight into something, more like someone, as solid as a wall.
âOof,â you blurt, stumbling back as your balance wavers. Strong arms shooting out to catch you before you topple backward.
Reorienting yourself, you lower the bag just enough to finally see who you crashed into, and your stomach drops.
Before you stands your mystery neighbor. The fine one.
Shit.
âOh! Hey, uhââ you stutter, brain scrambling because you still donât know his name. âIâm so sorry, I didnât realize someone was standing at the entrance. I hope youâre not hurt.â
The elevator doors try to close but his broad frame keeps the sensors triggered.
He just⊠stares. Thick brows drawn, expression unreadable, like heâs been stunned or trying to figure out what exactly hit him.
Reality seems to bring him back and he steps to the side, giving you room to actually leave the elevator. âNo worries⊠do you need help?â He asks.
His voice is deep, yet soft, the kind of voice that makes the tiny hairs under your scarf stand at attention.
You shake your head quickly. âNo, I think I can manage. Thank you.â
He nods once and steps fully into the elevator, allowing the doors to slide shut.
You stand there dumbfounded, pouting at your own reflection in the metal. Why do you have to make a fool of yourself every time you run into him?
Mystery Neighbor lived across the hall in Apartment 1705. Tall, handsome, and criminally quiet. Heâd never said more than five words to you in a single exchange, which is exactly why, after five months, you still had no clue what his name was.
He was impossible to read, and even more impossible to catch, so moments like these were rare.
And you always managed to screw them up.
With a sigh, you adjust your overflowing bags and wrestle with your keys, struggling to unlock your apartment.
Better luck next time⊠if the universe decides to give you one.
âêłâąâ *°ââ.àłàż*:*â ââ
Your living room looks like the North Pole threw up on it. Discarded ornaments everywhere, abandoned lights sprawled across the rug, garland draped messily over the couch.
Youâve been hard at work decorating your Christmas tree. Or, you would be, if you could figure out why the hell the lights wonât turn on.
You paid over fifty dollars for these incandescent lights. Fifty. Dollars.
So these suckers are turning on one way or another.
All week youâve been itching to get this tree up, delayed Amazon packages and your overloaded work schedule tag-teaming to push it off. Now that you finally have the time, these tiny little bulbs want to cop out on you.
âDamn it!â you whine, tossing the lights away in defeated frustration.
Cashew, your long-haired dachshund, gives you a tilted-head stare like youâve personally offended him with your incompetence.
You huff out a breath. You need a break before you commit a crime against holiday décor.
âWanna go for a walk?â you ask your pup, crouching down to ruffle his fur.
His tail immediately goes wild, and you take that as a yes.
Laughing softly, you gather his leash and the tiny sweater you bought on impulse. The one that reads Santaâs #1 Helper. You canât help yourself; you take a thousand photos of Cashew posing like a reluctant Christmas model before finally slipping into your own coat.
âOkay, letâs go!â
The two of you make your way down to your apartmentâs dog park, one of your favorite amenities mostly because itâs residents-only and usually quiet.
Spotting just one owner and their dog inside, you deem it safe enough to bring Cashew in. Heâs practically dragging you forward, as soon as you open the gate, eager to run free.
âHold on, buddy, let me close the gate,â you laugh, fumbling behind as he strains against the leash.
The other dog is slightly bigger than Cashew, a fluffy white Bichon FrisĂ© trotting circles at her ownerâs feet.
Not sure yet if sheâs friendly, you keep Cashew tethered while he sniffs around like an investigative journalist.
You pull out your phone, googling the brand of lights you bought, praying someone has a resolution to your issue.
Youâre so engrossed in reviews that you donât even notice the other dog approaching until sheâs weaving between your legs with Cashew darting after her, tangling the leash around your ankles.
You yelp as you pitch forward, mentally preparing to faceplant directly into dog shit, when strong arms wrap around you, breaking your fall just in time.
What is up with you and falling this week?
âIâm so sorry,â a deep, very familiar, voice rushes out. He steadies you, making sure youâre upright before letting go.
Of course. Mystery Neighbor saves you from public humiliation. Again.
And for whatever reason, you burst out laughing.
His worried expression shifts into mild confusion as you fold over, laughing so hard you wheeze.
âIâm sorry,â you manage between breaths. âI just⊠I canât stop imagining how pissed Iâd be if I fell face-first into a pile of shit.â
The mental image sets you off again, tears prickling your eyes. Itâs hilarious now. It wouldâve been tragic if it actually happened.
âAre you alright?â he asks slowly, like heâs not fully convinced.
His attire today is the same thing you usually catch him in, a heavy-duty work uniform that fits him way too well. His wavy dark hair framing his face beautifully. Your heart flutters at the sight.
You almost forget he asked you a question.
Snapping out of it, you smile⊠weirdly.âYes! Iâm a-okay. Or maybe not. All this almost-falling might be knocking a few screws loose,â you say with an awkward laugh.
He doesnât join in.
Great. Now you kind of wish youâd fallen in dog shit.
âAnyways⊠thank you for breaking my fall. Once again, neighbor. Though I never happened to catch your name.â
He glances toward the dogs, who are now fully invested in sniffing each otherâs butts.
âItâs Eunwoo.â
Your face heats up immediately. You know youâll embarrass yourself if you try to pronounce it. And you couldnât dig a deeper grave of embarrassment, or worse, offend him.
Sensing the internal struggle written all over your expression, he steps in.
âEun-woo,â he says slowly, breaking it down.
You repeat it back to him, relieved when he nods in approval.
âSorry,â you say softly. âIâm sure you get that a lot living in the States. I just didnât want to butcher it.â
His expression doesnât change much, but something in his eyes soften.
âIâm [+],â you add with a warm smile. âNice to meet you.â
He nods once, eyes drifting back toward the dogs.
You return to your phone, still desperately searching for a solution to your light problem. But every forum, review, and troubleshooting guide basically says the same unhelpful thing.
And considering you tore the box to shreds in a blind fit of holiday excitementâŠ
Yeah. There was no returning that.
You sigh dramatically, rubbing your forehead before sneaking a glance at Eunwoo. Your eyes drift down over his uniform again.
Heavy-duty work gear. Sturdy boots. Hands that look like they know their way around tools.
He might know something about lights. Or fuses. Or electricity. Or literally anything more than you do.
You clear your throat. âExcuse me, uhââ
His head lifts, gaze settling on you with that unreadable calm he always seems to wear.
âI was wondering if you knew anything about Christmas lights?â
He just⊠stares. Not rude. Just waiting.
So you keep going.
âUm, I bought some from the store recently but I canât get them to turn on. At all.â You hold your fingers a millimeter apart. âNot even a flicker.â
âWhat kind?â he asks, eyes dropping to your phone.
You quickly turn the screen toward him, angling it so he can see the product page.
He leans in to look, and being this close, you catch a faint waft of his cologne. Warm, clean, distinctly masculine.
You inhale without meaning to. Great. Now youâre sniffing him.
âThereâs most likely a short somewhere,â he says, his accent curling softly around the words. âBut⊠I could check them out, if you want?â
Your eyes widen immediately. âReally? Oh my gosh, that would be great!â
Taken aback by your excitement, he steps back a little, nodding in that quiet, awkward way of his.
Okay. You definitely need to play it cool.
Calling over your pups, the four of you head back inside and up to your floor. When you reach your apartment door, you unlock it and hold it open for Eunwoo to step in.
He doesnât.
Your face heats instantly. âIâm sorry! Please donât mind the mess. I promise it wonât look like this tomorrow,â you rush out, scratching the back of your neck like thatâs going to help.
âNo, itâs fine,â he says quickly. âItâs just, uh⊠my uniformâs dirty. I wouldnât want to mess up anything.â
You shake your head firmly.
âItâs fine,â you insist. âSeriously. Cashew tracks in more dirt than any uniform ever could. Youâre not gonna mess anything up.â
He hesitates, eyes flicking from your face to the chaotic array of decor behind you.
Widening the door, you give him your most reassuring smile, and he caves, shoulders dropping as he steps inside.
He slips off his shoes, and you take his coat, hanging it up before leading him toward the faulty lights beside your tree.
Eunwoo wastes no time. The second he crouches down, heâs already focused, hands moving confidently as he checks each bulb.
You stand there watching him like a total creep, eyes glued to the way he works.
Should you offer him a drink? A snack? Maybe aâ
The lights flick on.
âThere you go,â he says as he stands.
You gasp.
âThat was absurdly quick. Now I feel kind of silly. What did you do?â
âJust twisted a few bulbs,â he shrugs, giving a quick whistle for his pup. She trots over, and he scoops her up effortlessly before heading toward the door, already sliding back into his boots.
Shit, you have to move fast.
âUh, well, thanks. Iâll have to repay you, Eunwoo. Do you like cookies? I bake a mean chocolate chip!â you ask, scurrying after him.
He shakes his head. âNo need, Y/N. Have a good night.â
And before you can protest, heâs slipping out of your apartment, leaving you standing in your entryway dumbfounded.
No one turns down your cookies.
âêłâąâ *°ââ.àłàż*:*â ââ
You cannot believe yourself.
After spending hours in the grocery store, fighting for your life against stir-crazy people preparing for the holidays, you still managed to forget a bag of sugar.
Fuck.
Normally, it wouldnât be that big of a deal. But right now, youâre knee-deep in making three twelve-dozen batches of chocolate chip cookies for your jobâs holiday potluck. Which is tomorrow.
Youâd already wasted most of your weekend binging Hallmark movies instead of attending to the task at hand, and now youâre paying for it.
You glance at the DoorDash rates and let out a long sigh. With snow expected in the next few hours, delivery fees have tripled. And now theyâre trying to charge you three times the price for a single bag of sugar.
Absolutely not.
You groan, staring down at your dry ingredients, already knowing the sad little scoop of cane sugar left in your pantry wonât even come close to cutting it.
Youâll have to improvise. Throwing on a hoodie and grabbing your house keys, you slip into the hall, shaking your head at yourself as you go door to door, asking neighbors for a bag of cane sugar.
You feel like youâre canvassing for votes, each polite shake of the head chipping away at your confidence. Some neighbors donât even bother opening the door. It was the holidays and not many can come up off of the amount of sugar you need. Especially after ten oâclock at night.
By the time you reach your last door, 1705, your shoulders slump. Thereâs a hesitation in your knock, your pride still hurting from how quickly heâd turned down your cookies last time.
But you need this sugar. So, summoning every ounce of courage, you knock again.
Nothing.
You gulp and try again. âHey, Eunwoo, itâs [+]⊠from across the hall.â
A little shuffling comes from inside, followed by the pitter-patter of his pupâs feet.
You brace yourself as the door opens, though nothing could have prepared you for whatâs on the other side.
Eunwoo stands there in a muscle T and pajama bottoms that sit dangerously low on his hips. His face puffy from sleep, eyes half-lidded as he stares at you.
Instantly, you feel terrible.
âOh! Iâm so sorry! I shouldâve expected you to be asleep. Itâs kind of late⊠Iâm so sorry for waking you! Please, go back to bed, donât worry about me!â You stumble backward, waving your hands like a maniac, heart pounding.
âItâs okay,â he croaks, voice raw and deep as he scoops up his dog. You cannot ignore the way it makes your insides tingle. âIs something wrong?â
You wince, feeling instantly silly. âUhâŠkinda. B-but it sounds dumb now. Please, just go back to bed!
âWhat is it, [+]?â His tone is firm, almost stern, but thereâs no hostility.
You straighten, taking a deep breath and cutting to the chase. âI have to bake three dozen cookies for my winter potluck tomorrow, and I ran out of sugar⊠I was wondering if I could borrow some from you.â You rush the words out in one hurried breath.
He stares at you for a long moment, eyes hiding whatever thoughts flicker across his face. Then he says, simply:
âWait right here.â
He disappears back into his apartment for a moment, the soft shuffle of cabinets echoing through the quiet hallway. A few seconds later, he returns, holding a large sack of sugar.
Your eyes widen, and a small puff of air escapes you as he gently sets it in your arms. You fumble slightly, trying to get a good grip on the hefty bag.
âYou got it?â he asks, his gaze holding yours.
You nod meekly, ignoring the strain in your arms, heart doing a little flip at the intensity in his eyes.
âAll good, thank you,â you reply, praying thereâs no strain in your voice. âI can return it to your tomorrow?â
He shakes his head, âdonât worry about it [+]. Have a good night.â
Your mouth parts at his generosity.
âOh, okay! Thank you so much! And⊠you too! Sweet dreams!â
The tiniest tilt of a smirk graces his lips as he tips his head at you and closes the door.
You stand there for a moment, grinning like a fool, until it hits you. His door has a peephole.
