Aug 15, 2021
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🎁 i know like 3 other ppl are gonna get this but please do winnie
(is it cheating to use stuff from both my phone and my computer? possibly. i don't give a shit, i don't save memes this is going to go very poorly.)
dirk/dave/karkat
okay you're gonna laugh at me, but genuinely this is a tough one!!!
i think that for maximum angst factor i will have to go with slow burn dirk, fake dating karkat, and enemies-to-lovers dave
(but also slow burn karkat, fake dating dave, and enemies-to-lovers dirk is VERY VERY GOOD, but like i said, angst factor takes precedence here)
YUP!!!! I literally accidentally found it fasjlkdsafj i’m so happy
Idk how to do it on mobile, but its on the desktop version!
leninmeringuepie replied to your post: does she ra like......... get better after the...
i think it does but i also…… enjoyed the first episode. some of the later eps rlly shine- like the one that just. tears apart and breaks down catra and adora’s relationship. also there’s a gay prom episode and i am a simple gay.
yeah i watched more episodes cuz i really was bored at work and it seemed to pick up a bit at least so thats good
leninmeringuepie replied to your post “hey guys be my steam friend im only friends with my brothers my id is...”
sent! i'm ayoke
3 fking friends now
leninmeringuepie replied to your post: That’s it. Qposkets are canceled forever and I’m...
I HATE THIS
Honestly I thought nothing could outdo the SS Joker nendoroid but this may have done it.
leninmeringuepie replied to your post: sensitive-americanx replied to your post : ...
OH MAN I GOT YOU INTO BANANA FISH??? IT’S SO GOOD. THO LIKE. FAIR WARNING, IT’S definitely 80s exploitation era stuff with tragic gays. but gOD ASHEIJI IS SO GOOD AND I CARE A LOT ABOUT IT
i mean i haven’t finished it yet but also??? its so good???
and like. asheiji is cool but tbqh i’m in it for the plot at this point, i like the ship but i’m way more into what the hell’s gonna happen with ash and the drug and everything. i’m in episode 8 rn and like ????? it’s just???? idk what’s gonna happen next??????
sensitive-americanx replied to your post :
hey quick question why do i project onto/relate...
I FEEL YOU!! For me personally it’s because I’m not interested in cute shit which wlw anime/manga mostly are (or fetishized bullshit) Also I don’t really identify myself with those cute anime and manga girls. I mean I am very feminine and like looking feminine but internally I’m just not.. cute I guess. And I’m not into cute girls either. Idk when you see any kind of relationship you either have to identify with one of them and/or be into one of them for it to be in any
way shape or form interesting to you. I hope this helps! I’m still trying to figure out my own reasons on why I’ve never been into all the wlw stuff that is out there.
oh yeah the identification thing is definitely a big part of it for me, i think? I’m only ever into mlm ships where i can see myself in one of the characters (although considering the characters i project onto i’m starting to worry about myself a little bit?????)
leninmeringuepiereplied to your post: hey quick question why do i project onto/relate...
IDK GENDER IS WEIRD. but also you might be into utena bc it really does play with gender roles in rlly fucky ways.
gender is SUPER WEIRD and i’ve seen a couple episodes of utena and they were pretty good but i didn’t GET INTO it the way i did with, for example, no. 6 or yuri on ice (or even fucking free which isn’t even actually all that fucking gay)
also hi it’s entirely your fault i started watching banana fish tonight which HEY GUESS WHAT I LOVE BANANA FISH AND IT’S NOT EVEN THE MLM CONTENT IT’S JUST A GOOD, TERRIFYING, AMAZING, DISTURBING SHOW.
splinteredstar said:
For me it’s because mlm tends to be more willing to explore… messiness?
Plus gender is weird
speaking of banana fish.... but yeah i mean... you’re right! wlw tends to be cute and sweethearted and when it’s not it’s just...... like lesbian punishment porn (looking at you, madoka) and mlm stuff definitely gets weird! and messy! and fucked up!
and sometimes that’s super not-so-good and fetishy and i’m always worried that my interest in trauma in stories about mlm is wrong and/or bad and/or fetishistic myself....
and like. this all kinda boils down to a thing i mentioned a while back about society’s expectations of men vs. society’s expectations of women. men are expected to be violent and stoic and cruel, and deviation into gentleness, vulnerability, and emotional chaos is the exception that proves the rule. whereas female characters are expected to be emotional, and sensitive, and empathetic, and when they’re not, they’re seen as non-conforming and “bitches” who act outside the norm.
idk i’m still mulling this all over in my head but yeah i think it literally boils down to i identify with the jerks with messy traumatic pasts in mlm ships, and i really don’t identify with the cold bitches in wlw ships and wlw media and especially not with the empathetic affectionate girls in those ships, so mlm jerks it is???