#lemon-len

[digimonloving]

Im so glad to see this blog taking off! Beelzemon is such a badass, but how do you think he would handle actually needing to be taken care of by his tamer, perhaps in the aftermath of a fight where he's been hurt seriously enough to warrant a few days bed rest and lots of TLC from his partner? ♡♡♡ I'm so glad you have a soft spot for him too!

(Me too! I wasn’t sure how to get it out there, but I’m glad that people are enjoying what I've got so far haha. And of course, I simply can't help but love him, he's one of my faves from Tamers, I cry every time thinking about his whole story ngl plus he's just,,, Hoo boi,,, love me a big lad with claws n some nice teefers)

Beelzemon needing bed rest after a battle, and his Tamer taking care of him with some nice TLC

He. Refuses. To. Lay. In. Bed. As much as he would love to be doted upon by a caring Tamer like yourself, he is CONSTANTLY trying to get up and prove he's completely fine, only to have to lay back down due to his injuries being a little bit too serious, but not enough to cause him to dedigivolve back to his rookie stage. It's the side of him that doesn't want to be seen as weak, even if he knows you never would see him as that. He can't help but try again and again to sit-up and move around, hating having to lay still even though every bit of his code is in pain and hurting beyond comfort Eventually, after lots of scolding or pleading for him to simply lay in bed, he does it, although he isn't happy about it. at least not at first. He really does appreciate you sticking by his side to try and help him to get better, as much of a pain as he can be. He always calls himself a fool for letting himself get hurt and making you worry about him, let alone you getting stuck caring for him while he's like this.

Even if he thinks he's a pain, you're more than happy to show you care for him, tending to the wounds the best you can considering Digimon don't exactly bleed much due to being made of data, their code gets a bit glitchy/static-like in places when they're highly hurt. So, the most you can do is sit by him and tend to him the best you can.

You're glad he didn't push himself too hard when you first managed to set him into bed, even if he wanted nothing more than to stand up and push through his own pain. His pride could get the better of him a lot of the time, and he needed to learn to swallow it down and let you help him!

Beelzemon would never be able to thank you enough for taking care of him, holding your hand and peppering your face with kisses as he slowly gets better after the long days of you having to listen to him complain as you tended to him. He apologizes for the way he acted for the first days: being stubborn and not wanting to lay still, probably doing more harm to himself than good.

The Demon Lord doesn't know what he could have possibly done to end up with a tamer like you!

[skywarper]

Your seeker combiner is beautiful and wonderful and I would totally take that boy to dinner/help them take over the world. The colors you use make my eyeballs happy.

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think he would just like dinner he is a good boy. a collection of good boys

[digimonloving]

God im loving ur writing! I hope you don't mind if I ask for more Beelzemon headcanons. I'd love to hear your thoughts on Beelzemon with an adult male tamer who really enjoys kissing/being kissed by him. How does he kiss in public vs in private? Does he tease? ❤ Thank you!

Aww thank you! I'm glad you're enjoying it! And certainly, I love this big biker boy a lot personally, so I love to write for him!

Beelzemon with an adult male tamer who loves to kiss him!

Beelzemon is pretty tall, but he certainly loves to bend down just to plant a kiss onto his Tamer, course sometimes he likes to be a tease and simply wait for the right moment before he scoops him up into his arms and covers his tamer's face with kisses

This is much more a private thing of course. In public, he prefers doing small cheek pecks every now and then and simply holding hands. It's subtle, but just know in private he gets a lot more extreme with the way he gives kisses.

He simply likes to keep a certain presence when he's out in public, so he acts more subtle. But damn, does he get so excited about giving his tamer kisses he can't help it when they're alone at last! He's all over him, you can't escape his kisses! Don't even try!

However, as excited as he can be about giving kisses to his Tamer, he can also be somewhat of a tease with it too, making little comments and playfully just messing with him before he plants a soft kiss to his lips. It's all fun and games, nothing more really, never take any of his teasing to heart. He never means to be actually mean with anything he says.