Scurrying back into your apartment, you get to work baking the cookies. The process moves twice as fast now that you have all the ingredients. Baking was like a second nature.
When you finish, you arrange the cookies neatly on a festive Christmas tray, wrapping the leftovers on a separate plate.
Morning arrives in a frantic blur, and you run around your apartment like a chicken with its head cut off, hurriedly getting ready. You overslept, again.
But even amidst the chaos, you donât forget to return Eunwooâs sugar. Leaving the sack at his door, along with the extra cookies you wrapped and a small thank-you note.
Later, when you return home, youâre pleased, and a little smug,
to see the cookies are gone.
Just as you said, no one can resist your chocolate chip cookies.
âêłâąâ *°ââ.àłàż*:*â ââ
Resting your forehead against the steering wheel, you let out a long, exasperated sigh.
âShit. Shit. Shit.â
You twist the key again. Nothing.
The engine sputters weakly before going completely silent. Youâve been at this for fifteen minutes now, desperately trying to beat the eight oâclock traffic, but that hope is officially dead.
You shouldâve taken the weatherman more seriously when they said the snow was expected to pick up, with temperatures dropping low enough to freeze engines.
But that has never happened to you before. Plus you parked in the sheltered parking garage, so expected to be a-okay.
Man were you wrong.
Resting your forehead against the steering wheel, you let out a long, exasperated sigh.
Now youâre going to have to call in late to work, pray AAA or someone can get here fast enough, and hope they donât charge you an arm and a l-
A sudden tap on the driver-side window scares you shitless, making you jump so hard you hit the horn.
Heart racing, you look out the glass, and freeze.
Eunwoo is standing there, gloved hands resting lightly against the glass, his breath fogging the window as he peers in, dark eyes filled withâŠconcern?
â[+]? Are you okay?â
You smile weakly, rolling down the frosty window.
âNot really. My car wonât start and I donât know why exactly,â you groan glancing at the clock. âAnd I have a feeling I may have to call out of work.â
He crouches down slightly, one large hand braced against the door as he studies you through the open window. Heâs in his work uniform again, lunch bag slung over his shoulder, clearly on his way out.
âItâs probably the weather,â he says calmly. âDo you want me to take a look?â
You shake your head instinctively, lying through your teeth. âNo, no. I already called a car service. Theyâre on the way.â
He hums, clearly unconvinced.
âWith this snow, they wonât get here until the afternoon.â He meets your eyes. âI donât mind checking it for you.â
You bite your lip, pride warring with desperation, before finally sighing. ââŠOkay.â
The moment you step out of the car, the cold bites straight through your coat, making you shiver.
âHere.â He his keys into your palm.
You stare at him confusingly.
âYou can go sit in my car. Warm up. Hopefully this wonât take long.â His voice is light, friendly despite his neutral face.
Youâre taken back by his hospitality but you donât refute, knowing that will on prolong the process further.
âTh-thank you.â
You walk the short distance to his car across the lot, a rather expensive Mercedes that takes you an embarrassing long minute to operate.
Eunwoo didnât seem the type to be flashy, but still somehow this car fits his vibe. A sleek black sedan with all the latest whistles and gadgets.
The leather interior is warm, the seat heater kicking in almost immediately. You sink back with a sigh, calling your job to explain the situation.
Fifteen minutes later, the driverâs door opens.
Eunwoo slides into the seat, placing both of your lunch bags in the back.
You donât miss the action, eyes raising as you turn toward him. âSo⊠were you not able to figure out whatâs wrong with it?â
He nods once, fastening his seatbelt. âNo, I did. Itâs the engine. The damage isnât permanent, but your car wonât be moving until the temperature rises.â
You stare at him confused, so he continues.
âSometimes when the weather drops, the oil thickens,â he explains calmly. âIt makes it harder for the engine to turn over, while also reducing the batteryâs power.â
âOh,â you say dumbly, lips pursing as you absorb the information. Well⊠what the hell are you supposed to do now?
He glances at you, throat bobbing before he speaks. âI can give you a ride. To work. If you want.â
You shake your head quickly.
âNo, I canât ask that of you. I donât want you to be late.â
âItâs no problem,â he says, already handing you his phone. âJust put the address in. Iâll get you there.â
You smile softly as you take it, warmth blooming in your chest at his easy insistence. His willingness surprises you, especially given how reserved he usually is, but you wonât complain.
Eunwoo intrigues you.
And this feels like the perfect chance to learn a little more.
You plug in the address and he takes off, one hand stirring as rests the other in his lap, tapping his thigh to the soft music in the background.
You gnaw at your lip, unsure how to break the silence. âThank you again for the sugar the other night. I promise I wonât come knocking for anything else at ten p.m.,â you say.
He nods, âOh, itâs no big deal. Glad I could help.â
âDid you like the cookies?â You ask, trying to remain casual, though youâre dying to know.
The ghost of smile graces his face again. âI did actually, thank you.â
âYes!â You should animatedly. I knew you would, no one with good taste buds dislikes my cookies.â You shimmy in your seat, peeking a glance at him to see a full smirk on his face.
And man, Eunwoo is attractive already, but when he smiles. You feel like an anime character with heart eyes as you swoon.
He glances away quickly, back to the road much to your disappointed.
A comfortable silence settles between you, and you can tell Eunwoo seems more at ease now, shoulders relaxed, grip on the wheel loose.
âSo⊠youâre pretty handy,â you say, glancing over at him. âYou know stuff about Christmas lights and cars. Are you a mechanic? Or an engineer or something?â
He exhales softly, almost like heâs deciding how much to say.
âIâve done both.â
Your brows lift in interest.
âI bounced around a lot,â he adds, eyes staying on the road. âConstruction, auto shops, electrical work. Whatever paid and kept me busy.â
That tracks. Somehow, it really does.
âNow?â you prompt gently.
A pause. âNow I run my own company,â he says. âSmall. Mostly maintenance and repairs. Residential, commercial. Stuff like this.â
You smile, impressed. âThatâs⊠actually really cool.â
He shrugs, but thereâs the faintest hint of pride there. âIt keeps the lights on.â
And apparently fixes them, too.
His thumbs drum lightly against the steering wheel, his expression thoughtful. âWhat about you?â he asks. âWhat do you do?â
You brighten instantly, a little too excited that heâs asking. âIâm an editor for a publishing company.â
âLike⊠books?â he asks, glancing over at you.
âYep! Romance, fantasy, thriller, you name it. I basically get paid to read all day and make grammatical edits.â
âYou sound like you enjoy it,â he says.
âI do!â you reply easily. âI love literature, so itâs kind of a dream job. Plus, my coworkers are nice and the benefits are great.â
âThatâs good,â he says simply.
You nod, smiling to yourself.
Talking to Eunwoo is nice, surprisingly so, even if it is just small talk. His voice is soothing, deep but comforting, slowly unraveling a feeling you really shouldnât be developing for your neighbor.
The car slows much sooner than youâd like, and you struggle to hide your disappointment as he pulls up in front of your building.
âThank you so much Eunwoo for giving me a ride, and checking out my car. I hope I didnât make you too late.â
He shakes his head. âYouâre fine, the guys can get started without me. He stares at you for a long moment. ââŠWhat time do you get off work.â
âFour-thirty,â you answer. âThough Iâll probably stay an extra hour to make up the time. Why?â
âIâll be here.â
Your eyes widen comically.
âOh,no! Youâve already done enough! I can get an Uberââ
âIâll be here, Y/N,â he says gently but firmly. âHave a good day at work.â
He drives off, leaving you standing there, gaping like a fish out of water.
You watch his car disappear down the street.
What are you going to do about Eunwoo?
âêłâąâ *°ââ.àłàż*:*â ââ
âGirl, why do you keep picking these cheesy ass holiday movies with the same three terrible actors.â Mahogany your best friend complains, crunching on a candy cane as she glares at the credits.
Sheâs been plucking them straight off your Christmas tree since she arrived, and by the looks of it, there wonât be a single one left by the end of the night.
Kam laughs, flicking her lightly on the forehead. âStop complaining, Mo. You know this is her favorite time of year. Let her have her moment.â
Mahogany pouts, rubbing her forehead as Kam leans in to kiss it, rolling his eyes dramatically. You canât help but smile at their antics.
The two of them have been pining after each other since high school. You playing full-time Cupid and professional third wheeler, dragging their scared asses together.
And despite how aggressively single they make you feel sometimes, youâre genuinely happy they found their way to each other. Their story a living proof that true love actually exists.
You sigh softly, scratching Cashew behind the ears. Your time will come. Eventually.
âFine,â you say, tossing Mahogany the remote, far away from her baby bump. âYou can pick the next movie. Just, please let it be Christmas related.â
She sighs dramatically, like youâve personally wronged her.
You head toward the kitchen, ready to refill your hot chocolate, when a knock sounds at the door.
That must be the food delivery.
You hurry over, stomach growling as you swinging the door open, completely unprepared for whoâs standing on the other side.
Eunwoo.
Heâs dressed in workout clothes, a fitted compression top that leaves very little to the imagination. His hair is damp, strands slightly disheveled signaling he just finished up, and heâs holding your food out toward you.
For a moment, you forget how to speak.
âHey,â he says, glancing briefly past you at the guests settled on your couch. âSorry, I donât mean to interrupt. I saw this sitting at your door and figured Iâd give it to you. Iâm not sure how long it was left out here.â
He nudges the bag of takeout, pulling you out of your unholy thoughts as you take the bag from him.
âOh, thank you!â You say, voice higher than necessary. A small pause settles between you, awkward but not unpleasant. You shift your weight, nerves buzzing.
âUm⊠Iâm just watching some Christmas movies with friends, if you want to join. We ordered a shit ton of food, so thereâs more than enough if youâre hungry.â
You immediately feel like youâre rambling, but itâs out there now.
He shakes his head, and your heart sinks.
âNo, I wouldnât want to intrude,â he says, already stepping back. âPlus, Iâm all sweaty and stuff.â
âOh.â You try to keep your voice light despite the disappointment curling in your chest. âI mean, you wouldnât be intruding, but I get it. Have a good night.â
He nods, lips pressed into a thin line, and you close the door.
You carry the food back into the living room, forcing yourself to shake off the rejection. It was silly to think you and Eunwoo had grown close enough to hang out. Sure, heâd driven you to work a few times, but that was all.
âAbout time!â Mahogany says, immediately reaching for the bags. âThis baby has me starving.â
You laugh, setting everything out and sliding a plate toward her. Leave it to Mo to lift your mood without even trying.
An hour passes with the three of you sharing dishes and half-watching The Best Man Holiday. Mo never misses an opportunity to tease you about your love for cheesy Christmas movies, yet here she is, reciting almost every line like from memory.
Kam jumps up during the Can You Stand The Rain scene, dancing along dramatically as you and Mo burst out laughing.
âKam, Iâll be glad when you finally find the beat,â you tease.
âI dance to my own beat, thank you,â he rebuttals, gyrating his hips with full confidence.
A knock sounds at the door, almost drowned out by Mahoganyâs loud laughter.
âOoo, you bringing someone else to the party?â Kam teases, rolling his chest dramatically as Mo lets out a whistle.
âYou guys are some fools,â you mutter, shaking your head as you stand. âNo, I donât know who would be knocking at this time of night.â
You head for the door anyway, peeking through the peephole.
Eunwoo stands on the other side, shifting on his feet. Heâs changed now, in comfortable looking sweatsuits, fluffy blow dried hair falling against the frames of his glasses.
Your breath stutters. What is he doing back here?
You open the door, and his eyes immediately find yours.
âSorry, were we too loud?â you ask, glancing back over your shoulder as you wave at the cackling couple to quiet down.
Eunwoo shakes his head quickly. âNo, no. Itâs not that.â He scratches the back of his neck, gaze drifting away for a moment before returning to you. âI was just⊠wondering if the offer was still open. For me to join you all.â
You canât help the smile that grows on your face. Over the moon he changed his mind.
God, youâre so easy.
You step aside, opening the door wider and gesturing him in.
âOf course. Come on in, Iâll introduce you to my friends.â
He nods, slipping off his shoes as he follows you deeper into your apartment.
âGuys, this is Eunwoo, my neighbor from across the hall,â you announce. âHeâs joining us for our Christmas movie marathon.â
You pointedly ignore Mahoganyâs knowing smile and Kamâs aggressively wiggling eyebrows as they introduce themselves. You are definitely hearing about this later.
âNice to meet you,â Eunwoo says, offering a small, polite smile.
You shift on the couch, making room for him beside you. Though once he sits, it feels as if the couch shrinks, appearing comically small compared to his larger frame.
