Aug 12, 2025
a really fun thing about being on half my usual testosterone dose in gel form specifically is that it makes me feel like I'm right about to start my period but without ever actually starting my period. thrill a minute
#book's life#once again. problems with my prescription#THIS TIME NOT REMOTELY MY FAULT#I CALLED them. TWICE. two weeks and one week ago#got answering machine#left message#nothing#called yesterday to get the clinic hours#regular surgery receptionist had no idea but gave me the email#sent an email and am going to call tomorrow and Thurs and Friday until I get a GOD DAMN PRESCRIPTION and some FUCKING ANSWERS#I think the problem is usually when they discharge people to the gp#they're on nebido (if testosterone)#not gel#so no one made the procedure. at all clear#but they also won't ANSWER MY CALLS or GIVE ME A CALLBACK#I got hold of the doctor one time before this for a different incident#that was a Friday I think#so I'll hope for a Friday call to have some success#but GRRRRRRR#until then I have to suffer#I've started taking my backup progesterone supply as reassurance I won't get a period#but I can physically FEEL it wearing off around like............3 hours before I take it#I am going to get not ONLY a fucking prescription. but ANSWERS#DOCTOR LITERALLY TOLD ME TO CALL IF I HAD QUESTIONS#I AM NOT TRANSGRESSING. I AM NOT EVIL. ARRGGHHHHHHH