Buuut he also pouts when his Tamer isn't in the mood, if that ever happens at some point. He wants his kisses, how dare you deny him his kiss! He might be slightly dramatic about it, moping visibly in his tamer's line of sight while giving puppy-dog eyes (all three of em) till he gives in and Beelzemon then 'attacks' him with all sorts of cuddling and smooches!

So, essentially, if you like to be picked up, he's doing mainly that. It's also to show off his strength -- doesn't matter how you are, he can lift you easily just to plant a cute little smooch to your lips. It's probably his favourite way to do it when he's in a silly mood, too.

[digimonloving]

Would you mind writing some ideas for Beelzemon with a male tamer in their late 20s who finds it hard to sleep alone and asks Beelzemon to sleep with them? Maybe some sleepy cuddles? Thank you!

He may or may not have taken notice to the fact that his tamer wasn't sleeping well, but he never knew how to bring it up without really poking about it. He wasn't sure if it was just an uncomfortable night, or something else was bothering them, so he would wait till his tamer said something.

Beelzemon may tease when it's first brought up even so, making one little snarky comment over it, but he shows he's more than willing to sleep beside his tamer if his older tamer is having troubles and ask for him to join when they are going to bed, practically following him so he can lay down with him or immediately walking over to lay beside him

Beelzemon secretly doesn't like sleeping alone either, as much of a front that he prefers to be alone, he craves affection and once he gets it he's all over it.

so, in a way, it's a big win-win situation!

He'd only have to ask him once, and from then on Beelzemon is sleeping right beside his tamer, jacket, gloves, boots all off to make it a bit more comfortable. He starts out only sleeping beside him, back turned, so there's a presence. But, the later it gets, the more cuddly a sleepy Beelzemon becomes -- turning and wrapping his tamer up in his arms and pulling him closer to his own chest.

He makes a rumbling noise that could be equal to purring when he's inbetween a state of half-consciousness and he does this, tail lightly thumping against the bed as he mumbles things incomprehensible

If he manages to help his tamer sleep, even just a little bit, he's more than happy with it. Although he's gonna make a few friendly jabs about it every now and again, just cause he enjoys poking some fun, and he can't just let it slide with being something cute he does -- especially if his tamer brings up how he acts when he's sleepy

[digimonloving]

Since today im dealing with chronic pain flare-ups, im wondering if you could write some headcanons for Beelzemon dealing with his injured or somehow hurt adult male tamer who he is in a relationship with? Maybe they were injured during a fight with a rogue digimon? Or maybe they deal with chronic pain and are suffering through a bad flare-up? (Thank you for all your hard work, you're a boss)

Beelzemon with an adult male Tamer who gets injured in a fight with a Digimon

Ok. He's calm, he's collected, he's picking you up bridal style and fuckin' bookin' it the damn second the rogue Digimon is dealt with to find some place safer so he can deal with your injuries

He's cursing under his breath because he doesn't know how to deal with human wounds, even if they aren't serious, he's still quietly freaking out over it. Humans have a limit to how much they can take, and even if you'll survive these ones, it doesn't stop him from slightly freaking out because he let you get hurt.

He's too stubborn to go ask for help, so he does his best to cover what bleeding wounds you may have once you helped him in understanding how they worked, and makes sure you get lots of rest while he keeps an eye out even if he found a decent hiding place to watch over you while you get better if you aren't in the Real World.

If things are too serious, or you aren't getting better as fast a he would like, he may go in-search of a Digimon with healing abilities, keeping you held close to him all the while. It's the quickest way to make sure you'll be fully alright and that you won't get an infection if he didn't do something right.

It scares him deep down when he sees you even slightly hurt, he can't imagine what he'd do if the injuries were far more serious than they were. You're his top priority, and he's prepared to get hurt himself far more before he lets anything hurt you in particular.