You swallow pretending not to notice.
The movie ends somewhere between shared laughs and Mahoganyâs random reenactments. Another starting right after, playing softly in the background as conversation drifts in and out. Kam asking Eunwoo any and everything about his company.
Of course Eunwooâs still pretty shy, answers short and polite. But you donât blame him as Kam can be a talker.
By the time the credits roll again, Mahogany lets out a wide yawn, stretching her arms over her head. âOkay, Iâm officially movied out for the night,â she announces.
Kam chuckles, already standing. âThatâs our cue.â
You walk them to the door amid hugs and gentle rubs to Mahoganyâs belly, promising to do this again soon. When the door finally closes behind them, the apartment grows noticeably quieter.
Just you. And Eunwoo.
âYou can pick the next movie,â you call from the kitchen as you prepare him a drink.
He doesnât answer, but the Netflix previews change, confirming he heard you. You smile to yourself, happy he decided to stay.
When you return, you hand him a mug of hot chocolate, dusted with cinnamon and cocoa.
âOh, thank you,â he says, accepting it with a small smile.
You watch as he takes a sip, warmth blooming in your chest when he goes back for another. âGood?â you ask, already knowing the answer.
âReally good, [+]. Thank you,â he replies, that familiar shy smile making another appearance.
You nod, turning your attention to the TV just as recognition sparks. âHow the Grinch Stole Christmas? A classic. I wasnât expecting you to pick this out of everything up there.â
âIt was one of my favorite American Christmas movies as a kid,â he shrugs, ducking behind his mug like it might shield him.
You laugh softly. When Eunwoo isnât being the sexy, mysterious neighbor, heâs⊠cute. The duality is almost unfair.
A comfortable silence settles as the movie plays, the glow from the screen washing over the room. It doesnât last long before curiosity gets the better of you.
âWhat made you decide to come back?â you ask.
He glances over. âCome back?â
âYeah,â you say, meeting his eyes. âYou turned me down earlier⊠then changed your mind. Why?â
He sets his almost-empty mug on the coffee table, clearing his throat.
âI⊠donât really do stuff like this,â he admits, eyes fixed on the TV though the scene has long faded into background noise. âDropping in on people. Being social.â
You stay quiet, letting him have the space.
âBut when I got back to my apartment,â he continues, fingers lacing together, âit was too quiet. And I kept thinking about how you looked when I said no.â
Your breath catches.
âNot upset,â he adds quickly. âJust⊠disappointed.â He finally looks at you then, something open and sincere in his gaze. âI didnât like being the reason for that.â
âSo,â he exhales softly, shoulders lifting in a small shrug, âI figured Iâd stop over. If the offer was still there.â
You nod slowly, not expecting his blunt sincerity. âWell, Iâm glad you changed your mind. I enjoy your company Eunwoo.â
His eyes soften at that, something fond passing through them.
âI appreciate that [+], I-I enjoy yours as well.â
The admission hangs between you, fragile but warm. You unable to stop yourself from laughing at his shy demeanor.
He shifts slightly on the couch, long legs adjusting until his knee brushes yours. Accidentally of course, but neither of you moves away.
Something shifts between you tonight. The harsh platonic line of âjust neighborsâ starting to blur.
âêłâąâ *°ââ.àłàż*:*â ââ
You and Eunwoo start running into each other more often after that night. Almost too often to be coincidence.
In the mornings, itâs in the hallway as youâre fumbling with your keys and heâs locking up, coffee already in hand. In the evenings, itâs by the elevators, gift bags cutting into your fingers while he wordlessly takes half the weight from you. Sometimes itâs in the parking garage, sometimes by the mailboxes, sometimes just outside your doors like the universe is nudging you together.
And Eunwoo doesnât shy away either.
He lingers now. Asking about your day or if youâve eaten. Remembering small details about your routine, your coworkers, and your unreasonable hatred for early mornings.
He tells you small things too. About a client running late, a project taking longer than expected, how his dog, Dongdongie, refuses to sleep anywhere but his side of the bed.
It was during one of your spontaneous conversations that Eunwoo admitted how heâd never been ice skating.
Youâd been rambling about how the local rink finally opened for the season, how you couldnât wait to break in your new skates, when he slips it in quietly, almost as an afterthought.
âIâve⊠never gone,â he says.
You stop mid-sentence. âWhat? Waitâno. Absolutely not. Now we have to go. I need to break your ice-skating virginity,â you blurt, voice echoing a little too loudly down the hall.
His ears turn pink immediately as he looks away, embarrassed but smiling. âI mean⊠Iâm down,â he says, rubbing the back of his neck. âI just donât know how good Iâll be.â
âPerfect! Itâs a dateââ you pause, eyes widening. âI mean, not a date date. Just like⊠an outing. A friendly outing.â
You laugh nervously, waving your hands as if that somehow fixes it.
Eunwoo watches you, the corners of his mouth lifts. âAn outing,â he repeats, amused.
âExactly. An outing,â you nod quickly, relief washing over you.
He chuckles under his breath, a soft sound. âOkay,â he says. âAn outing sounds good.â
So thatâs how you end up here, standing in the middle of your walk-in closet, irritated as fuck because you canât figure out what to wear for your âouting.â
You donât want to look as casual as you usually do, but you also donât want to try too hard. You want something memorable. This is the first time you and Eunwoo are hanging out outside of your apartment complex, which means it matters, even if you keep telling yourself it doesnât.
It has to be perfect.
At least your hair is cooperating. Your twist-out came out flawless, juicy curls bouncing at your shoulders every time you move. Your soft glam is on point too, the new blush you picked up complementing your skin beautifully.
Now if only your outfit would get the memo.
You try on six different outfits before finally settling on skinny jeans that hug your curves just right, a cream sweater, matching leg warmers, and your winter boots. A quick shrug into your pea coat, a scarf tossed around your neck, and youâre rushing out the door.
Eunwoo leans casually against the wall across the hall, hands tucked into his pockets like heâs been waiting, because he has.
It looks like he decided to dress up too. A blue cable-knit sweater and dark jeans sit neatly beneath his puffer coat. While heâd looked hot in his work uniform, thereâs something about seeing him like this, relaxed, intentional, that makes him even more handsome.
Your heart gives an embarrassing little flip.
âSorry Iâm late, I uh, couldnât find my other boot,â you lie giving him an apologetic smile.
He shakes his head smiling. âItâs all good, I didnât wait too long.â You nod at that, the two of you heading to the parking garage.
When you reach Eunwooâs car he opens the passenger seat for you. âAw, thank you,â you murmur shyly, slipping inside.
He closes the door carefully before circling the car, settling into the driverâs seat a moment later. The engine hums to life, warmth slowly filling the cabin as he adjusts the heat.
âSo,â he says after a beat, glancing over at you briefly, âyou skate often?â
âEvery winter,â you grin. âIâm not Olympic-level or anything, but I can stay upright most of the time. Thatâs a win in my book.â
He lets out a quiet chuckle, shoulders relaxing. âGood. Falling in front of you now feels a little lessâŠembarrassing.â
âOh donât worry,â you tease, buckling your seatbelt. âI fall all the time. It builds character.â
He shakes his head, smiling to himself as he pulls out of the garage.
Snow lines the streets. Streetlights glowing softly against the white as the city passes by in a calm blur. Thereâs something comforting about riding in Eunwooâs car. No rushed movements, no loud music, just the steady rhythm of the road and his intoxicating signature scent.
You steal a glance at him.
His hands are relaxed on the steering wheel, sleeves of his sweater pushed up just enough to reveal his wrists. You gulp at the faint veins tracing along his skin, forcing yourself to look away.
Eunwoo is your type on paper, and being around him more only continues to confirm it.
But this isnât your average dating situation. This is your neighbor. From across the hall. Which means you canât let things get awkward or sticky. You have to play it safe.
Thankfully, the drive to the rink is short, giving you a much-needed break from your spiraling thoughts.
The cold bites the moment you step out of the car, and you tug your scarf tighter around your neck. Your gaze drifts to the rink, a slow smirk curves your lips.
Practically empty. Perfect.
You and Eunwoo sit side by side as you lace up your skates, your fingers fumbling with the knot thanks to the thick gloves crowding your fingertips.
Noticing your struggle, Eunwoo shifts closer, then drops to a knee in front of you. Your breath catches as he gently takes the lace from your fingers, working it tight with practiced ease.
âTight enough?â he asks, glancing up at you.
You can only nod, not quite trusting your voice.
He straightens and offers you a hand, steadying you as you stand. Together, the two of you hobble toward the ice, skates scraping awkwardly against the concrete.
You step on first, confidence slowly returning as muscle memory kicks in. The ice feels familiar beneath your blades, solid and smooth as you test your balance.
Eunwoo hesitates behind you, one hand gripping the railing like a lifeline.
âAre you okay?â you giggle, earning a stiff nod from Eunwoo just as a little girl skates past him with effortless ease.
He watches her glide by, wonder filling his eyes.
âDo you mind if I do a quick lap?â you ask lightly. âJust to break the rust off.â
He gives you a soft glare, lips pressing together cutely. âDonât forget about me,â he says hoarsely, nose tinged pink from the cold.
You laugh, skating backward for a moment. âHow could I?â
You push off, blades cutting into the ice. Itâs shaky at first, legs wobbling until muscle memory kicks in halfway through the lap, confidence blooming in your chest as you circle the rink.
Eunwoo stays glued to the railing, wobbling as he watches you with cautious eyes.
When you glide back to his side, you slow to a stop. âOkay! Ready to learn how to skate?â
He gulps, fingers tightening around the rail as he tries to stay upright. âAs ready as Iâll ever be,â he says, entirely unconvincing.
Itâs the first time youâve seen him so completely out of his element, and you almost feel bad for how much youâre enjoying it. He looks like a baby deer learning how to stand.
Patiently, you demonstrate how to angle your feet, apply pressure as you push off, and engage your core to maintain balance.
He mirrors you from the safety of the railing, moving cautiously while you skate alongside him.
âExactly! Just like that!â you beam as he starts to find his footing.
âNow let go of the railing and try it on your own.â
He shoots you a playful glare, the very idea throwing him off balance.
âAbsolutely not.â
You laugh, holding out your gloved hand.âCome on, Eunwoo. Iâve got you..â
He stares at it for a long moment, clearly weighing his options. Then, slowly, he reaches out and laces his larger hand with yours, grip tight as he finally lets go of the railing.
âMove slowly,â he murmurs. âPlease.â
You laugh softly, pushing off just enough to guide him forward. You move slowly at first, your grip firm but gentle as you skate, eyes locked on his face.
âThatâs it,â you encourage. âSmall steps. Youâre doing great.â
His shoulders loosen little by little, tension melting as he starts to trust his balance, trust you. His grip on your hand eases, no longer a lifeline but something steady.
âSee?â you grin. âYouâre a natural.â
He scoffs softly, a hint of pride creeping into his expression. âI donât know about that, but⊠I think Iâm getting it.â
And then, emboldened by the success, he pushes off just a little harder.
âEunwooââ you warn.
His skate catches awkwardly, confidence turning into panic in an instant. His eyes widen as his balance slips completely.
He reaches for you on instinct.
You barely have time to yelp before heâs pulling you with him, the world tilting as the ice rushes up to meet you.
You land with a soft thud, breath knocked from your lungs, but not painfully. Eunwoo hits the ice first, arms reflexively wrapping around you to cushion the fall.
Sprawled on top of him, you brace your palms against his chest, faces far closer than they should be.
For a second, neither of you moves.
The rink noise fades, replaced by the sound of his breathing beneath you. l. Your own heart hammers as you register the solid warmth of him under your gloves, the way his hands are still holding you, protective even now.
âIââ he exhales. âAre you okay?â
You blink, then bust out laughing, unable to help yourself as nod, tears in your eyes.
His lips twitch, holding his own laugh as he smiles at you. âI guess I got a little too bold,â he admits bashfully, causing you to wheeze harder.
You should move. You know you should.
But for just a moment longer, you donât.
You stay there, tangled together on the ice, staring into each otherâs eyes as you both try to catch your breath.
Eventually, you scramble up, brushing snow from your knees. Eunwoo follows far less gracefully, grumbling under his breath as he pushes himself upright.
It takes some convincing, and a lot of reassurance, but he agrees to keep skating. Slowly, carefully, until his confidence returns.
The two of you stay until the rink finally closes, determined not to let the fall be the end of it.
By the time you make it back to the apartment complex, youâre both exhausted, legs sore from skating, faces aching from smiling too much.
âWe should do that again,â you say casually, leaning against your doorframe with your skates slung over your shoulder.
