done (for none-definitive goals, im going to put this when ive completed the goal consistently for two weeks, and put it back on working on it when i fail to complete the goal for 3 days in a row)
what if some of them got expelled after the desk scene. what if they had to go home to parents with too many expectations and explain how they threw away this path of certaincy and ambition because of a dead student and a fired teacher. what if todd had to go home and face an angry father and a disappointed mother and was torn between wanting to join neil and needing to live on for him. what if there were more empty desks. what if cameron was surrounded by the ghosts of people he used to call his friends, having no one to turn to. would he be happy he seized the day to stay. would he be happy then
anyways i rewatched dps two days after i watched it for the first time and stopped after todd impromptu poetried in front of everyone and neil looked at him like he was discovering todd all over again because its one of my favourite scenes and also im going to deny the ending of this movie for as long as physically possible
i havent found myself yet. i dont know who i am, or who i want to be. im still looking. (look with me?)
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asks and messages are always open!! i volunteer as That Random Person to rant to about anything at all, happy or sad, complicated or simple. just come find me and i'll be here for ya
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hi guys uh.. my name is lemon and this is my little corner of the internet!! grab a cushion and a drink to settle down, or pass through and get to wherever youre headed (if there is a destination in mind at all).
more under cut!!
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✧ sixteen
✧ ace
✧ aro-spec/cupioromantic (im figuring things out)
✧ enfp-t if you believe in these things
✧ love language: physical touch
✧ languages: english and mandarin chinese if i try really really hard
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currently infatuated with:
✦ tgcf
✦ mdzs
✦ woh
✦ marauders
✦ skz
✦ f1
✦ marvel (but bucky barnes in particular)
✦ musicals (hamilton, six, epic!)
✦ c-dramas (ding yuxi ily)
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hobbies include:
✧ looking at pictures of sharks
✧ finding pretty words in a pretty order
✧ blasting music in headphones and staring into space
✧ daydreaming about love
✧ watching sunsets
✧ looking at the stars and thinking
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what you'll find here:
✦ posts and reblogs surrounding my infatuations
✦ random thoughts that i would like to shout into an abyss (not available) so i write them down instead
✦ a friend (me)
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the vibes i (aspire to) bring to the function:
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➸ desperately trying to replicate the aesthetic tumblr pins saved to my pinterest boards but the fanarts and fan snippets are calling my name
➸ i swing wildly between being silly and drowning in emotions
➸ often on here when im supposed to be asleep but life is full of disappointments (im life)
➸ if given the chance i will make picrew and random uquiz results my entire personality
➸ always secretly panicking about not having my life planned out
➸ tea >>> coffee
➸ partially made of song lyrics i think
➸ scared of the unknown (but really, who isn't?)
➸ cant tag properly oops
➸ known for: filling my head with so many thoughts they overflow (as words or tears dependent on mood, time and the weather)
➸ scribbled down as an afterthought at 1:27am
➸ i can be funny i promise
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♫ now playing: corduary dreams by Rex Orange Country
♫ [ spotify link: here ]
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rules:
✧ please be nice
✧ no yelling angrily at each other (or at me)
✧ okay thats it have fun
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current projects:
✦ journaling/scrapbooking
✦ reading more (book recs? fic recs? send them my way!!)