(Bonus)

Beelzemon trying to help his Tamer with their chronis pain flare-ups

Beelzemon is at a complete and total loss as to what he can do. This weird virus you have you call 'chronic pain' doesn't sound like something he's heard of before, and at first hearing of it, he's confused.

If you inform him about it properly, he's going to be doing his god damn BEST to try and help you during one of your flare-ups. He has no clue how to help you fully though, and it really kills him that it isn't just some virus that can be removed if he tracked down a holy Digimon and got them to heal you. So he gets you both cold things and warm things to rest on the spots that may be acting up.

Actually, trying to bring a holy Digimon to you might help, probably. It's a type of pain, and they have healing powers, it's worth a shot, right?

That being said, he's probably tried to bring home an Angemon that was less than happy being held by him like how one would hold a chicken (not by the legs, but like a hamburger, wings tucked in and all), but he certainly goes to the extremes just to make sure you're ok

He sits with you and tries to keep your mind off of it, either moving around with you or he tries to do something like kissing it better, even if it doesn't help it makes him laugh at least.

[digimonloving]

Do you think you could do something for Impmon/Beelzemon living with his adult male tamer/partner where he's stuck in rookie form for a while and gets cold easily, so he opts to steal his tamer's shirts and hoodies and blankets to make up for it (not because he likes how they smell or anything) Would he be cuddlier than usual? Thanks as always!

Beelzemon being stuck in Impmon form and stealing his adult male Tamer's clothing to keep warm, yea, that's the only reason -- don't you look at him like that!

Being Beelzemon for so long, he almost forgot what it was like to be in his Rookie stage again, and when he for some reason dedigivolved back to the small imp, he wasn't quite sure what to do about it. He was used to being the taller one here, now he's small and he isn't happy about it at all!

Wearing clothing that covered him up as Beelzemon was always nice, he never felt too cold or too warm, no matter the temperature. But now, he would start to shiver over the slightest drop in temperature in the room and hated the cold nights, but with how his personality was as the little imp he refused to say anything about it. What kinda guy would he be if he let you knew? Even with all the time you spent together, Impmon had a stubborn little side to him.

Soon enough he got the idea that, well, if he didn't have any clothes -- save for his gloves and bandana -- in this form, then he may as well steal some. Not from a store or anything, but right from you!

He'd always be bundled up in a hoodie that looked more like a massively oversized snuggie on him, hood covering his ears to keep them warm as well.

"Alright! Alright! I'll admit, I got a bit cold, will ya stop lookin' at me like that!" he'd eventually yell out, slightly flustered noticing your raise of eyebrow before you'd chuckle at him for his small outburst.

You're more than willing to let him wear the hoodie if he feels that cold. All he had to do was ask, but knowing how an Impmon can be he'd never say it.

Even with having a blanket wrapped around his hoodie-covered form, he'd still want to cuddle up to you. The second you sat or laid down, there Impmon was, laying down beside you and cuddling up or sitting beside you and leaning against you.

Sometimes you'd forget which hoodie he'd be sleeping in when he piled a good few of your shirts into a pile and try to pick it up only to hear a small voice yelling as your hoodie squirmed in your grasp, Impmon falling out of it as he shook his head and covered his upper arms with his hands, shivering.

The most you could do was raise the temperature, or get a small heater for him to be more comfortable, as cute as he was hiding himself away in your clothes, eyes watching you from the shadows like a cat.

Even with the warmer room, he'd still like to sleep in your clothes, being left alone made him anxious, and the smell of you made him calm, so he'd always surround himself with it regardless. It was extra comfort for the little guy.