Eunwoo lifts a playful brow. âI think Iâm all skated out for the year,â he says, then hesitates. âBut⊠if you think of anything else, you can text me.â
He looks away immediately, ears turning pink.
âSmooth,â you tease, grinning as you fold your arms across your chest. âBut how exactly am I supposed to do that without your number?â
He freezes. Then, quietly, he reaches for his phone.
A beat passes before he holds it out to you, wordlessly giving you permission. You take it, fingers brushing his as you enter your number and send yourself a text.
When you hand it back, he smiles softly down at the screen. âI had fun tonight, [+].â
Elated to hear that, warmth blooms in your chest, heat spreading through you. âMe too, Eunwoo.â
Unsure who should turn in first, you bow out gracefully, wishing him a good night before slipping back into your apartment. You rest your head against the door, letting out a slow breath.
Oh you are so screwed.
âêłâąâ *°ââ.àłàż*:*â ââ
You giggle a little too loudly at your phone, earning a curious look from your nosy work neighbor, Jake, who peeks over the top of his cubicle.
You mouth a quick sorry before grabbing your phone and slipping out onto the balcony, thumbs tapping furiously against the screen as the cold air bites at your cheeks.
Ever since exchanging numbers with Eunwoo, youâve discovered another endearing trait about him.
Heâs unintentionally funny.
Not in a try-hard, dad-jokes kind of way. But in a dry, perfectly timed, says-the-most-unexpected-thing way. The kind that catches you off guard and pulls laughs out of you when you least expect it.
The two of you have been texting more and more. Awkward at first, stilted replies, polite emojis, but slowly, the ice cracked. Each conversation revealing more of him. His humor. His thoughtfulness. The parts he didnât show at first.
Before you even realized it, texting Eunwoo had become part of your routine. You looked forward to his messages when you woke up, during lunch breaks, and again when you got off work.
You felt ridiculous. Giddy. Like a schoolgirl waiting for a notification from her crush.
The thought sobers you slightly.
You straighten up, exhaling as you pocket your phone, forcing yourself to reel it in before it drifts any further.
You had to get a grip.
You make a promise to yourself not to reply to Eunwoo until youâre back in the security of your apartment, where no one but your four walls can witness your random outbursts.
Though, of course, upon returning home, you run into the very cause of your manic laughter. Lugging a Christmas tree into his apartment.
âYouâre a little late putting your Christmas tree up, donât you think?â you tease, catching his attention. âNeed some help?â
âCould you get the door for me?â he asks, voice strained as he tosses you his keys.
The moment the door opens, Dongdongie sprints out, nails clicking against the floor as she barks at your feet.
You laugh, holding the door open while Eunwoo maneuvers the tree inside, your gaze drifting.
His apartment mirrors yours in layout, just inverted, dark furniture, clean lines, everything meticulously in its place. The faint scent of his cologne lingers in the air, warm and grounding.
You watch as he uprights the Christmas tree in the corner of living room. You would help, but he didnât really invite you into his apartment, so you deem the safest option is to hang awkwardly by the entrance.
Once the tree is positioned to his liking, Eunwoo rests his hands on his hips, looking at you. âHow does it look?â
âGreat,â you say honestly, tilting your head. âThough it could be fluffed a little.â
He scratches the back of his neck, a touch sheepish. âIâm not really good at that⊠if you arenât busy, could you help me?â
âSure!â You answer immediately, slipping out of your work flats and setting your purse on the counter.
You probably should feel a little embarrassed about how quickly you jump at the chance to stay longer with Eunwoo.
You donât.
The two of you fall into an easy rhythm, fluffing branches and adjusting gaps while trading small details about your day. Somewhere between fixing bent needles and stepping back to assess your progress, Eunwoo mentions that he doesnât usually decorate for Christmas.
âBut this year,â he adds quietly, glancing at you, âI had a change of heart.â
Curiosity stirs, your face warming as you turn the words over in your head.
Was he talking about you?
You shove the thought aside before it can take root. âSo,â you say lightly, clapping your hands once, âwhatâs next? Are you actually going to decorate the tree?â
âI was thinking we let it replicate its natural state,â he says in faux seriousness.
You squint at him. âYou didnât buy ornaments, did you?â
He shakes his head, sheepish. âNoâŠâ
You laugh. âWait right here.â
Darting across the hall, you grabbing the box of leftover ornaments from your apartment before returning to Eunwooâs. Setting it down on his coffee table with a soft thud.
âWow, [+],â he says, eyes widening. âThatâs a lot. I couldnât possibly take all of these.â
âOf course you can. My tree doesnât need them,â you say with a reassuring smile. âAnd itâs better they get put to use than collect dust.â
You inch toward the door, already picturing his tree in your head. âJust send me pictures of how it turns out, okay?â
âYouâre not going to help me?â he asks, brows lifting. âI mean, if youâre busy, I understand, but I figured thereâs no one better to decorate a Christmas tree than the Christmas connoisseur herself.â
There it is. The smirk.
You fight your own smile, attempting to act nonchalant. âI mean, I guess I can spare you a couple more minutes of my time.â
He laughs, warm and genuine, and you find yourself joining in. Decorating becomes effortless, the two of you settling into a shared focus that feels strangely domestic. Eunwoo pauses often, holding up an ornament for your approval.
âHere?â he asks.
âLower. Balance it out,â you instruct, stepping closer to fix it yourself.
Before you know it, the tree is glowing. Soft lights reflecting off the ornaments, filling the room with a quiet warmth. You step back, hands on your hips, admiring your work.
âAll thatâs left is the star,â you announce.
Eunwoo looks up at the top of the tree⊠then down at you. Then around his apartment.
âI donât think I have a stool,â he admits, rubbing the back of his neck.
âWell,â You pause, gauging his height. âYouâre probably tall enough to reach.â
He grimaces, âYeah but I donât have a nack for placement like you do.â
Thereâs a beat. Then Eunwoo exhales softly, almost like heâs bracing himself.
âI can lift you,â he offers, voice careful. âIf thatâs okay.â
Your heart flips inside your chest, but you nod before you can overthink it. âYeah. Okay.â
He steps closer, tentative at first. âJust tell me where to put my hands.â
âUh⊠my waist is fine.â You breathe out.
His palms settle there, warm and firm even through the fabric of your sweater. âReady?â
âReady,â you say, gripping the star.
He lifts you with surprising ease, and suddenly youâre eye level with the top of the tree. Your breath catching as you realize just how close you are to him. Your knees brush his chest, his hands firm and steady, grounding you.
âTake your time,â he murmurs.
You reach up, carefully placing the star into position, adjusting it until it sits just right.
âGot it,â you whisper and Eunwoo lowers you back to the ground, but his hands linger. Still firm at your waist, anchoring you there. Eyes locked on yours, dark and unreadable.
Everything else seems to fade. The lights. The tree. The quiet hum of his apartment. His stare almost invasive, yet you donât pull away.
Your eyes trace the arch of his brows, the bridge of his nose, the dip of his cupids bow, the curve to his lips. Everything about Eunwoo is mesmerizing, to the point where you donât even realize youâre leaning in.
But then Dongdongie barks.
The sound snaps you both out of it. Eunwooâs hands drop immediately, like heâs been burned, and you take a step back, heart racing.
âShit! Cashew is probably pawing at the door right now,â you blurt, heading to the entrance, grabbing your purse. âItâs time for his walk.â
Youâre talking too fast. Moving too fast. You need space before you do something you canât undo.
âYeah,â Eunwoo says, voice rough as he looks away. âThank you for your help, [+]. Iâll⊠see you.â
You pause at the door, glancing back at him once more before nodding. âAnytime.â
And then youâre gone, leaving behind a perfectly decorated tree, and a moment that hangs in the air long after the door clicks shut.
âêłâąâ *°ââ.àłàż*:*â ââ
âWait, so you almost kissed him after decorating a Christmas tree?â Mahogany snorts, tossing snacks into the cart. âWho knew tree toppers were your kink. I know youâre a Christmas freak, but I didnât expect it to manifest like this.â
âStop,â you groan, pushing the cart forward. âThis isnât funny.â
It very much is, judging by her grin.
The two of you weave through the crowded aisles, grabbing last-minute supplies for your annual Christmas Eve party while you unload the latest drama of your life.
Your very inconvenient crush on Eunwoo.
âHe hasnât texted me since then,â you admit, voice dropping. âAnd I swear heâs been dodging me in person. I think I mightâve messed everything up.â
Mahogany stops the cart dead and fixes you with a look.
â[+], stop being dramatic,â she says flatly. âThe man is shy. You two almost kissed in his living room. Heâs probably still replaying it in his head on a loop.â
She tosses a bag of pretzels into the cart like punctuation. âThat, or heâs just as confused as you are. I mean, you did flee the scene before you could talk about it.â
You sigh, shoulders slumping as you start walking again. âI was scared ok, I didnât want to make things worse, or make a fool of myself. I just hate not knowing where I stand.â
âI know,â she says more gently, bumping the cart into your hip. âBut if you really want clarity, send him an invite to your party. At least then you can talk to him in a space where thereâs no pressure.â
You mull over her words, knowing sheâs right. You canât keep spiraling through mixed signals and unresolved tension.
Exhaling slowly, you pull out your phone and send him an invite, heart thudding as you hit send.
Christmas Eve arrives, and youâre a jittery mess.
You dart around your apartment, hanging last-minute decorations, adding garnish to appetizers, fluffing pillows that donât need fluffing. Anything to keep your hands busy.
Anything to distract you from the conversation you know is coming.
Eunwoo agreed to swing by your party tonight, and your stomach has been in knots ever since. You donât know if his yes means friendly, polite⊠or something else entirely.
But either way, you needed this conversation to happen.
Once everything is set up to your liking, you retreat to your room to get ready. You take your time at your vanity, perfecting your makeup, unraveling your freshly done silk press, and slipping into your deep V-cut sweater dress.
By the time you step back into the living room, fully glammed and glowing, guests are already trickling in.
Kam and Mo arrive first, of course. Loud, laughing, and already making themselves at home. Theyâre followed by some of your coworkers, workout buddies, and friends from college. Your apartment slowly filling with chatter, music, and the warmth of the season.
Like a switch, you flip into hosting mode, determined to make sure everyone is having a good time. Popping champagne, tagging in on karaoke, and keeping Kam far away from the buzzed eggnog.
You try to stay present, you really do, but your eyes keep drifting back to the door, half-expecting it to open at any second.
âRelax,â Mo says, waddling up beside you as she steals a cracker from the charcuterie board youâre fussing over. âHeâll come. He literally lives across the hall. He literally canât miss it.â
You pout. âExactly. He lives across the hall. He only has to take, like, two stepsââ
The door opens.
Your words dying in your throat as Eunwoo peeks his head inside, scanning the room until his gaze lands on you. When it does, his expression softens, and he steps in fully, closing the door behind him.
You inhale sharply.
Eunwoo looks⊠really good.
His hair is slicked back neatly, a crisp button-down tucked into slacks. In one hand, he holds a bottle of wine; in the other, a small gift bag.
âSee,â Mo murmurs smugly, snatching the tray from your hands before waddling off again.
He walks toward you slowly, an apologetic smile tugging at his lips. âSorry Iâm late,â he says. âI couldnât figure out what kind of wine youâd like.â He holds the bottle out to you.
You take it with a soft smile. âThank you, Eunwoo. You really didnât have to bring anything.â
He shrugs, bashful, and the two of you just stand there, hovering in that familiar, awkward limbo.
âSoââ you both start at the same time.
You laugh softly, Eunwoo chuckling along, the tension easing just a bit.
âYou go first,â he insists, and you take a deep breath.
âOkay⊠I just wanted to clear the air about last week. I hope I didnât make you uncomfortable when Iâuhâtried to kiss you. I know it was sudden, and Iâm really sorry if it caught you off guard.â
You search his eyes for a hint of his thoughts, but he just stares at you, which only spikes your anxiety. âIâve really enjoyed getting to know you this Christmas, and I hope I didnât screw anything up with my actions, or read things the wrong way.â
He takes a careful step forward, and you instinctively step back, mouth snapping shut as your back press against the counter. âHere,â he says, holding out the gift bag to you.
You take the bag, fingers brushing his as you tug it closer. âYou didnât have to get me a gift Eunwoo.â
He glances away, throat clearing as he speaks. âI saw this and thought youâd like it since you enjoy drinks like hot chocolate and stuff.â
Curious, you ruffle through the bag, pulling out a porcelain mug. Printed on it is a candid photo of the two of you at the ice rink, mid-laugh, skating hand in hand on the ice.
âHow ⊠how do you get this?â you ask, astonished, holding it up.
