being newly disabled is so strange sometimes. like goin to dads office n havin to sit on the floor. like don't mind me jus hangin out.
i showed off my Lego progress n sis was like "maybe ur not as dumb as you think" and i get what she's trying to say. because it's hard to explain the very specific way my neurodegeneration manifests when it looks "fine" on the outside n gets dismissed cuz I'm able to do it at all.
so i said "just dumb in different ways" cuz that's the only way i can think to say; yes i can follow instructions and put legos together and communicate with you, yes I'm Still Extremely Brain Damaged,














