@legacysouls ( mary ) said : “I can’t stop thinking about you. It’s becoming a problem.”
「 ANTONELLA. 」 — it was just supposed to be fun . just a sinful arrangement that benefited them both . a sibling of sin and an emeritus descendant doing their duty to satan , sinning in the most desirable of ways . it was only supposed to be a friends with benefits . hanging out , chasing a high , and doing whatever the fuck they wanted afterwards . but what had started as needy fucks had turned into conversations and dinner , things akin to dates , cuddling that probably should never have happened .
and feelings she tried to stuff down to the gates of hell .
she found herself craving time with them . trying to accidentally appear in wherever they'd been assigned for the day . it wasn't hard to find out , just ask uncle cardi and he obliged . days spent sitting on the half walls of the abbey , watching them complete whatever task they'd been assigned , talking about anything and everything . and she tried to convince herself they were just friends who happened to be really good in bed together . and it wasn't like they were constantly together . there were days she hid in the library or went to town on her own .
she tried to pull away , tried to tell herself that she could quit them . she found herself dodging them in the halls , passing by with nothing more than a smile that made her heart ache in a way that told her she wasn't getting better . and fuck she missed them . but hadn't she fucked that up for good ? a knock on her door and suddenly she wonders if she had been completely wrong .
toni opens it to see mary standing there . brows pinch as she stares at them , silent . words and breath lost when they speak and she reaches out a hand to take one of theirs to tug them inside . " i ... got scared and ran . i'm sorry . " a squeeze to their hand . " i can't stop thinking about you either . i miss you . and i know i shouldn't but i can't help it . "


