He shifts his weight slightly, hands tucking into his pockets, voice calm. âWhen you went to the bathroom that day, one of the rink photographers came by and asked if I wanted to see the pictures he took of us. I thought they looked nice, so I bought one and got it printed on a mug.â
You stare at the mug in awe, cheeks hurting from how hard youâre smiling.
âDo you like it?â He asks, staring at you intensely.
You meet his gaze, nodding as your heartbeat quickens. âI love itâŠbut what does it mean?â
Eunwoo exhales softly, a small, deliberate smile tugging at his lips. âIt means that you have nothing to worry about, [+]. I feel the same way about you.â
He sets the mug on the counter and slides his hand into yours, his thumb brushing lightly across your palm. âIâll admit, Iâve been a little distant the past few days, trying to work things out in my head. I was scared to mess things up too.â
Your heartbeat quickens.
âFrom every little interaction we shared, I could feel my feelings growing for you. And that kind of freaked me out, especially since I didnât know where your head was at.â
You nod, encouraging him to continue. âBut when you almost kissed me that day,â he continues, voice steady, âI realized I didnât want to keep guessing. I just needed a minute to be brave enough to meet you where you were.â
Your throat tightens.
âI was scared,â he admits, glancing away for a brief moment before looking back at you. âNot of youâof how much I like you. How easy it feels. I didnât want to rush it and ruin what we have building between us.â
Your chest blooms with warmth, emotion pressing behind your ribs.
âI thought you were pulling away,â you whisper. âI didnât know if I imagined everything.â
âYou didnât,â he says immediately. âNot for a second.â
Smiling, you pull him into a hug. His arms wrap around you without hesitation, warm and sure. With your head against his chest, you can feel how fast his heart is beating. Matching your own.
A camera shutter snaps, yanking you back to reality.
âAww, look at the Christmas miracle unfolding before us,â Mahogany snickers as Kam snaps another photo.
âGuys,â you start, turning to glare at them, but Eunwoo only laughs, one hand rubbing soothing circles into your back.
âWhat?â Kam shrugs. âWeâre just preserving memories. Your kids are gonna want to see these.â
Your face heats instantly. âOh my godââ
They scatter before you can finish, laughter echoing in the living room.
âIâm so sorry about them,â you mutter, mortified. âThey always have to be weird and ruin a good moment.â
Eunwooâs hand lifts, brushing a loose strand of hair from your face. He shakes his head, eyes soft. âThe moment isnât ruined,â he says gently. âI want you, [+]. And everything that comes with you. Even your crazy friends.â
âWe heard that!â Mahogany shouts.
You both laugh.
âShould we⊠get back to the party?â you ask.
He nods, fingers threading through yours.
The rest of the night unfolds easier than you expected.
Eunwoo stays close, your fingers brushing more than once as you move through the apartment together. You introduce him to everyone. And though heâs still reserved, he warms up quickly. Polite smiles turn into quiet laughter, short answers turn into thoughtful conversation.
Kam takes an immediate liking to him, looping him into a debate about the best Christmas movie soundtrack. Mahogany corners him at one point, nodding approvingly like sheâs conducting a silent background check. Whatever she sees must pass, because she gives you a subtle thumbs-up from across the room.
You catch Eunwoo watching you when he thinks youâre not looking. The way you laugh too loud. The way you move through the room like you belong everywhere at once. And when your eyes meet, he doesnât look away this time.
At some point, someone gasps near the window.
âWait! Oh my god, itâs snowing.â
That gets everyone moving.
Coats are grabbed, shoes hastily slipped on, champagne flutes abandoned on the counter as the party spills outside in a mess of laughter and excitement. Snow drifts down slow and soft, dusting hair and shoulders, turning the night quiet in that magical way only snowfall can.
You step out beside Eunwoo, breath fogging in the cold. He tilts his head up slightly, watching the snow fall, something thoughtful settling over his expression.
âI know itâs not the first snow of the season,â he says, almost sheepish. âBut back home, people say the first snow you share with someone is a sign of good fortune and lasting love.
Your heart skips. âIs that so?â
He nods, turning to you, eyes steady and sincere. Snow gathers in his hair, lashes dusted white.
âWell then I hope the tradition rings true.â You say, stepping closer.
The words land slowly, deliberately.
Eunwooâs gloved hand lifts, hesitating just long enough to give you time to pull away. But you donât. Instead, you lean in, closing the space between you.
His breath mingles with yours, warm against the cold, and when his lips finally meet yours itâs gentle. Testing. Like heâs asking a question with the press of his mouth.
You answer by kissing him back.
The second kiss is deeper, surer. His hands settle at your waist, pulling you tighter as snowflakes melt between you. You rest your hands against his chest, feeling his heartbeat thrum beneath your palms.
Kissing Eunwoo is better than everything you imagined. Unhurried, warm, the faint sweetness of peppermint lingering on his tongue as it brushes against yours. The cold around you fades, leaving only the warmth of him, the snow, and this perfect moment suspended in time.
When you finally pull back just enough to breathe, your foreheads rest together, breaths mingling. His gaze meets yours, soft and steady.
âIâm so glad I ran into you that day on the elevator,â he murmurs, a small smile tugging at his lips. âI didnât know it then, but that was the start of something Iâve wanted for a long time.â
You smile, heart full. âMe too.â
He takes your hand, fingers intertwining with yours, and gives a gentle squeeze. âHereâs to our first snow⊠and to many more.â
As the snow continues to fall around you, quiet and soft, you canât help but think how unexpected life can be. Who knew the best gift you could ask for had been across from you this whole time?
A/N: Thank you all so much for reading! Always feel free to share your thoughts in the commentsđ«¶đœ Wishing everyone a happy holidays and New Years!
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âTHE WEIGHT OF THE EMPTINESS - Cha Eunwoo x Reader.
Summary: Three knocks on the door in the dead of night and the exact same scenario as always: Cha Eunwoo returns broken, covered in rain and blood after yet another senseless fight. To the college campus, he is just a troubled, dangerous boy; to her, he is a lost soul who looks for the silence in the blows that his own mind refuses to give him.
Warnings: Cha Eunwoo badboy!, Cha Eunwoo x reader, mention of Blood, street fighting.
Words: 3k
A/N: English is not my first lenguage, srry âĄ
The rain lashed against the apartment windows with violence, a dull, constant sound that seemed to want to splinter the glass to flood the haven of warmth she had built. It was one of those nights when the outside world felt hostile and deeply broken.
Inside, the only sound was the ticking of the wall clock. The hands marked 2:13 in the morning when three sharp, heavy knocks echoed against the wood of the front door. They weren't the knocks of someone timidly asking for permission; they were the knocks of someone holding themselves upright by sheer force of will.
She, who had been sitting in the dim light of the couch for over an hour with a now-cold cup of tea between her hands, didn't need to ask who it was.
Her chest tightened in a sudden flutter; only one person called at her door at those hours of the morning, breathing with a broken haste, as if he had just run miles fleeing from his own demons or as if he had tried to tear the whole world down with his fists.
She stood up, dragging her bare feet across the carpet, and turned the key with clumsy fingers due to the sudden rush of adrenaline. As she pulled the handle, the cold from the hallway slipped into the entryway, bringing with it the scent of wet asphalt.
There he was.
Cha Eunwoo.
The doorframe seemed barely able to contain him. His dark, straight hair was soaked by the rain, plastered to his forehead in messy strands that dripped over his eyebrows. His white shirt, usually pristine, was wrinkled, unbuttoned at the top two buttons, and stained with dirt on the shoulders beneath a black coat heavy with accumulated water.
But what froze her breath wasnât his disheveled clothes; it was his face.
There was a thin line of already dried blood starting at the corner of his plump lips and descending toward his jawline. Above his left eyebrow, a fresh, open cut glistened under the hallway light, threatening to drip into his eye. The knuckles of his right hand were completely reddened, scraped raw, with the bare skin exposed. His eyesâthose deep, black eyesâwere bloodshot, carrying a wild spark that refused to die out entirely.
And yetâŠ
Yet, in the millisecond Eunwooâs pupils focused on her, something inside that structure of stone and rage crumbled.
The tension in his shoulders gave way, and his mouth barely curved into a grimace that intended to be an apology.
"Hey," he murmured. His voice sounded hoarser than usual, rough, tired from the exertion and the cold of the street.
She felt her heart drop like lead straight into her stomach. Compassion and anger battled in her chest, but the sight of that swaying body won the fight.
"Oh my God..." she whispered, stepping back to give him space. "What happened this time?"
Eunwoo let out a brief laugh, a bitter sound without a hint of joy that ended in a wince of pain when his split lip stretched too far. He brought a hand to the side of his torso, carefully pressing his ribs.
"You should ask what didn't happen," he replied, trying to maintain that tone of self-sufficiency he used as a shield, even though his eyes betrayed him completely.
She didn't want to play his game. She knew that invincible-boy facade all too well.
She opened the door completely.
"Come in."
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Eunwoo walked forward slowly, dragging his feet. With every step he took inside, he left a trail of small raindrops, mud, and a exhaustion so dense it seemed to fill the room. She closed the door behind him, leaning against the wood for a second, trying to control the trembling running through her hands.
It wasn't the first time this had happened.
Nor the second, and the certainty that this was turning into a damn cycle was what caused her the most panic.
Eunwoo took off his damp coat with slow movements, holding his breath every time he extended his arms. As he shed the heavy garment, the living room light revealed the magnitude of the disaster: beneath his jawline, dark, purplish bruises were already beginning to bloom, contrasting painfully with the almost porcelain paleness of his skin.
"They hit you hard..." she said, stepping closer to him, her eyes fixed on the mark on his neck.
"They look worse," Eunwoo shot back immediately, straightening his back with an absurd prideâthe very same pride that drove him into those dark alleys to look for fights.
"Eunwoo."
It was just one word. His name spoken in a low whisper, heavy with a warning.
Her tone accomplished what no rival had managed that night: making him lower his head. Eunwoo shifted his gaze to the floor, unable to hold her eyes. Because in that fraction of a second, he realized she was looking at him with deep worry, a bone-deep disappointment, and an enormous affection. It was the only combination on the planet capable of piercing through his armor and making him feel an immense amount of guilt.
"Sit on the couch. Don't move," she ordered softly, breaking the silence.
She disappeared down the hallway toward the bathroom. Left alone, Eunwoo let himself fall onto the couch, sinking into it as if his muscles had decided to stop working. He rested his head against the backrest and closed his eyes, listening to the patter of the rain and the clinking of jars in the other room.
She returned carrying the small white plastic first-aid kit, placing it on the coffee table with a dull thud, and began to pull out the inventory: cotton, sterile gauze, alcohol, cleansing saline, a bottle of antiseptic, and adhesive bandages.
She knelt on the carpet right in front of him, bringing herself to his eye level.
"Look at me, Eunwoo."
He obeyed slowly, opening his heavy eyelids.
She extended both hands and took his face with extreme gentleness, resting her palms on his cheeks, precisely avoiding the swollen areas. That physical contrast nearly destroyed his composure. Her fingers were warm, soft, smelling of red berries cream and home; they were the absolute contradiction to the violence and coldness still burning on his skin. Eunwoo held his breath, letting himself yield to her touch, as if fearing that if he moved too much, she would leave.
"This is going to sting," she warned him, uncapping the antiseptic bottle and soaking a piece of white cotton.
"It doesnât matter. I don't feel anything."
"Of course it matters," she corrected him in a whisper, bringing the gauze to his forehead. "Everything about you matters too much, even if you insist on treating yourself like trash."
With millimetric movements, she pressed the dampened cotton against the cut on his eyebrow. Eunwoo clenched his teeth, shutting his eyes tightly as a spasm rippled across his face. His fingers dug into the fabric of the couch, but he didn't let out a single groan.
"How many were there?" she asked, trying to distract him from the physical pain, though her own voice trembled.
"Five," he spat through his teeth.
Her hand stopped dead in its tracks, suspended millimeters from his face. Her eyes widened in horror.
"Five? Are you insane? They could have killed you, Eunwoo!"
"I'm fine, I already told you. I'm still alive."
"That doesn't mean anything and you know it perfectly well! One bad blow, an unfortunate fall against the edge of the curb and... and you wouldn't be here telling this."
Eunwoo opened his eyes and found himself absorbed in watching her profile, illuminated by the warm light of the living room lamp. He could see her furrowed brow, the way her lips pressed into a thin line as she tried with all her might not to burst into tears from the stress and helplessness. She always did thatâshe tried to stay as steady as a rock.
"One of them pulled out a broken bottle," he let out suddenly, without a filter, as if he needed to purge the venom.
She looked up immediately, panic standard across her features.
"What?"
"He tried to go for my neck," he continued, with a coldness that turned her blood to ice. "But he didn't get to use it. I broke his wrist before he could make a move."