He'd just have to be careful not to be wearing anything of yours whenever he managed to Digivolve back to Beelzemon, he'd hate to rip one of your (and his) favourite shirts/hoodies in the process on accident

[digimonloving]

(I hope this one isn't too saucy) How would Beelzemon handle his male tamer wanting to be more dominant in their love-making? Would he let his tamer take care of his needs and help him relax? How would he prefer to be pleasured? (I'm so weak for this big biker bird im so sorry)

:3c

Beelzemon with his male Tamer in the bedroom

Beelzemon is more than willing to let you be more dominant over him if that's what you'd prefer. He's always been much more of a fan of having you ride him, his hands resting on your hips as you went at your own pace, unless he was feeling more rowdy -- In which case he was certainly the one setting the pace with you on that, trying to not go too overboard in-case he hurt you.

He likes sitting back, letting you run the show so to say in terms of helping him relax. Be careful if you're gonna try to tease him and edge him, he might get a little bit feral if you keep him wanting for too long unless you manage to restrain his hands. He can only take so much teasing.

If you want to top him, he's willing to let you. Beelzemon might be a bit of a playful brat about it at first, mostly cause it's not something he first thought of letting anyone do to him before. He may enjoy it a bit more than he thought, and he's vocal about it too.

Give him oral and he practically melts, his tail wrapping around your leg as you fit as much of him into your mouth as you can, hands on the rest of him that you can't fit. He can't help the moans, growls and soft curses that escape him, not afraid to be vocal about his pleasure as he places a hand onto your head, guiding you some

The only big issue with him is that he lasts quite a while once he gets going, able to come quite a few times over the session and never feeling tired despite how much he does. With more stamina than a human, he wants to see just how much he can drag out of you if you top him. He figures out your limits quite quick, adjusting himself more accordingly if need be.

In short, Beelzemon certainly likes it when you become the more dominant one, as much as he enjoys being dominant himself he isn't afraid to let you go all out on him. It wasn't something he thought he'd see himself doing, but he finds himself Highly enjoying it more than he thought he would.

[frecklystars]

Nobody gets to dictate how you recover. Everyone heals differently, and for someone to tell you that just because you're not suffering the way they think you should be, that you're suddenly "faking it" is nonsense at best. You've been so brave and strong throughout this incredibly difficult time, and nobody can tell you how to go about your recovery. Your pain and your healing are all your own. There's no right or wrong way to recover. You are one of the strongest people I know, and we're all so proud of you. Everyone wants to see you thrive, and however that comes, we're rooting for you. If anyone ever says otherwise, send em my way and I'll fight em.🥊🥊

SHEPARD!!! 🥺🥺🥺 Aw dude thank you so much for sending me a reassuring reminder, I super appreciate you. I haven't felt very strong or brave at all during this whole horrible ordeal, but I admire that you think I am... that means a lot to me... and damn you're PROUD of me?? god thank you so much, holy smokes 😭😭💙

"Everyone wants to see you thrive, we're rooting for you" man I didn't now how much I needed to hear that until you said it.... I keep worrying I'm inconveniencing people -- but that's on me, I'm focusing on the wrong things. I should be focusing more on your support you've all given me, I should focus on the fact that you're cheering for me. You guys want me to heal....? I didn't even realize that until you literally just spelled it out for me lolol;;; I shouldn't be worried about the few crumbs of people who might think bad things about me, that might not even happen, I am stressed for absolutely nothing!!! And even if someone were to possibly say something mean to me, I'd just block them without even reading the message, so why should it even matter?

That amount of people is so miniscule compared to the hundreds of you, the flood of supportive messages I have been receiving, all of you telling me you want me to heal. That's really helping me Shepard, thank you so much. I shouldn't focus on worrying about what people could think of me, when I already know what my friends/followers think of me, that the great majority of you are all completely understanding and you don't expect me to stay stuck like this forever.

I will continue to remind myself that you want me to heal, that me reclaiming these triggers is a good thing and it's something you guys would want me to do, that healing isn't linear and I'm bound to have my ups and downs and that 99% of you will recognize that, you aren't going to accuse me of anything just because I have a good or bad day. I must focus on your support!!!! I must focus on you guys, not anyone who might try to bring me down!!!! 💪✨