The color completely drained from her face, leaving her pale under the light. The cotton slipped from her fingers straight onto the carpet.
"Are you crazy? Are you really losing your mind?"
"Probably," he answered, averting his gaze with a cynical smile that failed to hide the misery in his eyes.
"No, Eunwoo, I'm serious! This isn't a game, this isn't a damn action movie!"
Her voice broke on the last word, revealing the deep-seated fear crossing her chest.
That crack in her voice silenced him instantly. The arrogance vanished from Eunwoo as if it had been wiped away with a damp cloth. Because he could handle the punches to his ribs, he could handle blood blurring his vision, he could handle ending up sprawled in a dark alley with the taste of iron in his mouth. He endured all of that without blinking. But never, under any circumstances, could he stand to see her suffer because of him.
She set the medical supplies aside and hid her face in her hands for a second, taking a deep breath, forcing the air into her lungs to regain her composure.
"I don't understand why you do this..." she said, her voice faint, exhausted. "You're twenty-four years old, Eunwoo. You're in college, you have a future, your life is supposed to be starting, not destroying itself in fights."
Eunwoo rested both elbows on his knees, leaning forward, letting his wet hair hide his eyes as he stared blankly at a dead spot on the carpet.
"Because they start it," he muttered, his fists clenched. "They look for trouble."
"And you never know how to stop. You always deliver the final blow, you always look to push it to the extreme."
Silence settled into the room again, dense and suffocating, interrupted only by the drops hitting the glass.
She exhaled a long sigh and returned to her task. Taking a clean piece of gauze, she began to wipe away the dried blood staining the corner of Eunwoo's mouth. This time she did it with an almost reverent care, as if dealing with a piece of glass on the verge of shattering. As she closed the distance, Eunwoo stared intently up at her; his black eyes, framed by long, damp eyelashes, held an intensity that stole her breath away.
She tried to avoid eye contact and concentrated all her attention on his split lip, because she knew it was dangerous to look deep into those pupils. It was hard to keep a cool head, hard to stay angry when he looked at her with that mixture of devotion and affection. Even covered in wounds, even broken and stained, Cha Eunwoo still possessed a tragic beauty and a commanding presence.
"You should report these things to the university police," she said, trying to fill the void with logical words. "If those guys ambush you, it's a crime."
"Itâs useless," he spat, without moving. "Laws don't stop guys who just want to watch the world burn. Only a punch to the jaw stops them."
"Does fighting actually do any good? Does it fix your life?"
Eunwoo let out a breath through his nose, and a dry laugh rumbled from his chest.
"At least... at least for a few minutes, I stop feeling empty."
The confession fell between them with a brutal weight. She stopped her hand completely, freezing with the gauze halfway between her face and his. Because finally, after months of evasions, cheap excuses, and lies, Eunwoo had said something real.
There was no arrogance in his voice, no sarcasm, none of that indifference he used to respond to the rest of the world.
He had used the exact word: Empty.
She slowly lifted her gaze to connect with his eyes. And for the first time all night, she discovered the real Eunwoo behind the mask of the troubled boy. He looked truly tired. It wasn't the physical fatigue of dodging punches for half an hour; it was a tiredness of the soul, an internal fatigue he had been dragging around for years, which college or fighting only managed to temporarily anesthetize.
She set the medical supplies back onto the coffee table slowly, temporarily giving up on finishing cleaning the rest of his scratches.
"Come here," she said, opening her arms slightly.
Eunwoo furrowed his brow a bit, blinking in bewilderment, as if he didn't understand the language she was speaking.
"What? I'm dirty, I'll get blood on your clothes..."
"Just come here, Eunwoo. I don't care about the clothes."
He obeyed without further argument. He slid across the couch, shortening the physical distance between them, leaning his large frame forward until he could wrap his long arms around her waist, hiding his face in the crook of her neck.
And then everything broke.
That boy who instilled fear in the campus hallways with his difficult temperament, that man who returned home covered in combat marks and pent-up rage, crumbled completely every time she held him that way. His shoulders began to tremble subtlyânot from crying, because Eunwoo had forgotten how to cry a long time agoâbut from the brutal release of tension.
He pressed his forehead against her shoulder, closing his eyes tightly, inhaling the scent emanating from her skin. She felt his heavy, hot, and ragged breath hitting her neck.
"I don't want to get a call from the police one of these days," she whispered, holding him tighter, burying her fingers in his damp hair. "I don't want them calling me from a hospital to tell me you ended up in the ER... or something worse, Eunwoo. I couldn't bear it."
Eunwoo swallowed hard, feeling a bitter knot in his throat.
"It won't happen. I know how to defend myself."
"You can't promise that. Nobody is invincible, and you are not made of stone no matter how hard you try."
He didn't answer. He kept a heavy silence because he knew she was absolutely right. One bad step, a rival armed with something more than a bottle, and his story would end in some dark alleyway in the city.
She began to stroke his hair with slow, steady movements, trying to comb through the stubborn strands that were drying in a messy tangle.
"What are you trying to prove to the world by fighting anyone who looks at you wrong, Eunwoo? What are you looking to win?"
The boy took a long time to answer. The silence was broken only by the storm outside.
"I want to prove that I'm not afraid of anything," he finally confessed. "That if they hit me, I can give the blow back with twice the force. That nobody can walk all over me."
She pulled back just a few centimeters, enough to force him to look her straight in the eyes. Her hands rose to cradle his battered jaw, with a tenderness that contrasted with the rawness of his words.
"But you are afraid of something, Eunwoo. And you know it."
The boy's eyes wavered, losing the steadiness that usually characterized them. He tried to turn his face away, but her hands kept him in place.
"You are terrified of standing still with yourself," she spoke softly, cutting deep with the truth into the center of his chest. "You panic in the silence, because when you are still, you have to think about everything that hurts you. That's why you look for the noise of the blows."
The silence following her words was brutal, almost physical.
Nobody in the world understood him like she did. Nobody possessed that ability to read between the lines of his impulsive violence. To the university, Cha Eunwoo was simply the troubled student dragging disciplinary files; to the professors, a lost cause with wasted talent; to the other guys, someone dangerous best avoided on a night out.
But her... she knew the boy who stayed awake at night because nightmares wouldn't let him breathe. She knew the young man who clenched his fists until they bled when memories of his family past became too vivid. She knew he sought out physical altercations just to experience a physical painâsomething real that he could cure with bandages, instead of the dull, constant anger eating away at his chest from the inside.
Feeling so exposed before another person caused a wave of vulnerability to rush through him, making him uncomfortable.
"Don't look at me like that," he murmured, narrowing his eyes.
"Like what?"
"Like there's still something good in me. Like it's worth losing the night wiping away my blood."
She offered a tragic smile, her eyes glassy with small tears she refused to let fall.
"Of course there is. You are the noblest person I know, Eunwoo, even if you spend the day trying to convince everyone otherwise."
Eunwoo shook his head gently, carefully brushing her hands away to look back at the floor.
"You have no idea what goes through my head when I lose it. The darkness that's in there."
"Then tell me. Tell me everything. I'm here to listen, not to judge you."
He looked up, surprised by the firmness in her voice. She was serious; her eyes reflected an unshakeable determination. She was always serious when it came to saving him from himself. And that was exactly what made the situation so dangerous for him: it made her indispensable to his survival.
"Sometimes... sometimes I feel an uncontrollable urge to destroy everything around me," he admitted in a whisper, releasing the words with difficulty, as if they weighed tons. "Someone looks at me wrong in the cafeteria, or makes a stupid comment about me, and I just explode. Thereâs no middle ground. I feel a switch flip in my brain and I just see red."
She listened in absolute silence, taking in every word, allowing him to unburden himself.
"And then, when it's all over and I see what I did, I hate myself for it," he continued, his knuckles trembling on his knees. "It disgusts me to see what I become. But when I'm in the middle of the fight... when my fist connects with someone and I get a hit back... my head goes completely silent for a few seconds. The noise of the past turns off. Only the pain and I exist. It's the only time I don't think."
An oppressive knot formed in her throat. The pain behind his aggressiveness was genuine. This wasn't simple malice or a desire for juvenile rebellion; it was the desperate cry of someone deeply lost in a mental maze they didn't know how to escape.
She reached out her hands and took his, wrapping his bruised and battered knuckles within hers, transferring all the warmth she could.
"You don't have to keep hurting yourself physically to silence your mind, Eunwoo. You don't have to destroy your body to find peace."
He let out a short, dry laugh, devoid of humor.
"And what am I supposed to do instead? How do I turn off the noise if it's not like this?"
"By letting someone help you carry the weight. By letting me help you."
Their gazes met once more in the dim light of the living room. Eunwoo stared at her, and in that instant, he knew he was irretrievably lost, completely disarmed before her. No one had ever spoken to him with such a level of tenderness after witnessing his worst side. Anyone else would have walked away, anyone else would have called the police or screamed at him to grow up. But she remained there, kneeling on the carpet, willing to heal every single one of his cracks.
She picked up the first-aid kit again. With expert, gentle fingers, she finished cleaning the small incision on his lip and then peeled the protective backing off an adhesive bandage, placing it with utmost care over the swollen cut on his left cheek, just as it showed on his bruised features.
"There," she said, gently pulling her hands back. "You're patched up on the outside."
âââ
Eunwoo didn't move a single inch. He remained static on the couch, devouring her with his eyes, as if the simple act of blinking could make the scene dissolve like a dawn mirage.
"What's wrong?" she asked softly, beginning to pack the bottles back into the first-aid kit.
"Stay with me tonight," he asked.
His voice didn't have the tone he usually resorted to when putting distance between himself and others; it sounded vulnerable, stripped of defenses. It sounded younger, more human, tired of bearing the weight of a fictional war against the universe.
She felt her chest tighten with emotion. She left the kit on the table and offered him a look full of affection.
"I always stay, Eunwoo. I'm not going anywhere."
The boy lowered his head, exhaling a long sigh, as if hearing the confirmation of those words had lifted an invisible weight off his shoulders.
Hours later, the storm outside seemed to lose its strength, turning into a steady, soft drizzle that wrapped around the city. Inside the apartment, the main light had been turned off. Eunwoo was lying across the couch, his body stretched out and his head resting carefully on her lap. The television remained on to a news channel with the volume muted; neither of them was paying attention to the screen.
She ran her fingers slowly and rhythmically through the boy's dark hair, untangling the strands that had now completely dried. Her touch was peaceful.
And Eunwoo, for the first time in weeks, was completely still. There was no tension in his jaw, his fists remained open and relaxed at his sides, and his breathing was deep, harmonious.
"When I'm fighting..." he murmured suddenly, breaking the silence of the room with a sleepy but clear voice.
She looked down at him, pausing the movement of her fingers for a second.
"Yes?"
"I always end up thinking about you right after the last hit," he continued, opening his eyes to lock his pupils onto her face. "When the noise dies down and I realize what I've done, the first thing that comes to my mind is your face."
Her heart gave a painful thud. She resumed the movement of her fingers, brushing a stray lock away from his forehead, right next to the bandage.
"Why, Eunwoo?"
"Because you're the only reason I decide to get up off the ground and come home. If you weren't waiting for me here, I think I'd just stay lying in some alley until the cold took me."
The rawness of his words hurt her deep in her chest. She tilted her face down, feeling the enormous responsibility that came with being the anchor for such a stormy mind.
"Then, if I really matter that much to you, stop giving me reasons to live in constant worry," she pleaded in a whisper. "Stop giving me reasons to be afraid every time I hear the phone ring in the middle of the night."
Eunwoo opened his eyes fully and gazed at her intently, as if trying to etch every detail of her features into his memory for the dark days to come.
"I'm trying," he assured her in a low voice.
"Not hard enough, Eunwoo. You feel like violence is your only way out, but you have to find another way to channel what you have inside."
The boy remained silent. He knew he couldn't argue with that. He knew his escape method was selfish and destructive, and that it dragged her into a whirlwind of anguish she didn't deserve to live through.
She sighed with a weariness that reflected the hours of keeping watch.
"I don't want to lose you over something stupid, Eunwoo. I don't want someone to make an irreversible mistake in some dark corner one of these nights and leave me here alone."
He extended his right handâthe one with the scraped knucklesâand took her hand with infinite caution, taking care not to hurt her with his wounds.
"I'm not going to disappear. I promise."
"People always think they have control over things right before they lose it completely," she replied, looking at the ceiling with melancholy.
The sentence hung in the space, suspended amidst the shadows of the living room. Eunwoo turned his face slightly on her lap and, with a movement steeped in an almost desperate devotion, pressed his bruised lips against her knuckles. It was a long, warm kiss that conveyed everything his pride prevented him from saying.
"I'm sorry," he whispered against her skin. "I'm truly sorry."
She knew, from the tone of his voice, that he wasn't just apologizing for the fight that night, nor for arriving bloody at two in the morning. He was apologizing for all the previous nights, for every scare he had caused her, for the hostile silences he used to answer her questions, and for every fragment of his own soul that he still hadn't figured out how to mend.
She felt the gathered tears threatening to overflow, but she made an effort and offered him a small, comforting smile in the dimness.
"Just... stay safe and always come home alive, okay? That's all I ask of you."
Eunwoo closed his eyes again, settling his head comfortably on her legs, letting himself be rocked by the continuous movement of her fingers through his hair.
Outside, the rain kept falling, washing the city streets. And inside, in that small space illuminated by the television screen, the boy who was always ready to tear the world apart with his fists finally allowed himself to let his guard down and rest in peace.
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A chill ran over your bare shoulders as you stumbled out of the karaoke bar with your three friends
âYou sure you donât want to catch a ride with us?â
âNah,â you waved, âIâll just call my brother.â
âAlright, âa/ya, get home safe!â Ha-eun-ah laughed.
âYeah, you as well!â
Seoul nightlife was at its peak now, but for you, the night was over. You had first semester classes tomorrow and you couldnât be late lest you missed something important.
You unfolded your phone and swiped up, scrolling through your call log before tapping on Sobachka, the name you had your brother under.
The phone rang⊠and then rang some more.
What the hell was wrong with him? Why wasnât he picking up?
You clicked your tongue, scoffing and pulling your phone away from your ear to shoot off a nasty little text.
Hey! What the hell?
21:00
Answer.
21:00
You gasped, caught off guard when the phone rang again, the name Sobachka appearing across the screen.
âYo.â You spat, âWhy didnât you answer?â
Something like clothing moved around the phoneâs speaker, but no other response came.
You heaved a sigh and ran a hand through your hair. âCome get me already. Iâm sending my location.â
You ended the call, your intoxication having more to do with your frustration than him.
You waddled to a bench near the road and plopped down, blinking back the exhaustion that threatened to pull one over on you.
Time seemed to pass by in increments of messages.
You almost here?
21:12
Hey. Answer
21:13
Hey Ji-hwan!!!
21:14
Iâm on my way.
21:21
About time
21:21
Childish.
21:25
Hey!
21:25
What did you call me?
21:25
Hey!
21:26
Answer!
21:26
A vehicle pulled up beside you and then one final message came through.
Get in.
22:27
You mimicked the message under your breath, but stood on wobbly feet and trudged over to the car anyway. The windows seemed more tinted than you remembered, but maybe you really were just out of it.
You yanked the passenger door open, ready to make this car ride hell.
âHey!â You shoved your head through, expecting to find an ugo behind the wheel.
Instead, you found Eun-woo blinking, face near expressionless. âDidnât you see my message?â
Your glare shifted, and instead of furrowed, your brows raised. What was he doing here? Werenât you just texting Ji-hwan?
Yes, it was Ji-hwanâs numberâthere was only one sobachka in your phone and it wasnât who sat before you.
You swallowed your confusion for now, feeling all the adrenaline rush out of your systemâleaving you standing awkwardly on the side of the road, hovering over the black camry.
He lowered the bluetooth in his car right before you asked, âJi-hwan, where is he?â
âAt your house.â His eyes drifted down, taking in your outfit.
Something turned behind his head, you could see it working in real time. âStop staring.â You huffed, trying to act like his attention didnât affect you.
You slid into the seat and buckled in. âLetâs go.â
Eun-woo kept his steady gaze on yours, and for the life of you, you couldnât figure out why.
Your breath caught in your throat when he suddenly reached over the passenger seat. His face was inches from yours and you knew he saw the way your body tensed against the pressure of his arm pressed against your chest. He smelled like coconut and something expensive, like he was trying to give off a certain perception of himself. He didnât usually smell like thisâwas it selfish to say you preferred him this way?
His muscles flexed through his black long sleeve, sending a thrilling shiver up your spine. You held your breath and his gaze, though your bottom lip seemed to wobble, giving away your secret that wasnât really a secret at all.Â
The way he was looking up at you like that, didnât he know what it did to you?
You forced your eyes away just as he pulled your door shut.
OhâŠ
So thatâs why heâŠ
Might as well smear red lipstick over your nose and call it a fucking night.
He straightened in the driver seat, but didnât shift the car into drive. Instead, he was watching you, mimicking the way your eyes held his. âYouâre so bold, âa/ya.â
âAm I?â You shifted, turning toward the passenger side window. âWhy? What makes you say that?â
Air burned through your nose when his cold fingers tapped your thigh. âWearing something this exposing at this time of night?â
âSo what?â Your gaze sharpened. Was he seriously about to get all noble on you?
He fixed his attention on the road ahead and moved the car into drive. âThen again, maybe youâre just stupid.â
One of your eyebrows twitched, but it seemed to go unnoticed because instead of responding, he was returning the volume back to what heâd had it at before. It was a song you didnât recognize, dark and sensual. Something you mightâve found at a niche strip club.
âHey.â You spat. âYou keep calling me names, Iâm gonna tell Ji-hwan to beat you up.â
Eun-woo snorted. âRight. As if he wouldnât scold you first.â
âAnd why would he do that?â You folded your arms, frowning at the obvious idiocy of his comment.
Eun-woo pulled the car into a shopping mall parking lot, steering toward the back. âAre you seriously asking that? Look at what youâre wearingâyouâre saying Ji-hwan would be okay with you going out like that? Youâre parents would have a field dayââ
âHey!â You shouted. âI know itâs revealingâbut leave my mom and dad out of thisâof course theyâd be mad, what parent wouldnât be? Seriously.â You scoffed. âWhy do you think I called Ji-hwan? Oh yeahâand why do you have his phone? Were you the one who called me back? You were werenât youâadmit itââ
âYou talk too much, Iâm getting a headache.â He winced, rolling his neck as if to relieve some stress.
âThis bastard.â You muttered under your breath, leaning your head against the heavily tinted window, ignoring the glare he shot you.
âYou need to learn to respect your elders.â
âElders,â your laugh was dry, âRight. Donât flatter yourself, youâre only a year older.â
âYou used to be soâŠâ he bit back whatever he was going to say nextâshaking his head, sighing heavily. âI canât believe you thought Ji-hwan would be okay with this.â
âWhy should it matter what he thinks?â Your voice rose, âEveryone keeps doing thisâtreating me like Iâm a kid. Iâm not even in fucking high school anymore!â
âYeah,â his tone was flat as he pulled into a stall, secluding you from the other cars in the lot. âThatâs what you keep saying.â
âBecause itâs true.â
âIs it?â He watched you from beneath those dark eyes. You swallowed, taking a mental step back to calm yourself. He was looking at you likeâhow could you even describe that expression? It was almost⊠dark amusement? God, he looked amazingâwhy did he always have to look like that? Always and even now in those sweats, he looked like Sin incarnate.
You averted your gaze, running a hand through your hair as if the action could provide any sort of distractionâit couldnât.
Your breathing grew audible as you attempted to steady your quickening pulse. Your cheeks burned, but you still said, âI told you it is⊠So it is.â
Eun-woo was quiet for a few seconds, and you just knew he was watching you. The silence stretched to an impossible amount of awkwardness and unfortunately, the tension did nothing to quell your brain hitting overdrive.
You shifted again, hating how his mere gaze had your thighs clenching to suppress an insatiable need.
âShow me.â He said, still watching you from that far away perception.
âWhat?â Your mouth fell open just barley, âWhat do you meanâ
âShow me how much youâve grown.â
âI donâtââ your stutter was cut short by your own surprise.
Eun-woo reached over, and gripping you by the shoulders, pulled you into his lap across the middle console. You yelped, trying to push him back.
âWhat the hell?âÂ
His laugh was lowerâdarkerânow that you were hearing it from right above your ear. âYou said you werenât a kid anymore, right?â He moved his arms under your exposed thighs, sending a coldness through you. âSo I said prove it.â Your face burned the color of a very specific pepperâand from more than just the alcohol.
A squeak fell out of your throatâa sound youâ had neverânot onceâheard come out of your mouth.
Between your thighs, your panties grew in moisture. Eun-hoo pressed nothing innocent against you, and through your mini skirt, you could feel him hardening.
âTell you what,â his fingers were like coals across your cheek, tapping your nose like this was one of those little games you played when you were in Elementary. âI donât tell Ji-hwan about tonightâor your parentsâand youâll do whatever I want you to.â
It was almost unnerving, the way he spoke as if he was asking nothing more than to borrow notes from class. That scent of his drifted toward your nose. Coconut again, and something darker. Your face contortedâwhat was this? A threat? âYouâreâwhatâs it calledâugh.â You grabbed your head, an ache passing over.
âDo you agree?â
âNoââ your response was immediate, âââabsolutley not.â
âWhy not?â Your eyes flashed as he tightied his hold, grinding slightly into your ass.
âCuz itâsâŠstupid.â Your words were slowâa contemplated and unsure mutter.
âBut if you donât, youâll probably be punished.â
Despite yourself, you paused.
He was right.
But was it really worth all the trouble just to avoid a scolding and maybe curfew privileges for a few weeks?
You hesitated. Eun-woo couldnât want something drasticâhe wasnât that type of person. Besides, youâd known him foreverâeven if you werenât really friends, he had always been around. He wouldnât aks you to do anything you didnât want toâhe wouldnât ask you to do something dangerousâŠ
Would he?
â...what do you want?â You kept your voice low and steady, fighting through the intoxicationâthough you were sure no amount of water could have flushed it out of your system as fast as this situation had.
âI told you.â You could hear the bullshit arrogant smile in his tone. He was so hotâhe always had beenâbut God was he annoying. âDonât make me repeat myself.â
You scoffed. âYou think youâre in some K-Drama or something? Do whatever you want, thatâs what you said. But for how long?â
His reply flew off the tip of his tongue like itâd been waiting there for quite some time. "Indefinitely."
Your eyes went wide. âHeyââthatâs insane!â
âIs it?â
The question took on a new meaning now as one hand slipped up your skirt. Eun-woo ran the tips of his fingers across your entrance, probably taking immense pleasure in the way your breath hitched.
Was he serious? Thatâs what he wanted? Your body shuddered as a shiver ran down your spine; your thighs clenched both chasing pleasure and hoping to snuff the need out. Your jaw locked and you ground out, âEun-woo.â
âHey, âa/ya.â Your nostrils flared when you exhaled through your nose. He laughed above your ear, almost mockingly. âScream for me, will you?â
You pushed yourself up, palms pressing against his hard abdomen. He couldnât be serious. There was no freaking way.
âEun-wooââ one finger pushed into youâyour response was immediate.
Your walls clenched around his digitâlong, slenderâand dammit you could feel all of it. Your breathing grew shallow when he added another. âWhatâs going on? Hey, âa/ya, tell me, whatâs wrong?â
It was the fact that he sounded genuinely confusedâlike he didnât know he was the exact reason you were holding your breath.
âHey, âa/ya. I told you to scream, didn't I?â
You swallowed at his tone. It was dark and cruelâlike nothing heâd ever sounded like before.
Where was the Eun-woo from childhood sleepovers? From middle school study groups and high school trips?
Your gasp could be heard over the music, louder than your shitty karaoke performance earlier tonight. Eun-woo dragged his teeth over the tip of your ear; one hand wrapped around your waist, the other still eliciting filthy sounds.Â
Your back pressed into his chest, and your hips moved against his palm. He trailed his tongue down your cold shoulders and his hand disappeared under your top to grab your chest through your strapless bra. Your head fell back and your moans carried across the bass as his fingers continued their deliberate movements.
He hummed, but it sounded more like a chuckle.
Then, he stopped.
One second he was pleasuring you against your will, the next: watching you trying to pretend you didnât hate the emptiness heâd left.
Was this real?
It still seemed like a dream. Maybe you were shitfaced, still sitting on that bench in front of the street. Maybe you were already in your bed at home, snuggling with a pillow between your legs, and Eun-woo was just an illusion. It wouldnât be the first time youâd had a dream like thisâŠ
But it felt so real.
He let his nails graze the edge of your throat, right above your pulse. âRemember what I said?â
Your thighs clenched, chasing the orgasm youâd just been denied.
âHey, âa/ya. Listenââ you choked on your own spit as he ripped your thighs apart. âI told you, didn't I? This only works if you listen to me. Think of this as how you thank me for keeping this dirty little secret. Iâm being pretty generous here.â
âShut up.â You huffed, hating out your body screamed at you to just listen. Sure, you wouldnât mind this in your head! Because in your head nothing was this fucking awkward! In your head, you could never feel this humiliated. You looked up, glaring up at him through the window even though his reflection was hardly visible. âYou had no rightââ
âDenying it, yeah?â He smiled. âThatâs just like you⊠But âa/ya, that was the deal.â
âI never agreedâ
âYour body did.â One arm adjusted so that he could tangle his hand in your hair. Soft and loose as it normally was, it was tangled nowâknotted, and as he yanked your head back, you hated to think of how much sweat had accumulated across it.
ââa/ya,â his breath sent another shiver down your back. âI need an answer.â
âIf I say no?â Your voice trembled in the same manner your thighs were.
His smile against your neck was predatory. âThen Iâll have to accept that. But, Iâd also have to explain to your parents the state I found you in tonight. I mean, thatâd only be right. I couldnât lie to them, could I? Then they wouldnât trust me.â
You growled under your breath, but your heart wasnât in it. Sure it was an asshole thing to doâand if it were anyone else you likely would have just said no⊠Your eyes nearly caught his through the tinted dashboard. It wasnât anyone else, though. It was Eun-woo. âYou talk too much.â
He raised an eyebrow, still waiting. You couldnât care less how soft he looked on the surfaceâthat act he put on? How had you not noticed it before? Your face pinched. Itâs always the nice ones.
You let your eyes shut for just a moment, breathing in, just to sigh out and say, âAlright.â
âHmm?â
âDamnit Eun-wooâ
âYes, âa/ya?.â His nails dug into your neck, âGo on, Iâm listening.â
Your eyes sharpened and your face began heating up. Eun-woo hovered his head over yours. His tone had completely altered. Was he doing that on purpose? But then why did he look so cocky? Your bottom lip wobbled and through the tinted dashboard, you could somehow tell the fire in his gaze was growing.
âWhatever I say: you do.â He repeated.
You would have turned your head away and scoffed, but his hands had restricted your ability to do that.
You could only narrow your eyes, hoping that would get your thoughts across. His hand curled, tightening. Was he trying to fucking kill you? Jesus!
âYou donât need to talk, there's a better way to use that filthy mouth.â
He pulled the seat back, and despite everything, you had to muffle a laugh when the reclining took longer than expected. With everything that had happened so, it seemed so mundaneâsometing he most definitely had not taken into consideration. Eun-woo remained dead serious, which only fueled your snorts. It was so goofy, how could you not laugh?
But Eun-woo didnât find it funny at all.
âAre you laughing?â You shook your head, but when he forced your head to the side, a little smile appeared. He smiled back, but it wasnât normal. âYouâre cute, but youâd be much more attractive on your knees.âÂ
He shoved you to the floor without giving you time to process his words. He leaned back, trapping you around his legs in the cramped space. âGo on.â
A crease formed in your brow, still not yet taking him at face value. Apparently, he could see that in the way you blinked. And that was a problem.
He watched you expectantly, the pressure of his stare almost like a magnet, pulling your hands toward his bulge.
Your fingers tugged at the strings of his sweats. He was closer now, right in front of you, and despite how the darkness clouded his face, it was clear to you Eun-woo had never been joking.
On your kneesâthe pedals of the toyota threatening to part your ass every time you scooted back too farâyou pulled the top of his sweats down, allowing his black boxers to appear below.
You could smell him, precum and allâand you agonized over how it had your pussy riding the cock of a ghost.
He gripped the back of your head, eyes sparkling. He was like the devil, gorgeous, tempting, and sure to damn you in the end.
The worst part, though? You didnât care about that last one.
His cock sprung up and you palmed him. Could he tell you it was your first time? Was this his? Did it matter in the grander scheme of things? Not really.
Eun-woo hissed when he hit the back of your throat for the first time, the first real sound of pleasure heâd allowed to be heard. He let you pump him, admiring the way your pretty nails moved up and down just to make him feel the way he didâand when your lips wrapped around him? Dammit if it wasnât taking an immense amount of self control to keep his hands to himself.
He lifted his hips into your mouth, and even in the absence of light, you could tell he was turning red. He lost the internal battle with himself and wrapped his hands around your head, shoving himself down your throat. Eun-woo seemed to forget you had to breatheâor maybe, he just didnât care.
He shuddered around you, disregarding the tears forming at your eyes. His groans mixed with the your gagging. The torture felt neverendingâmaybe you would die here. Would you really be okay with that? Your soiled lace said yes.
You coughed when he stopped moving out of nowhere, mouth still full of cock. He must have taken pleasure, watching you like that as his hot seed dripped down your throat.
He was still hard when he pulled out, eyes tracking the cum around your lips. You were dripping on the floor of his car, clenching around nothing.
âWhat else should I make you do?â His brow creased and he looked thoughtful. The change in his demeanor should have left you speechless, but that wasnât why you kept quiet.
Your throat was sore, but more than thatâhe had told you to shut up. Not technically, but you knew thatâs what heâd meant and you were too exhausted to argue.
âCome here.â He pulled you up, bending forward so as to not hit your head on the roof. âTake them off.â
He didnât explain, but he didnât have to. You knew that lookâhad only ever seen it in pornos, in dramas⊠Never on him though.
You inched your lace down, watching Eun-woo watch the way it slipped over your thighs. âNow sit.â
Your eyes went wide. He couldnât be serious.
But he was.
Heâd been serious when he first proposed the ideaâwhen heâd first decided to blackmail you.
Eun-woo spun you around and parted your thighs, measuring up his tip. The moment he pulled you back would be stuck in your head until you lost consciousness. Your scream mustâve been palpable throughout the entire parking lot because he wasted no time in slapping a hand over your mouth.
âCould you shut the fuck up?â He sounded annoyed, but something was different. Annoyed, yes, but also⊠Strangled? Maybe he didnât have as much control as he thought he did. Maybe you could somehow crumble them. Wouldnât that be fun?
Your walls built a castle around him as he reclined the seat forward again.
âKeep your head down.â Any sound that spilled from your lips got caught and muffled by the palm of his hand. His tone carried an odd mix of uncertainty and confidence. He'd always spoken that way, but this time, it felt entirely different.
âHeyââ you braced yourself against the car as he moved the gearshift into reverse. The little jerk forced you to swallow him further. âHey, this is dangerousâEunââ
âI donât remember asking you to speak.â His fingers bruised your cheek as he gripped your jaw, voice curling into heated authority above your ear. âSo just ride me like a good girl while I drive you home like the gentleman I am.â
Eun-woo pulled the car around the parking lot and onto the streets again, watching the road. When the first stoplight approached, he shifted the car into park, wrapped his hands around your waist. You wriggled around him and, whimpering when his cock moved in and out of you. It was like a punishment with how slow he fucked you. Anger mixed with lust pooled in your lower stomach every time your pussy swallowed him like a starving pet.
It was like this whole thing was have a humiliation ritual and you were the main attraction. You must have been a masochist because you were just letting it go on. You buried him further, when he had to drive, craving that moment where you could let everything goâeven if it were just a few seconds.
Bent over the middle console, body all contorted, you coudlntâ see out the window, but you new this turn. Yu had made it a thousand times.
âHeyââ The bastard. He really drove you home. âEun-wooâwhat the hell?â
He ignored your cursing, knowing by now, your pussy must have been stretched to a point where youâd gone almost numb to the feeling of him inside. Was that possible? Eun-woo smiled to himself. Maybe. Maybe not.
Well, heâd find out eventually.
âHeyâare you crazy?" You tried to turnâwanting him to see just how furious you were.
He didnât give you what you wanted. He carfucked you and then took you home. What kind of sick game was that?
Eun-woo turned his head as he shifted the car into park. âYouâre annoying.â
âAnnoyng?â You scoffedâ âFine.ââ You started rolling off him, ready to never speak to him again. What an asshole. Seriously. God you were embarrassed!
âHey,â he forced you back down, impaling you with his cock. âWhat are you doing, Iâm not done.â He thrust into you, earning a moan.Â
So she can still feel me.
He smiled.
Good.
ââa/ya,â he cut your words off with a tug of your hair. âYou shouldnât be so loud. You wouldnât want your parents to see what a ruckus youâre causing.â
âSo what?â You choked.
âIâm glad you asked,â your hair pooled over your shoulders when he let go.
His hands reached under your skirt, pulling your thighs apart, and then, he lifted you up, the feeling curling around you like a tortuous memoryâbut instead of that slow, aching pace from before, Eun-woo gagged your lower lips just as he had the ones on your face. The reverberation of flesh meeting flesh filled the silence. Your juices mixed with his, dripping all around his seat.
Wet, sticky sounds mingled with your moans. He was thick and long, and he knew just what kind of things to say. It was like heâd fucked you a thousand times already, like he knew the ends and outs of how your brain operated.
You could hear his gruntsâhe seemed so unbothered before, but now it was like he was barely holding everything together. And when he cursed, the words breathless, you finally understood. Eun-woo had pictured you like this before. How many times before? You couldn't say. But the fact was there.
It was you he wanted.
And it was you he would have.
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âOpen your legs baby, come on.â You shook your head in disagreement. Your boyfriendâs piercing eyes didnât leave yours, not even for a second, as he was cowered in front of you, begging on his knees like the good boy that he was. His long fingers softly glided over your shins up to your thighs, but you still denied him access. âBaby, just do it.â
A soft energy surrounded him as he was trying to seduce you. Eun Woo had multiple sides to him, but he knew that you liked his whiny, pleading characteristics the most. Seeing him in such a state of contrast ignited a fire within you, one that would burn you with deep desire.
His appearance exuded an aura of danger, his well-defined physique and tousled hair presenting a captivating, heartthrob allure. Yet underneath this exterior, he radiated warmth and kindness, embodying qualities of compassion and love. âDonât you want me to make you feel good?â His deep voice was hushed, yet sweet as honey. His eyes were glistening, painfully needy of his one true love. âOpen your legs for me. Come on, princess.â You shook your head once more. Eagerly. Eun Woo chuckled in frustration, deciding on taking another route. âSo, you donât want my lips on the insides of your thighs? Pampering you with kisses? Soft, sweet kisses? The ones that are moist? Is that it?â You felt your thighs tingling, immediately responding to his words, screaming at you. âNow open your legs for me, honey.â He noticed you squeezing your thighs together in response and smirked internally, knowing that his tactics were paying off. Eun Woo got up on his knees and propped his arms on both of your sides, leaning in for a kiss but stopping right before touching your lips. His scent was intoxicating. His breath was too sweet. Everything in you fought hard to not give in. âYou know that I can make you feel really good, donât you, baby? The kind that has you high for days? Hooked even?â He watched you cautiously, all his focus was on you. You heard him whisper sultrily once more. âOpen your legs for me, darling.â Eun Wooâs eyes darted down to your throat, only for a millisecond, catching you gulping hardly. He knew what he was doing to you, just as you knew what your resistance to him did. But now he was getting impatient. He turned his head to the side and graced your ear with his soft lips. âLet me taste you, baby girl. I really want to fucking taste you. Slide my tongue into your wet pussy. You are wet for me, arenât you, baby?â He noticed your chest heaving heavily, going all in now. âLet me tell you what I want to do to you, y/n. You are going to open your legs for me, and I will dive head-first into your precious cunt. And I will drink you up like juice. Iâm going to circle on your clit, poking and sucking until youâre jelly for me. Let me make that cherry pop, baby girl.â A soft moan escaped your lips, his words definitely painted a picture for you. âOpen your legs for me, now.â You felt the heat in your body, but you decided to make him wait a little longer, you needed him agitated for a bit longer. Eun Woo clicked his tongue impatiently; the annoyance was written all over his face. âAfter I made your cherry pop, Iâll be sliding my tongue into your hole, baby girl. Sliding in and out, in and out while your delicious juices will be drooping all over me. Let me lick your folds. Let me lick you clean. Please just let me tongue-fuck you. Please.â His voice was almost breaking, his need for you too unbearable. Eun Woo turned around to face you again while breathing deeply. He noticed your dilated pupils and flared nostrils; he could even sense your pussyâs heat from up here. Fuck, you both needed each other badly, so he tried one last time. âOpen your legs for me, baby. Please?â
HEY GOOGLE, PLAY "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"! "Like the moonlight set on a flower petal, I hope you stay in my heart for a long time. Anytime, alone with you, every day and night, we will share a beautiful story." â U&I, CHA EUN-WOO
A Good Day to Be a Dog (ì€ëë ìŹëì€ëœê°), 2024, South Korea Season One, Episode Nine
Cha Eunwoo as Jin Seo-won/Soo-hyun
in some flashbacks.





